anybody, anyone at all.

[SkatePopwar]

ever since i was young, ive been different..ive always felt i was more open-eyed that almost eveyrone else..that i was somehow immune to the brainwashing our culture puts the natural mind through. while others were caught up in the game of humanity, reality, trying to obtain things that arent really there, ive been playing in my own world, my world..not theirs. watching theirs unfold, waiting for my turn to show everyone what i can really accomplish. sometimes laughing at the stupidity and ridiculousness of humanity..ive always been so different..
i could never understand how anyone could play by the rules of humanity, and stay sane..could let their life slip by, getting a job and working for a living, never knowing anything else but monotony..the same day after day after day, not even questioning it all! until i realised that nearly noone ever really questiones our lives, what we are told, questions EVERYTHING. its a global rat-race, to be able to call things yours, things that come form the earth. nature even! and its controlled by a select few, wathing us, looking at us as pawns, jsut minions in their plot, not even as real people with hopes, fears, loves, friends and life! and inside, it makes me so so sick. so many people blinded, controlled, dead to something greater and more exciting then they are told of

and now i cant play by their rules, ever..for the sake of my sanity
and im so happy for it
so so happy
<3

are there any people who think at all like me? or am i the only one..
ii cant be

ps, sorry for my ranting, not expecting to many to care, but those of you who do..
congratulations
your taking the first step to be like-minded to me :)

[SkatePopwar]

its all an illusion!!
that sums up my ideas nicely :)

[ate]

There's not much to say that won't go misunderstood or ridiculed. Just stay open minded and keep looking for the truth as to why things are the way they are.

[Polymirize]

are there any people who think at all like me? or am i the only one..
ii cant be
sorry for my ranting, not expecting to many to care, but those of you who do..
congratulations
your taking the first step to be like-minded to me :)

Actually I think I know exactly what you mean. At times I'm sure I've sounded very similar. The problem is, you kinda sound like a dick.

If you're not part of the solution, you simply remain part of the problem...

[Eraserhead71]

ive had thoughts of doing something that stands out a lot because thats the only way you get noticed but i would have to do something insane and would end up in jail

[Inferius]

How old are you?
This sounds to me like a phase. I used to feel the same way. Then I matured a bit and reality took on a new form, and I realized I was no different than any other teen who's a bit more introspective than others.

It's amazing the paths our brains take to adjust to the real world...

[JaggedEdge]

When I was a younger I felt the same way about not being like everyone else in the crappy job they hate.

Than I realized that as much as it sucks, I need money to get weed, live, and eat (in that order :) ) Most of us are bound to hate our jobs. It would have to be rare to do the same thing 5 days a week for 30-40 years and still love it. It's a part of life.

Differences are good, but we all have to conform in some way's. Just don't ruin your future because you refuse to conform.

[fikusroot]

SO what makes you think you're any different. The most effective forms of control are those put on you without you realizing it. What makes you think you're so divorced from society? How old are you, I'll bet you're a teenager. Anyway, their are two types of people that I hate. Those to far conained in society, and those who are to far removed from it. The safe zone is to have one foot in one zone in one foot in the other. Society as we know it, while far from perfect, is the product of thousands of years of civilization and is the best method of existance we have. Personally, I tend to lean outside of society but I've still got a toe in on the otherside so that if I want to, I can get a job and have a "normal" life. I'll stop rambling now. I am so very stoned.

[SkatePopwar]

i dnt think some of you get it. oh well, i tried. guess im the only crazy one
laughs


btw, im sorry if i sounded like a dick. i was joking with the last part of my post :rasta: :rasta:

fikus, you shouldnt hate anyone

[tahoe58]

hey man...whatever ur age...good on ya. choose your own path, choose your own values, and be prepared that not all ur choices may bring joy and happiness, but at least they were your choices. Shit happens in everyones life, the success comes in how you deal with it. Someone once told me....there are no right or wrong choices, the question is whether or not they fit your values, and provide you with a step forward in what you want from your life. All the best to you...life can be grand....but its a concious choice you need to make for yourself.

[gr8misadventures]

The safe zone is to have one foot in one zone in one foot in the other.

I agree.

But to the original poster...I am not stoned right now, so am clear thinking... I have a job that allows me to feed myself and my family, keep shelter over our heads, keep weed in my tin...yadda yadda. I don't work 9-5, nor do I do the same thing everyday. Maybe I am one of the exceptions? I just think I saw what my father did every single day as long as I lived in their home, and I KNEW I didn't want that for me. Took me a while to get to where I am, and I prolly won't be here for too much longer...but I am enjoying it.

[Storm Crow]

Do a search on the term "Indigo child".

[Inferius]

Do a search on the term "Teen rebellion".

[Polymirize]

for a long time I wondered why humanity couldnt just get it together and get over its prejudices like race, gender, social status, religion, etc, and work together as a whole. They created all these meaningless distinctions and lived as if they actually meant everything. I wondered why "they" didnt get it.
And then I realised I was making the same mistake.

[ate]

The concept of this being a phase would only make what he says true.

Being that this is something that constantly pops up in all people....all people GO through this, all see it, and just like a test some fails and prove to have a smaller amount of internal integrity and change and soon that self close to the self is gone and the common self appears.

This is not the result of maturity, it's disintegration into society.

You're not becoming something, you're simply losing that only thing you've truly ever had, being your unique qualities and beliefs. You lose that, and you've got nothing.


