the leaf of life

[Mercsix8six]

why are we here whats are reson for living if die and we can kill and take the lives of others if iwere to die in a short while i think that nothing would happen and everthing would remain the same almost i have a friend who just pased and a week ago was his reunion man, its like we have no choice but to work and live .. basiclly putt somthing in ur body and make a terd right?, sleep is another thing that is a mystry becuse everyday u wak up it starts over

just some ramble

[mrdevious]

You might want to use some coherent sentences and even moderately legible punctuation, otherwise it's pretty hard to discuss something presented in such a disjointed form.

[LIP]

That all went right over the top of my head... and im wasted but i can still type.

[Mercsix8six]

Jacop made a whats wrong with our world thred well this ties into that a little bit, sorry for the dramatic errors in my post, grammer too. I was realy stoned and made that thread yeah my thoughts were jumbled .

[mrdevious]

lol, it's cool man we've all been there. I sort of see what you mean now that I'm not all stoned myself; tramadol's kind of weired that way, it doesn't impair your ability to write or express yourself, but it can make you grouchy as hell and have trouble interpreting things.

Anyway, I think there can be a lot more to life than what we make of it, but unfortunately most people don't. I'm working on my education right now to get a more mentally stimulating job, and in the meantime I was quite miserable at pretty much every job I've had since they were all uneducated and repetetive tasks that held no meaning. Some people are satisfied to just wake up, go to their same mindless job, eat the same crappy food, crap out that same food, and go to bed and do the same all over again. Personally I've never understood how anybody can be content living this way, nothing made me more miserable and discontented than sticking to the same brainless roughtine, and wasting 8 hours of my day mentally numbing myself.

I think the only thing we can do to truly be happy is to always keep pushing ourselves mentally and physically to grow, to learn, to increase our abilities. It's these ruts in life, especially in modern society, that leads to so much of the depression and anxiety we see today.