so here i am..

[slipknotpsycho]

bored and alone... wife's at work, no fancy dinner for me this year =/ i don't even have any bud either.. anyone else out there in the same boat as me?

[miraz]

I'm not in the same boat, but i feel for ya. Whenever I toke tonight ill hit a bowl in your memory or whatever.

[slipknotpsycho]

in my memory? OH NOES IM GONNA DIE! HOW DO YOU KNOW I'M GOING TO DIE?!?! lol... thanks for the thought man :thumbsup:

[Frivolous248]

Try playing this, http://boards.cannabis.com/showthread.php?t=92281

Maybe your wife knew you'd get bored, and made that in advance!

[slipknotpsycho]

no that's ok lol... i just popped in prince of persia, trying to beat this fucking empress again... if this bitch was real, this is one bitch you'd definately not want to get on the wrong side with...

[Cooler Then Jesus]

slipknot. the weed and the grub dont mean a damn thing.
sure i got some weed, sure i got a turkey, but i would give anything just to have a buddy to smoke and grub out with. yah know, bump some slipknot (wait and bleed is my fav, dont laugh, lol) kick back, eat some bird and play some Xbox.

im going to go smoke a joint, and every hit im going to think of you, maybe i can get you mind high from hundreds of miles away.

[slipknotpsycho]

lol i'm drinking on a 40 right now, still got about a half a fifth of gold rum in the freezer (best type of liqour is straight ice cold liqour) but i'd gladly give 'em both up for a bowl or two lol... as for wait and bleed, why would i laugh? that's like one of their most popular and well known songs.. that single song is what sent me on the track to loving every other song they do... damnit, now i'm gonn ahve to pop in one of their cd's done got me reminiscing (sp? i know that's all fucked up, but i have been drinking ;)) about all the times i've had with those cds (they used to play 24/7 around me, even when i was going to sleep, i'd put in a slipknot cd right before i got in bed)

[slipknotpsycho]

on the upside, i finally put that empress bitch down in her place.... on her knees (lol j/k, dont' kill me ladies) i finiished the fucking fight off with one hit til death, 3 damn minutes fighting this psycho whore and if i get hit once i die... i'm suprised i pulled it off :cool:

[d00d989]

^^ lol sweet dude, i too wil be smoking for you tonight

[Mercsix8six]

thats like god of war on god mode that shit is fuking hard oh yeah...whats with being bored , i hate that but we all come a cross it what do u do to get around that, sleep, sit and stare at the stars fora bit i just did that and i see a comet or what shooting star but no wishes for me juist seeing it was cool maby if it wolud hit me that;d be cool .

[b0Ng h!tz 4 mE]

yup im pretty much in the same boat.. i was gonna crash round a mates tonight but i fell asleep and my phone didn't wake me up when he tried ringin me. got no bud either but gettin an 1/8th tomomorow.. but its like 5 in the mornin here so i guess you could say im gettin an 1/8th today but ya im pretty bored and sober :(

edit - my fav slipknot song would have to be diluted.. or ppl = shit.. aww lets face it all they're songs kick ass :D

[slipknotpsycho]

what do i do to get around boredom? hm.. well i can smoke weed, which makes almost anything intresting to me, or i can play games, which i have a limited selction of and none are appealing right now aside from finishing prince, then there's always sleeping, but i just woke up about 5 hours ago, so i doubt that's going to happen... lol..

right now i'm stuck at running from the dahka after the fight >.< 30 mins so far, i keep jumping into holes, or not being fast enough and he grabs my ass and kills me...

[b0Ng h!tz 4 mE]

if you've got a ps2 or xbox which is online then i could possibly own ur ass on a game? maybe that'd end ur bordom and just make you mad instead lol

[slipknotpsycho]

lol... i've got a ps2, games online, i got killzone, midnight club 2 and 3(dub edition) MK deception (which i don't really like) and splinter cell chaos theory (which i really hate online >.<)

[Mercsix8six]

u can try out modding ur desktop witha new bakround and mod up the colors of the aperince thats what i did a few ago looking pretty good > how do retrieve a screen shot by pressing the screen shot button on my key.

[b0Ng h!tz 4 mE]

got midnight club 3 dub for xbox, and i used to have killzone for ps2 until i broke the disc... i had alot of trouble gettin online with killzone, it'd take me like half hour just to get on a server.. i still have the case but i dont think its much good..

you should get call of duty 2 big red one, that game kicks ass online :D or burnout 3

[Mercsix8six]

u broke the disc, the cheep one or the 50 buck one lol ^_^

[birdgirl73]

Wish you lived in our area, Slipknot, instead of in Houston. No way would you have been alone--or without a big meal today--if I were in the same town with you. Plus, I think you'd probably like my family.

When does Snookums get home? What'd your mom and the rest of your family do today? I'm sure it wasn't an easy holiday.

[slipknotpsycho]

u can try out modding ur desktop witha new bakround and mod up the colors of the aperince thats what i did a few ago looking pretty good > how do retrieve a screen shot by pressing the screen shot button on my key.

press screen shot, then go to a program like paint, and paste it... then just save it..