SO what makes you think you're any different. The most effective forms of control are those put on you without you realizing it. What makes you think you're so divorced from society? How old are you, I'll bet you're a teenager. Anyway, their are two types of people that I hate. Those to far conained in society, and those who are to far removed from it. The safe zone is to have one foot in one zone in one foot in the other. Society as we know it, while far from perfect, is the product of thousands of years of civilization and is the best method of existance we have. Personally, I tend to lean outside of society but I've still got a toe in on the otherside so that if I want to, I can get a job and have a "normal" life. I'll stop rambling now. I am so very stoned.


We are all different, the only way you could possible make yourself to believe that you are not is by telling yourself and others this repeatedly...just as you've done here. Our society is the weakest yet to evolve in it's current state, if we do not advance we will become extinct. Essentially..throwing our old and primitive society out is the only thing that's going to keep us alive in the change. Having one foot in society and one foot out would just mean you're confused, part of evolving is moving away from the past and becoming something new...staying the same? Working backwards...holding on...sounds like you're going through a phase of living by fear and limitation. Soon we will all get over this.


Do a search on the term "Teen rebellion".


Teen rebellion is childish and causes pain. It is a by-product from an internal causation. The cause is something within the being, the dna, the psyche whatever. But rebelling would be by product.

A fish doesn't flop around out of water because it's angry! Because it can't breathe!

[Spiritual]

ate, I do believe that you possess great wisdom. I agree with everything you said.

In the end it comes down to whether you are more attached to society or the Earth. Society being artificial and the Earth being natural.

I know how you feel SkatePopwar. I think similarly to you but less superior. If people continue to cherish their beloved society then it doesn't bother me. I simply would rather be in touch with true reality. My real beef with society is that it is ruining the Earth.

[graph]

That's good, you've actually come to the conclusion most teenagers have.

Now become a man, and realize that in order to survive, you have to run the rat race, unless you want to live in the woods the rest of your life. We all have to play the game, it's the way it works.

I agree with inferius, most of us as teenagers came to that conclusion. You're not any different, just realizing how messed up things can get. The thing is, though. your work and your social class aren't you. Be the things you love, your life, your family, your friends, your love, never let those get in the way of unimportant things like money and your career.

[SkatePopwar]

blegh, you guys can call it a phase. but i really dont think im going to outgrow this mindset..i mean, i dont have much of a choice. how much longer can we go on living like this until it all collapses? its only a matter of time, we are killing ourselves and we dont even realise it! this isnt really life that we live, so many people spend so much of their lives up to their ears in self-deception, and when your decieving yourself about the reality you live in you cant even begin to live life freely.
we are advancing so fast that its dangerous. with so much deadly techology, and sick people in the world, were really walking on thin ice now.
i jsut hope something happens to make everyone see differently.

[ryshi]

hey bro,
your story has me very curious. Are you a gemini?

[ate]

Please, feel the need to prepare yourself for the events that are to come.

And no this isn't a phase, this is a result of being a certain way, having a DNA potential.

The phase you all are talking about is an indirect result of this.

Be it, you become unmotivated, be it you wish to rebel against society, be it whatever.

Those are incorrect ways of expressing this intuition.

People have this for a reason.

It's like saying you walk into a room and see a dead body on the floor, two guys with guns pointed at you, 12 bombs in the corner and a the whole place is on fire.

You go to one guy and say, "Man, I need to get out of here, or do something about it quick we're not going to make it."

And he says, "Nahh, man just relax, that's just a phase, soon you'll get out of it."

He is correct. But do not be tricked, getting out of this "phase" is called accepting delusion, it's insanity. Nothing less.

Look at the planet, look at our history (what hasn't been erased or altered), a change is coming.

[Purple Banana]

For me, there is no final or particular goal I need to reach in life; I do things for the exact same reason everyone else does- self fullfillment. Everything I do benefits me. If it doesn't hurt me, I do for others as well. Every human being is selfish. Selfish not pertaining to never thinking of others, but mostly focusing on one's self. Why is that looked down upon by many people? Why do we need to sacrifice ourselves in order for other people to be happy? Would no one be happy then?

You need to have a certain amount of selfishness in order to be satisfied. If something goes against your wishes, don't do it- whether it's a rat race or living in the woods, use the system to your advantage to get what you want. Not advocating hurting others in the process, but don't stop and help everyone you see- people need to suffer in order to realize how they can improve themselves.

Essentially, do whatever the fuck you want, because no one has any power over you. Whether it is against the law or not, you can do as you choose if you are careful about it.

[SkatePopwar]

ryshi, im not a gemini im pretty sure im a scorpio..
ate, you always interest me but this time i honestly have no clue as to what your talking asbut this time, mind explaining a bit more?
and purple banana, what you say makes sense but at the same time i dont agree

[JunkYard]

hey man...whatever ur age...good on ya. choose your own path, choose your own values, and be prepared that not all ur choices may bring joy and happiness, but at least they were your choices. Shit happens in everyones life, the success comes in how you deal with it. Someone once told me....there are no right or wrong choices, the question is whether or not they fit your values, and provide you with a step forward in what you want from your life. All the best to you...life can be grand....but its a concious choice you need to make for yourself.

I love this post!

:thumbsup:

[Bong30]

Do a search on the term "Teen rebellion".

Inferius..... you are one of my favorites. Stay exactly how you are.