Where are you in life?

[Cassiopiea]

Im just wondering what stage of your lives you guys are at.

Me, I just finished my A-levels (like high school) and im taking a gap year, im 18, single, bummed out about getting a job and when I have it I smoke at least two phat j's a day.

You guys? Married? Uni?

[MaryJaneintheCloset]

Married to a great guy, we have 1 child, 2 dogs, and a house. I'm a quasi-professional suburban mom and wife. :)

[Gothen]

Me? Man, I'm so lost in life. Not sure if I'll EVER find where I belong, but, then again, I'm only 18.

I just graduated in June, and I'm taking a break from school until January, when I'll be starting college. I'm also single and bummed out about having to get a job, lol. I have to get a job and I'm gonna have to work soooo many hours, because I have to pay for almost everything myself.

It really sucks. =)

Oh, and when I have it, I only smoke a fat joint a day. I use bowls, and I pack LOOSE bowls for myself to conserve weed.

[Captin]

I am currently on level 8

[Acouwaila]

hmm welp lets see..

im 18....just moved out of my parents house into dorms at my college (shepherd univeristy in west virginia)...

no more drug tests so im smokin when i got it.... matter fact im about to smoke this ak47


i broke up with my gf just before i came here

annd thats about it...unemployed...at least for awhile

[fasterspider]

Married and happy at 44 with no kids to contribute to this over populated earth.
I remember when I graduated back in 1980, things were different then and so was the weed. I aint that same dumbass kid I was then now I am an adult dumbass but a happy one.

[Jacop]

just got out of high school, starting freshmen year of college in january and working a full time job, while being a professional american ninja on the side. My ninja activities are top secret sorry cant to you about that.... but uhh.

im my spare time im desighning the Sticker Ninja Nation NEtworks
because of my geniiousness im prolly gonna be a millionair befor i get out of college, will be involved with secret cannabis societys, and uhh....... lots more...

The business plans for mass marketing, mass sales, finance departnment, communication departments, manufacturing depaertments, government influence facilitys, business and information systems, global fanchising, small business management offices, and internet information marketeting systems are currently being desighned.

This business is going to reach a level of secret societys beyond your wildest imaginations.
CAnnabis prohibition is fucked now. Because the sticker ninjas have a memetic engineer on their side.

yeah that about sums up my life besides the every day kinda things that you never know whats going to happen because i know alot of ninjas.

[holysmokin]

Im married with two kids, two cat's and a house. I have a good job working for a large company in the shipping dept. Im kinda like Maryjane work a 8-5 job and take care of my kids and wife but i LOVE to toke!!

[friendowl]

big pimpin in los angeles
29 years old
i live alone in my own house
i grow bomb weed that i smoke everynight
i got 3 kids who are cool as fuck
i backpack and hike to beautiful spots
i make good money

i stay true to the game and myself [not easy to do]

[stinkyattic]

Finished my BS in fisheries management 6 years ago.
Employed as a laboratory supervisor at a major university.
Own a 2-family house.
Live with my boyfriend of 2 years (marriage is on the horizon, scary!) and our lovely, smelly, stubborn Boxer mix.
Grow my devil's weed in the attic... =) you know, it is for fun!
Got NO FREE TIME with the demands of job/landlording/home maintenance/ gardening/kepping myself sane.
But it's all good. I've got a bit of ganja laying around! :D

[cole]

I am currently on level 8[attachment=o90164]click

[Mista Sippi]

19 one kid, and one EXwife. i'm broke, with no job. i'm not in school and i smoke at least a blunt a day. i have warrants for my arrest in my home city over crimes i can't prove i didn't commit, i can't see my daughter, and i'd like to beat my wife with a live tuna fish. but other than that, i'm as happy as can be.
i do own a 94 cadillac deville tho. can't nobody take that from me.

[lowryderulez]

i'm like you guys, i'm 18 doin my second year in A-levels and then gonna go to uni to study something i dont even know yet?! Too dayam indecisive.

[stinkyattic]

i'm like you guys, i'm 18 doin my second year in A-levels and then gonna go to uni to study something i dont even know yet?! Too dayam indecisive.