[slipknotpsycho]

Wish you lived in our area, Slipknot, instead of in Houston. No way would you have been alone--or without a big meal today--if I were in the same town with you. Plus, I think you'd probably like my family.

When does Snookums get home? What'd your mom and the rest of your family do today? I'm sure it wasn't an easy holiday.

meh, it was easier then the last few years have been... she doesn't get home for alteast another hour now... but last night we kinda had an argument, kinda afraid same thing will end up happening tonight... my mom tried to get me to go to her house, well me my wife and the baby, but no... just no... anytime i go over there all that happens is she gets drunk, pissed off at the world, takes out her problems on everyone else and basicly causes a bunch of unneeded bullshit... tried to guilt trip me when i didnt' wanna come... but like i've said previously in a post, it's her fault and no one else's... maybe if she'd stop drinking people would have to have more to do with her.... she got alot worse when my brother died too... not so much as how much she drinks, in comparison to how much she would drink 3-4 years ago she's cut it in half, but the bullshit she brings with her drinking has more than doubled.... so in all actuallity, she's actually worse now..

[b0Ng h!tz 4 mE]

u broke the disc, the cheep one or the 50 buck one lol ^_^

i dunno lol... i got it second hand and had the game for about a year or two and when i tried playin it online it was fuckin up so i go to get the disc out and it snapped in the ps2... lol.

[Mercsix8six]

awwcmon i cant leave u ona drepressing post like that shit i hate to have that burden man shit seem like its gets worser and worser as theyears pass i hate the hard timess. ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ cheer up everyone even meeee

[slipknotpsycho]

i'm not really sure if xbox and ps2 are compatible... even so, i'm not really in the mood to race... i have been drinking after all :p i'd rather beat the living shit out of you on killzone =/ but you broke your disk.

[Mercsix8six]

hmm the way u decribed that semm like u have the newr ps2 huh

[birdgirl73]

I think you were wise not to open yourself up to that crap today, then, even if it meant having to hang alone for a while. You're clearly doing fine at entertaining yourself, and it does sound like your mom's in so much pain she's just trying to pull others into it too. Don't blame you for steering around that. Sounds like your mom's pretty sick right now. Any chance she'll make the decision to take Step 1?

[b0Ng h!tz 4 mE]

lol i had the old ps2 but my dad brought one of the new ones and he never plays online so i "traded" my ps2 for his...

[slipknotpsycho]

very, very unlikely... well it depends on what you mean by step one, step one to recovery? no... 'five steps of death' ... she's on three, atleast i think that's Blaming.... (i think it goes denial <can't remember> blaming <depression acceptance) anyways, all she ever does is pitty herself for what happened, "oh woes me i pushed my son out of my house and i put him in the situation he was in when he died, blah blah blah" at first, you know i put up with it, and even tried to convince her otherwise because that's normal, atleast i thought, but no, she's holding on to that thought so tightly, she doesn't even see or care what she's doing to her other 3 sons... all she focuses on is what she did to him.. and before he died, i can tell you now she didn't give two shits about what she did to any of us... it kinda makes me wonder, am i going to have to die, to make her realize what she's done to me over the years... do i have to cease to exist for her to care about what she does to me? i mean i'm sure a mother cares about their child always... but that doesn't mean they won't be blind, and completely fuck the whole relationship up... she recently (last couple of years, dont' know exactly how old he is, i'm not over there much anymore, around him even less) had our other brother... now all she does is scream at him (he's atleast 2, no older then 3) and get pissed off at him when he wants attention... as far as their relationship is concerned he might as well be cinderella and she the evil step mother.... my other brother (the one still alive that's close to my age) even had to step in at one point when i was over there and demand she stop hitting him... and all he wanted was attention... she's really losing it, and destorying any relationship she has wtih anyone in the process... the sad thing is, i don't care if she was his mother or not, NO ONE, not even her, loved my brother as much as i did...

sometimes i wonder if she just uses his death to get attention... any time he's brought up, the conversation instantly turns to her, and how she feels at fault and what not.... she's always been a pathalogical liar and an attention whore, turning an every day situation, into some big blown way out of proportion thing... such as the time she was trying to hit/spank or something my brother (the one that's dead)... he wouldn't put up with it and pushed her to the ground... later she retold the story to me (trust me i believe my brother way over my mom, my brother told things how they were, he didn't spare anything, even if it made him look like a horrible person, he'd still tell the absolute truth about the situation) she told me a story of how he pushed her to the ground sat on her chest and started beating her in the face... she told me this story no later then a few days after it happened...

me and my brother got in a fight once, i ended up wtih a very swollen black eye... if he had hit HER, it would have shown clearly she was beaten... he was a big dude... atleast for his age, not so much in size or body mass, but just the muscle he had, made him 'big' she didn't have not one mark on her.. like i said, she's been known to blow thigns way out of proportion... now i can't help but wonder if she only uses his death to get attention... and if i ever find out she does... i'll disown her as quickly as my dad (my dad right after he died, went around to companies, some they worked for, some known for giving out charity, asking for donations for a benefit he was holding, which he wasn't, he was only using my brothers death to get donations to supply his crack habbit..)