Hmmm

[Matt the Funk]

I am onto you guys. I know that you are just testing and studying me. Stop,admit, and reveal yourselves. You aren't fooling anyone.

[Samwhore]

okay, *takes off costume*

so, hows sobriety going?

[JaggedEdge]

No, I am investigating you... There will be an officer at your door tomorrow morning. :D

[Wesley Pipes]

i think someones a little paranoid..... or are you? 0.o


;)

[Matt the Funk]

okay, *takes off costume*

so, hows sobriety going?

Lol sobriety is alright. I miss weed. I smoked salvia and I realized I just want to smoke weed. Actually I dunno what I want. I really feel like you guys are watching me and shit. I don't know why, but I pretty much accept that even though you guys are, I can't do anything about it. I slowly find myself reclusing into my own little world. I haven't been going out as much. I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't have anything to say. I actually kind of want to die, but not exactly die. Just I don't want to feel like this lol. I know that how I feel is probably stupid. and I have no idea why I made this thread! Alright i'm done.

[Samwhore]

Lol sobriety is alright. I miss weed. I smoked salvia and I realized I just want to smoke weed. Actually I dunno what I want. I really feel like you guys are watching me and shit. I don't know why, but I pretty much accept that even though you guys are, I can't do anything about it. I slowly find myself reclusing into my own little world. I haven't been going out as much. I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't have anything to say. I actually kind of want to die, but not exactly die. Just I don't want to feel like this lol. I know that how I feel is probably stupid. and I have no idea why I made this thread! Alright i'm done.

sounds like sobriety, I was like that for a few months, now im kind of lazy and dont want to do anything, I find no will of living, finding that one thing that makes me happy is so hard to find, weed did that, now that theres no more of that im on a quest to find that trigger.

I have no idea what It could be, LOVE is the only thing I can think of, but how hard it is to find that,

how was your salvia?

[Coelho]

yeah... sobriety can be much more maddening than stonedness... :jointsmile:

[RyanTheCaveman]

Hello goodbye wha wha wha!!!

[Matt the Funk]

sounds like sobriety, I was like that for a few months, now im kind of lazy and dont want to do anything, I find no will of living, finding that one thing that makes me happy is so hard to find, weed did that, now that theres no more of that im on a quest to find that trigger.

I have no idea what It could be, LOVE is the only thing I can think of, but how hard it is to find that,

how was your salvia?

salvia was alright. I forgot how intense it was(last time I did it I swore I would never touch it again but curiosity got the best of me). yeah maybe love would help. But god damn I just feel TOO PARANOID. I don't know why, well maybe I do. I have always felt this way, but now it seems more and more real, like maybe i'm not paranoid, just aware.

[ericwt]

I am onto you guys. I know that you are just testing and studying me. Stop,admit, and reveal yourselves. You aren't fooling anyone.

Okay I admit it!

But I have been dry myself for about a week or so and testing and studying you gives me something to do.


:thumbsup:

[CanaDanKs Inc.]

I am onto you guys. I know that you are just testing and studying me. Stop,admit, and reveal yourselves. You aren't fooling anyone.

hey could you open the blinds a little bit the camera is having a hard time focusing

oh and stop putting your hand like that we cant see your face

[Matt the Funk]

Well I realized my probelm just now, consciencesness. I hate it lol. People,birds,dogs,cats,fish,horses,idk etc....I just hate consciencesness, it is too much fo rme.

[rebgirl420]

wow if I had a nickel for every time I thought that to myself

[Matt the Funk]

wow if I had a nickel for every time I thought that to myself

Well if I had a nickel for everytime I thought that I would get a nickel everysecond of my 14 years of conscience!

[Wesley Pipes]

sounds like sobriety, I was like that for a few months, now im kind of lazy and dont want to do anything, I find no will of living, finding that one thing that makes me happy is so hard to find, weed did that, now that theres no more of that im on a quest to find that trigger.

I have no idea what It could be, LOVE is the only thing I can think of, but how hard it is to find that,

how was your salvia?

Lack of Love maybe?

[Matt the Funk]

Hahahahahah I ended up sounding like a little teenage girl. This thread is now open to all to discuss whatever, say waht you want about anything. Even cheese! Even though I hate cheese.

[BizzleLuvin]

youre mistaken, my friend. i am onto YOU.
as for randomness:
i'm eating a delicious pretzel w/ spicy brown mustard.
I'm listening to Bardo Pond and its blowing my mind
my nose is running.