So study plant biology, or biochem... it might come in handy someday ;)

[sensi skier]

Me, well I am from Canada, but joined the U.S. Army after high school, served a year, then decided to go AWOL. Now I live in Canada again, I'm going to college and next year I'm going to university. So yeah, life can change in an instant, just go with it.

[HypnotizedMind]

Right now, im studying for my G.E.D test and looking for a job.

[blazed620]

senior in high school.......not sure what im gonna do after i graduate...kinda scary acctually

[Oneironaut]

I've been going to college for three years, then transferred to a new college where I would have to study another two. But I've recently decided to quit so I can concentrate on work. It was just too crazy trying to deal with school and work and sleep at the same time, and I realized I really don't need or want a degree in French to get by in life. I really like manual labor, and I've decided that's what I want to do with my life. I'm really excited about this decision.

I've also decided to start saving money so I can move to the Netherlands in a few years. I've had it with this country, and I want out as soon as possible.

[rottenPauL]

2nd year college, recently broke up, i dont give a fuck, i smoke 15 joints a day and all i see in front of me is only good times :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

[az666]

Finished as much education as I care to do for now....working for a couple of years once again....

Somwhere near the beginning...

[Cassiopiea]

Right now, im studying for my G.E.D test and looking for a job.

G.E.D test?

[crudemood]

Me? Man, I'm so lost in life. Not sure if I'll EVER find where I belong, but, then again, I'm only 18.

I just graduated in June, and I'm taking a break from school until January, when I'll be starting college. I'm also single and bummed out about having to get a job, lol. I have to get a job and I'm gonna have to work soooo many hours, because I have to pay for almost everything myself.

It really sucks. =)

Oh, and when I have it, I only smoke a fat joint a day. I use bowls, and I pack LOOSE bowls for myself to conserve weed.

I'm 19 and still so lost! ! Im currently attending college and who knows whats next. What has long term planning ever done? Nothing for nobody. Thats whats great about bering a free spirited hippy :thumbsup:

[Gothen]

I'm 19 and still so lost! ! Im currently attending college and who knows whats next. What has long term planning ever done? Nothing for nobody. Thats whats great about bering a free spirited hippy :thumbsup:

It is my dream in life to be like you. =)

I wish to GOD I could just go about my daily life accepting life at point blank. I'm ALWAYS contemplating the future. My entire life, it seems, revolves around the question, "What if...?"

I want, so very badly, to be able to be a free spirited hippy, but it seems my nature causes too many conflicts with this desire. :(

[suhl]

....and i'd like to beat my wife with a live tuna fish.

hahahahahahahahahahaha that is fucking great

[sweetnsoberz]

gee where do i start, i have split personalitys between sweetnhighz and sweetnsoberz....im 24 and did better in life when i was 18, i am married and currently only partime and im just a sad piece of life, no kids thank god....only god knows why im here, hopefully ill find out soon....

[LIP]

Im a marine diesel engineering specialist, and smoke 7 g's a day, for the last 3 years 9 months, nearly 10 months. I seem to have no tolerance to THC at all, and i enjoy jammin with a mate who i used to be in a succesful band with. Other than that i have no life.

I guess its like... yah.

[LIP]

It is my dream in life to be like you. =)

I wish to GOD I could just go about my daily life accepting life at point blank. I'm ALWAYS contemplating the future. My entire life, it seems, revolves around the question, "What if...?"

I want, so very badly, to be able to be a free spirited hippy, but it seems my nature causes too many conflicts with this desire. :(


I know how it feels to always be asking yourself "what if"
It's all i ever do. That and think about dying.

[Acouwaila]

It is my dream in life to be like you. =)

I wish to GOD I could just go about my daily life accepting life at point blank. I'm ALWAYS contemplating the future. My entire life, it seems, revolves around the question, "What if...?"

