mafyew
01-06-2007, 11:39 PM
ever get the feeling that your just not wanted? I for the most part dont, but every know and then ill have a day that just makes me feel like shit. I woke up around 2 and started making phone calls. 4 hours later i was still making calls, trying to find ANYTHING to do. First i missed out on going to the bass pro shop, i call and find out a group of my friends are heading there, it took me 6 tries to get a hold of someone in that car. Then i find out later they are shooting guns at a friends house, again they say they are about done, and so i am left with nothing. Again i call and find out they are about to leave, yet again, and that i should just call later- it took me 6 tries to get ahold of them again. At this point which was 15 minutes ago, i was extremely let down by the day, almost to the point were i almost said fuck it. I decided to grab my piece, and go to some woods, to smoke by myself, and just try and chill. I grab my piece (first piece i ever owned) and turned to walk out the door, guess what happend? I dropped it and shattered into 1000 tiny pieces.
This is fucking depressing.
This is fucking depressing.