turquoise70
09-28-2006, 08:52 PM
Hey guys. I'm writing this because, like many young Americans with highly mixed ancestories living in contemporary culture, I feel sort of empty when I hear some of my friends talk about the closeness they feel to their culture; mostly my friend of Mexican heritage, and right now I'm reading a book about the Apache people. This ties in closely with spirituality and our separation from it as a society, as I see it.
I've discovered a sort of optimistic viewpoint on this 'problem' (it's not really a problem per se, but it does upset me personally to feel totally divorced from my ancestory and culture and any sense of personal spiritual satisfaction) which I think is, at the very least, plausible and reasonable.
Sorry if I'm rambling; this is gonna be a ramble-post. I'd cite the excuse that I'm high, except right now I'm not. I'm just a rambler.
Often times, being a young american with a mixed set of histories and ancestories, I feel detached from history and culture I can call my own when reading books about Apache people and stuff.
Many times, people respond to this by saying, well, us whiteys have totally severed ourselves from spirituality. We have LOST the ability to be spiritual, to be in time with nature, we have LOST touch with our ancestors. A lot of times people react by telling me they think we are simply empty people, and those benefits which exalt life and cause us to celebrate ourselves and our people no longer belong to us, a sort of permenant cosmic loss of faith.
I don't agree, though. I don't think it means that -we- as a people are empty or adrift and devoid of culture, I think we just fail to see it in the right ways. I think we as individuals each carry the potential to be every bit as spiritual and close to earth as, for instance, native americans; but suffer from not seeing ourselves that way (failing to see that we have that potential), and as an extention of that failing, our society ignores our potential to be cultural and spiritual. It starts when the individual is immersed in a culture which doesn't often concern itself with personal, real spirituality, detaches itself from nature, and emancipates itself from its own history by relegating it to textbooks and libraries. My quest to find personal satisfaction spiritually and culturally started when I actually -did- start learning about my ancestory. I found out I'm not just another Minnesotan Swede: I'm actually part Cherokee, part Canadian, part Portugese, among other things! And I don't feel these facets of my history are useless and arbitrary: they go into who I am. Just because I'm not Cherokee enough to legally profit from casino revenue doesn't mean I can't own it as a part of who I am, and who my forbears once were.
So i take it upon myself to see my culture, my history, my people, my spirituality, and myself in the way I think most reasonably and endearingly ties me to my past and my culture. I don't believe any human should feel they aren't entitled to a sense of personal involvement with a culture they appreciate, or the ability to choose not to associate themselves with a given culture, but rather with another. If I feel more spiritually in touch thinking x, y, or z about myself, rather than "you are a capitalist whiteboy slave to corporate society and dead to the virtues which come from any other culture", then i shall think those things about myself and anyone else ought to be able to. I don't believe there's any rule which states we cannot "up and leave" our current mindset about our culture.
Uh. I'm out of steam on this issue. Any thoughts? Sorry if this is kind of "only sorta related to spirituality"; it doesn't fit anywhere else I don't think.
I've discovered a sort of optimistic viewpoint on this 'problem' (it's not really a problem per se, but it does upset me personally to feel totally divorced from my ancestory and culture and any sense of personal spiritual satisfaction) which I think is, at the very least, plausible and reasonable.
Sorry if I'm rambling; this is gonna be a ramble-post. I'd cite the excuse that I'm high, except right now I'm not. I'm just a rambler.
Often times, being a young american with a mixed set of histories and ancestories, I feel detached from history and culture I can call my own when reading books about Apache people and stuff.
Many times, people respond to this by saying, well, us whiteys have totally severed ourselves from spirituality. We have LOST the ability to be spiritual, to be in time with nature, we have LOST touch with our ancestors. A lot of times people react by telling me they think we are simply empty people, and those benefits which exalt life and cause us to celebrate ourselves and our people no longer belong to us, a sort of permenant cosmic loss of faith.
I don't agree, though. I don't think it means that -we- as a people are empty or adrift and devoid of culture, I think we just fail to see it in the right ways. I think we as individuals each carry the potential to be every bit as spiritual and close to earth as, for instance, native americans; but suffer from not seeing ourselves that way (failing to see that we have that potential), and as an extention of that failing, our society ignores our potential to be cultural and spiritual. It starts when the individual is immersed in a culture which doesn't often concern itself with personal, real spirituality, detaches itself from nature, and emancipates itself from its own history by relegating it to textbooks and libraries. My quest to find personal satisfaction spiritually and culturally started when I actually -did- start learning about my ancestory. I found out I'm not just another Minnesotan Swede: I'm actually part Cherokee, part Canadian, part Portugese, among other things! And I don't feel these facets of my history are useless and arbitrary: they go into who I am. Just because I'm not Cherokee enough to legally profit from casino revenue doesn't mean I can't own it as a part of who I am, and who my forbears once were.
So i take it upon myself to see my culture, my history, my people, my spirituality, and myself in the way I think most reasonably and endearingly ties me to my past and my culture. I don't believe any human should feel they aren't entitled to a sense of personal involvement with a culture they appreciate, or the ability to choose not to associate themselves with a given culture, but rather with another. If I feel more spiritually in touch thinking x, y, or z about myself, rather than "you are a capitalist whiteboy slave to corporate society and dead to the virtues which come from any other culture", then i shall think those things about myself and anyone else ought to be able to. I don't believe there's any rule which states we cannot "up and leave" our current mindset about our culture.
Uh. I'm out of steam on this issue. Any thoughts? Sorry if this is kind of "only sorta related to spirituality"; it doesn't fit anywhere else I don't think.