I want, so very badly, to be able to be a free spirited hippy, but it seems my nature causes too many conflicts with this desire. :(

Go into the woods friend. and obtain nirvana... nah but u have control over your mind and in order to control ...the control...you have to believe it...you have to have no doubt in ur mind whatsoever
and convince yourself that you can think what you want to think and its not like some alter ego is controlling ur shit

[Skrappie]

Out of the army, into school, single, work mornings before classes, I'm kind of boring. People think i'm interesting because i've done a lot of shit. But lately i feel like i have no life. I hope to change that, but i never have time :(

[lagstronaut]

- no car
- no job
- no girl
- no gym membership!

finishing highschool and holy fuck i gotta get some cash flow or else i am fucked

[Dutch Pimp]

...going into the 4th quarter....been there...done that.

[HypnotizedMind]

G.E.D test?

Its for loser's that didint finish high school.

[cuziwashigh420]

I'm a junior in high school. Just moved here so i'm single now. Smoke everyday. Just concentrating on my school work and waititng for time to pass by so i can get the hell outta here and be on my own.

[hammertime]

im 22 and should be graduating college by the end of summer with a bachelors degree in political science............i own a part time construction business with a friend but work is slow, i really dont know what i wanna do with my life, my ex girlfriend ripped my heart out and shit in the hole that was left, i dont have that many friends any more, my band that i was about to record with had the bass player quit, and now we lost our singer. Basically im in the shitty stage of my life. I have basically in a 4 year period become a loser and most people dont like me. I smoke a shitload of weed to keep myself from eating a shotgun shell.

[Its a Plant]

It's really interesting to read all of these. I feel closer already.

Hmmm, where I'm at. Well, I'm here, for starters :D

-Sophomore in college, trying to obtain my degree for graphic design so I can let my creativity flow...AND get paid for it.

-Play soccer for my school, so that keeps me fit and happy.

-Social life is here and there, but I like my own company sometimes. No g/f, not really looking for one either. I'm just livin' for now.

-My weed smoking has to take a backseat for a while so I can muster up enough money to throw a down payment on a house to call my own, so I guess it kind of sucks I can't smoke that much at all anymore, but I'd rather have a house to grow the most glorious GARDEN :D

-Been goin' through some pretty tough times with my family most of this year, so at the moment, to be honest, I'm either emotionally-comatose or slipping into depression?? Not sure of which one it is, or any, but I just don't feel myself. I'm working on that though, one day at a time.

-For now, just tryin' to keep positive and pray for better days. I think reading some of the stuff I see on here kind of keeps me in check, so for that, I thank you. ~

[led.zeppelin]

Im 16, failing school. Going to drop out. Im lazy. when I turn 18 and leave home i will probably end up experimenting with harder drugs and get addicted and end up living my life as a failed junkie

[Professor Dan K.]

im 17, just started my senior year in high school, its not too bad but finishing high school isnt what im worried about.

so im supposed to take all these tests SAT, ACT, etc. ive taken the ACT and got a 26 on it. gotta take the SAT and probably the ACT again. i really dont know what im going to do with my life or even what college i want to go to. and it scares the shit outta me sometimes.

anyone have any good advice for choosing a college to go to? any help would be appreciated.

[sweetnsoberz]

Its for loser's that didint finish high school.



let me tell you something
so your calling pregnant women losers cause they have to get their g.e.d. instead of sitting in high school prego and just want to andale and get their education? you calling my husband and myself a loser cause we got our education but just wanted to do the g.e.d. test cause our parents didnt like high school cause of all the violence???? well my friend your so right then, i bet you was an egg head in school, CONGRATS FOR BEING SMARTER THAN PEOPLE WHO DECIDED TO GET THEIR G.E.D.!!!!!! :thumbsup: :thumbsup:

[gr8misadventures]

I'm 29 years old.
Single mom, living in our own condo on the water at the beach. We hike, fish and camp regularly. I am a Canadian Indie Rock reviewer for a media group, so I go to concerts just about weekly. I am also currently heading up the PR campaign for a local politician...and I basically do all of this from home. I keep very much to myself - have lived here almost 4 years, and some of my neighbours don't know my name. I try to go for walks alone as often as possible, after dark. I am a music junkie, recovering cocaine/ecstasy addict (4 years)...

