Paranoid

[crudemood]

So I smoked today for the first time in very long time. I was at work and decided maybe smoking up would make the shift a bit more enjoyable. So a couple of minutes later I had just finished smoking with a couple of coworkers .I started my shift and I started to question everybody's intentions into detail. I got so quiet because I thought Everylittle thing someone did or said was done just to screw me over. All these thoughts about people being evil were racing through my mind. No one would reassure me that I wasnt weird, or they did and I just didn't believe them. I felt scared and alone, and I litterally went to the washroom and bawled because I felt so hated.

I felt like the whole world was watching me and hating me.

Can anyone relate to this extreme paranoia?

[MastaChronic]

chances are you just became more intune with how everybody really does feel about you, dont be surprised because most people hate everybody else.

except for stoners, stoners are full of love and joy and happiness

except for me, im full of anger, hate, misery, boredom and an unquenchable thirst for human death....but in much more quantity and quality than the non-stoners.

[Skink]

Yes,,,classic Paronoia...

[Matt the Funk]

If this constant state of paranoia persists please enter yourself into a hospital so you don't end up like me or schizophrenics.

[Inferius]

Afterwards, in memory, are you glad you expirienced that?

Imo, those kind of expiriences (for example, paranoia on salvia :( )
strengthen you. And when you do the real thing, you have more control over your mind.

Pain is weakness leaving the body.

[Wesley Pipes]

i have experienced that, it's not fun, one of the main reasons i stopped tokin a few months ago

[LIP]

So I smoked today for the first time in very long time. I was at work and decided maybe smoking up would make the shift a bit more enjoyable. So a couple of minutes later I had just finished smoking with a couple of coworkers .I started my shift and I started to question everybody's intentions into detail. I got so quiet because I thought Everylittle thing someone did or said was done just to screw me over. All these thoughts about people being evil were racing through my mind. No one would reassure me that I wasnt weird, or they did and I just didn't believe them. I felt scared and alone, and I litterally went to the washroom and bawled because I felt so hated.

I felt like the whole world was watching me and hating me.

Can anyone relate to this extreme paranoia?

This kind of paranoia is normally associated with sativa dominant strains.

But im guessing you were smoking the NL? Which should be an indica, and shouldnt really do that.

Maybe you were just in the wrong place... My van would still be a much better place to hotbox and watch TV rofl...

I'll email you today.. hopefuly we can have a chat sometime soon eh?

:D

Take it easy... and only smoke where your comfortable and everythings going to be perfect.

:rastasmoke:

[Reefer Rogue]

I'm too paranoid to get blazed and go to work. Working with a constant supply of customers, I don't want to make any mistakes. I'd be too paranoid people would know i'm high, especially my supervisers. I'm not tryin to get fired. I'll smoke 3 hours before hand though. Then again when i get home :D

[crudemood]

This kind of paranoia is normally associated with sativa dominant strains.

But im guessing you were smoking the NL? Which should be an indica, and shouldnt really do that.

Maybe you were just in the wrong place... My van would still be a much better place to hotbox and watch TV rofl...

I'll email you today.. hopefuly we can have a chat sometime soon eh?

:D

Take it easy... and only smoke where your comfortable and everythings going to be perfect.

:rastasmoke:

Yeah, it was the NL. I figured if I smoked it shouldn't have happened the way it did like I didn't think I was going to get that paranoid. Ahh, your good old van, what happened to that? Am I still invited? ;)

[crudemood]

i have experienced that, it's not fun, one of the main reasons i stopped tokin a few months ago

same exact reason ive toned down the smoking.


chances are you just became more intune with how everybody really does feel about you, dont be surprised because most people hate everybody else.

except for stoners, stoners are full of love and joy and happiness

except for me, im full of anger, hate, misery, boredom and an unquenchable thirst for human death....but in much more quantity and quality than the non-stoners.

OH NO so I was right about how everyone feels? NOOOOO, it was probably the paranoia really. REALLY;)

[LIP]

Yeah, it was the NL. I figured if I smoked it shouldn't have happened the way it did like I didn't think I was going to get that paranoid. Ahh, your good old van, what happened to that? Am I still invited? ;)

Of course, it's ticking over now waiting to be filled with that sticky green weed...

And im gunner get a 12 volt TV too for the back... then we have entertainment... all we need is the beer...

:D

[lil josh]

lol LIP i always imagin you as bubbles because of your avitar lol

[LIP]

Rofl.. alot of people on here do.

[geonagual]

You may be right. Some of those people may not like you and if they do. Who cares! Never let the actions of others, control yours.

Sounds like Paranoia to me.

Paranoia will destroy ya

[MaryJaneScott]

Of course, it's ticking over now waiting to be filled with that sticky green weed...

And im gunner get a 12 volt TV too for the back... then we have entertainment... all we need is the beer...

:D

I'll donate the beer as long as you two promise to have a DAMN good time ;)

[Dutch Pimp]

So I smoked today for the first time in very long time. I was at work and decided maybe smoking up would make the shift a bit more enjoyable. So a couple of minutes later I had just finished smoking with a couple of coworkers .I started my shift and I started to question everybody's intentions into detail. I got so quiet because I thought Everylittle thing someone did or said was done just to screw me over. All these thoughts about people being evil were racing through my mind. No one would reassure me that I wasnt weird, or they did and I just didn't believe them. I felt scared and alone, and I litterally went to the washroom and bawled because I felt so hated.

I felt like the whole world was watching me and hating me.

Can anyone relate to this extreme paranoia?

.....smoke after work...it's that simple....have a nice day....:)..

[crudemood]

Of course, it's ticking over now waiting to be filled with that sticky green weed...

And im gunner get a 12 volt TV too for the back... then we have entertainment... all we need is the beer...

:D

I am so there. :D

[LIP]

Woooho, MJS can come too... we'll make it a proper sesh.

I actually have to do some work today :(