have you ever...

[MastaChronic]

been in a state of mind where you dont want to live but you dont want to die? ive been off weed for 2-3 weeks and im feelin like this right now, and have been ever since i stopped getting high. i tell ya man, its a bad place to be

[robert42]

o yea cos ur life is soo bad, wt makes u not wanna live?

it sickens me to read shit like that, some ppl aint got shit in this world no food no money no clothes no family, that aint got shit, some people have lost all there family, but if u dont wanna live then go kill yourself, trust me every life in this world is worth living its easier to kill ur self then it is to live your life, dont wimp out, b a man and fight your demons and live your life. i assume ur young, dont u wanna have children? see them take there 1st breathe?

i came from a family where my step dad killed himself trust me it aint nice i was only a kid, dont do this to your family your friends or to your self!

[3rdEyeVision]

yeah dude its not worth putting your fam through all that greaf and trouble, and everybody has a bad time in their life you just gotta get through it and realize how much fun you can have and how irreplaceable(sp?) life is...just live the best life you can man

[MastaChronic]

i have ptsd and severe depression dude, its not exactly my fault that i feel like this, and im sorry to read your dad killed himself, so did mine, when i was 7, wanna start a club?

[robert42]

lol im sorry if u felt i was personnally attackin u its just life is silly to waste man, ive said this already today but theres nothing worst then wasted talent,

yes lets start a club :p im sorry to hear bout urs 2 man

btw even if u dont wanna live, live for ur familys sake.

[3rdEyeVision]

mines gone too =(...but just think of how much stuff you'll be missing out on if you kill your self, why not just make a new life for yourself if yours sucks really bad??

[graph]

My daddy just ran away, he's still alive somewhere. Probably with a Taiwanese hooker as we speak. Always was his style...

Life is beautiful. Weed doesn't make life any more beautiful or less beautiful, it is just one way in which you can experience life's beauty.

I'll make you a deal, why don't you and me get off our computers right now and go for a hike or do something else outside for a few hours? Sometimes all of this cooped up in your house shit gets old fast. Alright, we'll meet back here in three or four hours, deal?

[robert42]

I'll make you a deal, why don't you and me get off our computers right now and go for a hike or do something else outside for a few hours? Sometimes all of this cooped up in your house shit gets old fast. Alright, we'll meet back here in three or four hours, deal?

well said! :-)

[friendowl]

thats a bad place to be mastacron
i live in that place to this day
i aint weak or in need of attention
i just dont give a shit
till i take a bong hit
then i care again
im never sober

fuck dads who cant hang
let the body rot

[MastaChronic]

i used to be never sober, til probation hit me

[friendowl]

water and vitamin b-12
fuck the p.o

[MastaChronic]

word, he stood behind me while i was pissin and was breathin really hard and it creeped me out majorly enoguh to where i couldnt piss

[MastaChronic]

oh and thanks for the info :thumbsup:

[friendowl]

he liked looking at your schlong
you shoulda told him to stand the fuck back
p.o 's are fascinated by criminals
that why they got into criminal justice

my ex broad was a probation officer
she got high with me all the time
i used to ask her why she violated some kids
and not others and her response was
"some kids i like ,some i dont"
plain and simple
make her laugh and get on her good side [best advice]

[Whos Carl]

been in a state of mind where you dont want to live but you dont want to die? ive been off weed for 2-3 weeks and im feelin like this right now, and have been ever since i stopped getting high. i tell ya man, its a bad place to be

I think the 1st question is have i ever been in a state of mind?

[dryst]

never met my dad...dont really wanna i hear hes a peice of shit...and i used to pick fights with my drunk step dad so he wouldnt pick em with my mom and sisters...there a club for that?

but ya i know, im in a constant feeling like that, i dont wanna live but i dont wanna die...i feel the effort is to great for either 1...so i just exist...kinda...

[3rdEyeVision]

do you got any hobbies or dreams??

[dryst]

goals or dreams....hmm...sure...but it isnt the final product that bothers me...its the road to getting there...

[3rdEyeVision]

why are you depressed again lol? try and get a job you really like and a nice girl and shit

[dryst]

a job?...lol thats why im depressed, cause i have to earn a fuckin living...why should i bust my fuckin ass making someone eles rich...funny hows todays world is bent around materialistic possesions...working jobs u hate for shit u dont need...i say down with the economy, fuck it...if ur hungry, then eat...if ur thirsty then drink...ur right i am depressed...but i think its for the right reasons...