[cygnustaxt]

20, working at a shitty restuarant. I'm taking a break from school but plan on going back for my sophomore year next spring. I smoke about 3 or 4 joints a day. I'm a musician so I pretty much jam with a few different bands every week. Thats where the money is at, i keep telling myself that for reassurance. In reality, I know my chances are slim in the music business, but I try damn hard.

[think green]

18 years old, college drop out, jobless, single, vastly friendless. Im doing excellent at life right now.
But seriously, I dropped out because of ADD and anxiety, so im seeing a psych about methods of treatment other then Concerta or other stimulants.
Clueless as to where I'll be even months from now.

[cuziwashigh420]

let me tell you something
so your calling pregnant women losers cause they have to get their g.e.d. instead of sitting in high school prego and just want to andale and get their education? you calling my husband and myself a loser cause we got our education but just wanted to do the g.e.d. test cause our parents didnt like high school cause of all the violence???? well my friend your so right then, i bet you was an egg head in school, CONGRATS FOR BEING SMARTER THAN PEOPLE WHO DECIDED TO GET THEIR G.E.D.!!!!!! :thumbsup: :thumbsup:

Actually he said he was studying to take his ged. I think he meant that in a joking way too..

[JohhnyPotSmoker]

Well for me, im 15 soon to be 16 bout to recieve my permit, maintaint a 3.0 average in teh 10th grade, smoke a shit load of dank bud have tons of friends. with a good job at 8.00 an hour working 2 days a week by choice if i wanted to i could work everyday.life isnt too bad.

[led.zeppelin]

18 years old, college drop out, jobless, single, vastly friendless. Im doing excellent at life right now.
But seriously, I dropped out because of ADD and anxiety, so im seeing a psych about methods of treatment other then Concerta or other stimulants.
Clueless as to where I'll be even months from now.
Wow were alike, Ive got add and concerta dont fix it

[fikusroot]

I am currently 18 and live with my parents. I like to write stories and music (although I'm better at writing music). In the next 10 years, I plan to either become schitzaphrenic or write a movie. I'm applying to NYU and want to study film. I'm currently working on composing a 20 minute rock epic on MIDI that I will hopefully put on the school website. I'm the kid at school who's really funny but kind of strange. I have uncharictaristically short hair now and wear a lot of hemp because I can. I'm getting a little out of shape and need to start working out before swimming starts. I had a girlfriend this summer and broke up before school started. And I am a habitual liar so watch what I say.

[birdgirl73]

Married and happy. Just turned 45 less than a week ago. Have one grown son, who's away at university, four pets, a nice house and an even nicer husband, whom I've been married to for 22 years. I finished university, graduate school, and professional school many years ago and worked professionally for many years. Just returned to school six weeks ago to study medicine, my lifelong interest. All in all, life is good.

[iggydank]

im a loser out of jail

[gr8misadventures]

Just returned to school six weeks ago to study medicine, my lifelong interest. All in all, life is good.

Right on...good for you. I hope to one day go back to school for Family Law. I graduated Honours from HSA with a cert in CT...so I did a lot of work for non-profit, and I would really like to be on the "inside". How I got wrapped up in writing music reviews, I'll never know. Got a radio spot show coming up....but this is definitely not what I hope to be doing even 2 years from now...

[Gothen]

Married and happy. Just turned 45 less than a week ago. Have one grown son, who's away at university, four pets, a nice house and an even nicer husband, whom I've been married to for 22 years. I finished university, graduate school, and professional school many years ago and worked professionally for many years. Just returned to school six weeks ago to study medicine, my lifelong interest. All in all, life is good.

Birdgirl, were you born and raised in the states? The only reason why I ask is because most people in the states say, "away at college." ..don't we?

[Gone]

Finished college and looking for a job. Yeehaw.

Relationshipwise, I've been with the same girl coming up 3 years now. We'll get married once we settle down and all that.

The beginning of the rest of my life, I guess.

