billybong1
03-06-2007, 11:26 PM
ok so the first time i got high i smoked out of a waterbottle with a gum wrapper thing with holes cut out on the top.....(stupid yes i know, granted this was 3 years ago and i now have a vape).......the weird thing is that i freaked out big time the first time i got high.......at first i thought it was laced with pcp and/or all that other scary shit. i didnt get it from someone in the "hood" or whatever he was actually one of my friends brothers. i was sitting in my car and i started feeling the onsets of the high when i noticed the very strange depth perception and floatiness....it sounds fun but it was the worst feeling ever.
i decided not to drive and got in the backseat of my car. my friend that was smoking with me told me it was ok and that the stuff was weird. my heart started racing and i felt like calling the ambulance i felt so shaky. i wasnt seeing anything it was just how i felt and saw reality. the high lasted about 4-5 hours and i finally got home. the next day i had a performance of some sort and did fine but when i got back to my house i felt the onset of the feeling again.....i thought i was goign to have a relapse or something and got worried....i started getting ideas it was laced again and that i had brain damage from the water bottle we smoked out of......after all that-i went to a shrink due to my anxious thoughts. nothing really helped. i just had to work it out by myself......and im still trying to. on occasion i think back and start to worry about that night.....
does this sound like it was laced or just my awful first high or the water bottle? DO I HAVE BRAIN DAMAGE?!?!:D joking.
i decided not to drive and got in the backseat of my car. my friend that was smoking with me told me it was ok and that the stuff was weird. my heart started racing and i felt like calling the ambulance i felt so shaky. i wasnt seeing anything it was just how i felt and saw reality. the high lasted about 4-5 hours and i finally got home. the next day i had a performance of some sort and did fine but when i got back to my house i felt the onset of the feeling again.....i thought i was goign to have a relapse or something and got worried....i started getting ideas it was laced again and that i had brain damage from the water bottle we smoked out of......after all that-i went to a shrink due to my anxious thoughts. nothing really helped. i just had to work it out by myself......and im still trying to. on occasion i think back and start to worry about that night.....
does this sound like it was laced or just my awful first high or the water bottle? DO I HAVE BRAIN DAMAGE?!?!:D joking.