[DannyMan]

I'm 20 and living in an appartment with my girlfriend in cali. Currently working for an online skateboarding store and going to a community college. I always wanted to major in psyc..although lately I've been considering linguistics. I usually smoke a few blunts a day, but lately I've been drifting away from weed a little. I LOVE WEED, but sometimes I feel like I push life away from me when I get high all day, yaknow?

Just living it up one second at a time, trying to control my brain activities as much as possible. :)

[birdgirl73]

Birdgirl, were you born and raised in the states? The only reason why I ask is because most people in the states say, "away at college." ..don't we?
Good catch! Yes, I'm from here in the states. And normally I would indeed say "away at college" if I were talking only to other Americans. But Cassiopiea, who started this thread, is a Brit, and so I was answering his thread question in the language that'd be most familiar to him. I do this as often as I can here on these boards since our audience here is international--and since I think we Americans are sometimes appallingly U.S.-centric in our thinking and attitudes. It's just one of the many reasons we're sometimes regarded as arrogant by other cultures. I figure that since I've been lucky enough to travel to many other parts of the world, I might as well display as much sensitivity as I can toward other cultures when I get the chance. (Sorry for such a long answer!)

[Cassiopiea]

Good catch! Yes, I'm from here in the states. And normally I would indeed say "away at college" if I were talking only to other Americans. But Cassiopiea, who started this thread, is a Brit, and so I was answering his thread question in the language that'd be most familiar to him. I do this as often as I can here on these boards since our audience here is international--and since I think we Americans are sometimes appallingly U.S.-centric in our thinking and attitudes. It's just one of the many reasons we're sometimes regarded as arrogant by other cultures. I figure that since I've been lucky enough to travel to many other parts of the world, I might as well display as much sensitivity as I can toward other cultures when I get the chance. (Sorry for such a long answer!)

birdgirl, thank you so much for that, thats really nice of you. And for the record im so jealous of your psition in life, you sound so happy.

Have a GREAT day.

[klup]

i just randomly found this and i must ask, someone a shabutie fan? i think theyre alright but cant compare to coheed.

high school senior

[Cheery Cherry]

Where am I in life? Not where I want or planned to be....but I am working on it.

[Canadabis]

I'm, well. :thumbsup:

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA
I'm a first year Jedi drop out, and I'm taking some night courses in the Sith arts.
I work during the day as a storm trooper. But I don't like it, like this whole death star thing. I mean, it really fucks with your metabolism when you take the elevator down, then have to spin around in the middle or you fall when you go to the other side. I mean, it's cool and all, like this big ball, but the elevators whew. Who was thinking when they designed that. Plus like the thing runs on gas, has this exhaust port thing, I mean, who has an exhaust port on a modern space floating thingy. Must pollute so much.



Wow... I'm special forces right now :dance:

[TokinAsianGuy]

In a very comfortable place but not progressive... deferring is NOT dropping out mum so lay off!

[Inferius]

might as well keep this thread going..

I'm 16. Recovering spectacularly from depression. Dropped out technically, took my C.H.S.P.E. (same thing as G.e.d.) a few weeks ago, I know I passed.
Trying to find a job, but this small town has so little offer. And I refuse to be drugtested more than once.
Down to 1 & 1/2 friends, but it doesn't bother me as much as it used to.
I know my career lies somewhere in the arts, but I'm not exactly sure where.
Getting back into drawing, sketching.

Every day I gain some insight, and with each day, a hope and joy swells inside of me for the simple pleasure of being alive.

[VoidLivesOn]

I'm sucking fun daily off the mini ramps my mediocre ass suburban town has to offer for us kids who skate.

Just got my license.

In a 5 month relationship I sometimes find myself weary about, specially nights like these.

I need a god damn job. Any job, and as I mentioned above, you know about my meidocre ass town, that means i'll most likley end up in fast food.

I'm in an alternative school gaining the rest of my credits to get my H.S diploma via computer

I enjoy writing satire to spite myself and personality cause I obviously cannot be serious about anything and if I were how boring would my life be. I couldn't imagine it being any more boring than it is now but thats another story.

Oh yeah I'm on probation for possesion and havn't smoked in a month or two now but I get off at the end of thist month.

[Testament]

um, i am 18, almost 19.

Trying to make ends meet doing the things that I love, and staying away from the things i don't. I live with my sister and brother in law now, after moving out of my apartment a few months ago. I will be moving in with my parents i think, in january.


I really couldn't tell you where I am in life, i really have no fucking clue what I actually want to do. For now, im just trying to take life 1 day at a time.

[BigHyphyD]

I don't mean to brag...

I'm a junious and just got into homeschooling. the work is so easy it's not even funny.

I don't do anything all day except smoke weed, and make beats, and eat.


really, really, fun. i live pretty much care-free.

not for long :(

[klup]

those beats are pretty nice

[partyguy420]

umm... i dont really know...

[Skink]

I always seem to be facing a wall after climbing the last one...

[tom_mate]

I'm out of college and looking for a job which is hard because i ditched school and got kicked out of college so I have no qualifications. Still keeping heppy though, have a girlfriend who I love and love sesh's with my mates.

[JunkYard]

satisfied. :thumbsup:

[stinkyattic]

Finished my BS in fisheries management 6 years ago.
Employed as a laboratory supervisor at a major university.
Own a 2-family house.
Live with my boyfriend of 2 years (marriage is on the horizon, scary!) and our lovely, smelly, stubborn Boxer mix.
Grow my devil's weed in the attic... =) you know, it is for fun!
Got NO FREE TIME with the demands of job/landlording/home maintenance/ gardening/kepping myself sane.
But it's all good. I've got a bit of ganja laying around! :D

Saw this thread get bumped up... have to update...
Newly single, damned boyfriend was stealing from me.
Frustrated with men, not looking forward to dating again!
Still dealing with the same landlording/property management crap, this time by myself!
Just taught myself to lay ceramic tile and spent the whole weekend doing it.
Getting the house in rentable and hopefully saleable condition.
Planning my ESCAPE!!! :D
Still dreaming about a little farm in southern Vermont.... ahhhhh....

[2600HERTZ]

2nd semester freshman in College.
Trying to figure who myself is so I can be true to IT and one with myself.
Trying to find the best job for me(somethign that incorporates helping people on a personal level, and having fun.)
Figuring out what qualities I want to have and seeing if they fit me.

Living life I guess... It is a constant struggle.

[2600HERTZ]

Saw this thread get bumped up... have to update...
Newly single, damned boyfriend was stealing from me.
Frustrated with men, not looking forward to dating again!
Still dealing with the same landlording/property management crap, this time by myself!
Just taught myself to lay ceramic tile and spent the whole weekend doing it.
Getting the house in rentable and hopefully saleable condition.
Planning my ESCAPE!!! :D
Still dreaming about a little farm in southern Vermont.... ahhhhh....

I knew a woman who lived in southern Vermont, she really loved how good the weed was there and when I met her she always complained about how bad it was when she came down here to TN(I think she had a lack of connections, as when she met myself, she changed her views.) But the whole moral of that story was, I think with your growing skillz's, you should be at home in the state.

[stinkyattic]

But the whole moral of that story was, I think with your growing skillz's, you should be at home in the state.
I'm already only a short drive from Southern VT and spend as much time there as possible... so much dank hamoegrown... mmmm!!!!! Vermonters are a really indestructible and self-sufficient bunch... that Yankee attitude shows in everything they do... the homegrown being no exception!
Bonus, VT microbrews are uber-ummy!

[lagstronaut]

I'm going to be 18 in a couple of months and I am scrambling to find a reason to go to college. I have a passion for music but since nearly all avenues of a music-related career are hard to come by and usually low paying, I am now on to yet another career idea that at the moment sounds like a good idea but in the back of my head I have a feeling I'll just decide against it a couple weeks from now like I have some of the others. I have no car, never had a job, never had a girlfriend, and I'm only recently starting to overcome what I'd call a confusing state of depression. Though the depression is gone now, I've also had a lot of weed lately and have been able to smoke a few bowls a day. Usually when I'm without weed and know what I have to do to move forward and try to do it, but I am in a depressed anti-social state. When I have a lot of weed I am a lazy bastard and though being high gives me a different perspective on my problems, I never follow through with the solutions until I've been sober a while. I find I'm only comfortable in social situations when I am high or I was recently high, and I know my natural instincts make me have a completely distorted view on how to live happily with people

But I'm getting better...?

[Arklenao2]

15 sophmore in high school stuck on the becca bill just missed some class today because of some bullshit so court may be in order

[slipknotpsycho]

standing around while the world passes me by.

[Delta]

I am probably the happiest I have been. Ever. I've got a modified GS400, got a house,got a bad ass job, got some great friends,and have been knocking the bottom out of some serious poontang. And I owe it all to weed! :pimp:

[NightProwler]

10th grade... kind of dreading geting out of highschool even though i cant wait. i know waht i want to do but i know i cant do it....

i want to run away from everybody and build a house somewhere down south in the woods and just catch animals and shit like that. i want to be an indian pretty much.

whats wrong with that??

[LeetCraig]

Struggling through high school. :(

[partyguy420]

15 sophmore in high school stuck on the becca bill just missed some class today because of some bullshit so court may be in order

yea... i know how that becca bill bull shit is... im most likely gonna have CPS knocking on my front door with a snohomish county sheriff deputy after i go to court for the bull shit... i hate the stupid thing... i guess its what i need though... to keep being taken away from my mom cause it seams as though i was fine with going to school for the first 2 months or so... but then i started to get comfortable... and fell back into the hole of my old life... had a relasp... quit going to school agin... fighting with my sibblings... so far... ive done preaty good with not getting in fights with my moM, cause my sister isnt around i guess theres less stress between me and my mom caused by my sister... i just want to go back in time, and make better desions in my life, such as chosing not to go out drinking that one night... or chosing to kill him instead of calling the cops... or just choseing to never have smoked weed, or drank alcohal or have chosen to never have even to start smoking ciggerets... or maybe have just choosing to just stay with my ass hole dad... or chosing who i first dated or who my friends were... or choose to not have been mad at my grandpa the days befor his death... thats really were i sit... wishing i could just go back.... and relive my life agin, and fix everything that went wrong or that fucked my life up... or just going back in time to befor i was even born... i guess this isnt really the best birthday ive had.... but then agin... i havent had that good of a birthday in a few years... it sort of sucks.... but ohh well... 1 more year... and i can tell CPS to fuck off... i can tell the school to shove the beca bill up their ass... and best of all... i can by a rifle... and take out Preisdent George Walker Busch... and sit in a Prison Cell for the rest of my life... becoming buff... ass rapping other inmates... and making my "bitches" sneak me in ciggerets weed and real food from the out side... yep... when you guys see the head lines "the president has been killed" you guys will just sit there and be like weres party guy at? we havent seen him in a while... damn....

im waiting for my birthday dinner... hot wings... im going to go change into my official hot wing eating shirt....(because most of my shirts are white... i have to have a shirt made just for eating wings)

[higher4hockey]

i am at a huge crossroads at the moment. the next few months of my life are basically going to determine the rest of it. i can either stay where i am and get a job as an electrician....or i can go to cali or mississippi and travel the world as an electrician....specifically guam, japan, spain, iraq and kuwait. if i stay where i'm at, i think i'll continue to delve into the hick culture that i'm surrounded by. if i go to cali or miss, i think i'll still spiral into hick culture, but with a better idea of what else is out there. i also think about the two choices i have and how they'll affect the woman i end up with. many many things to ponder.

[marvelous22]

Im a full time high school student that likes to smoke weed hang out and just chill. I don't really know what you would call that, probably just normal teen.

[2600HERTZ]

10th grade... kind of dreading geting out of highschool even though i cant wait. i know waht i want to do but i know i cant do it....

i want to run away from everybody and build a house somewhere down south in the woods and just catch animals and shit like that. i want to be an indian pretty much.

whats wrong with that??

I had the same idea as you... it hasn't passed me by yet, it is still a probable ambition. You will come to find you are stronger than you think, and you can and will make whatever you desire....happen.