voice from the past...

[naluman]

This message is for the ones that knew me..
To: x- bluez people...
My regrets to closing down the bluez...I know many are wondering why and what happened ..Im writing this from Japan at the moment, I had a emergency to leave over seas to care for my mother..this may be the last time I see her...or she may live for another few years..but my attention had to be here was important for me....
I opened bluez to share what i had thought many lacked..the down to earth love of people getting together sharing their views on life...there is so much violence, negative vibes going on this small planet we live on and its not getting better, and wanted a sancuary to leave this out.....it was a place where many of you trusted me with you thoughts....and i let you down...and I am so sorry...I know Lulu , the megs, likemclever, donnie,mlley, oreo, and many more of you..had devoted your time there...and i really enjoyed it...as many others did too...we all came from the canna site...which we all knew grew in a alarming rate...this is a good thing...i respected that...the cannabis smoking sub culture proves their is a society that lived among the norms.and may someday out number them...but we all still have different views...and some just had the same...I just wanted to say...keep the peace up and share what you did at Bluez here among those who are still searching...share what little friendship there is ... some may never get ..some will ....but you are the still in my heart and I may never forgive myself for what i done...please forgive me...
So i smoke in peace with you all and move on......

I want to say thank you specially to Lulu , she is one of the most spiritual people i have ever met...always caring , and always there when you need her.honest in her feelings..she is one of the greats....... so...i toke this..J to you Lu....

I hope some of you who dont know me..will accept me as just a another one of your canna friends...some may laugh at me some may get to know me...for thoses who know me...i welcome you for a toke and a good conversation..and share what this world needs..good vibes...

Aloha to the bluez people and the canna people for a good toke out...to peace.......

[DonnieDarko]

Hi Nalu,

This is a very surreal feeling ... today I heard from both you and Lu. The bluez was a special place, with some very special people. I do miss the people immensly ... My thoughts are with you in this difficult time ...

mahalo

Donnie

[FunkyMonkey]

Hey Nalu. I guess that answers my question. I reg'd but didnt post much once my own shit went haywire. I have only recently returned here, and was just recently trying to find your site again.
It was a wonderful place with wonderful people. Sorry to see it go but the page turns and the story goes on into a new chapter.
You have not let anyone down for it is not the place of anyone to place expectations on you. You provided an oasis for people to share and love and connect and that is not something that dies with a web page closing. That kind of gift lives on. The people that frequented bluez are the kind of souls that understand that.
The vibe that you continue to spread is exactly what this world needs more of! So, keep the spirit alive. May you continue to walk in balance with our mother earth and feel the presence of the great spirit in your life always.
I am sorry to hear about your mother. You will both be in my prayers.
I hope you both find what you seek on this new journey.

Peace.


FunkyMonkey

[BabyFacedAbortion]

I don't know you, but good luck man.

[Lulu]

Nalu I was sad that Bluez was gone, all the pics, the stories...it was such a great place for the longest time. But nothing's static and on we go. I've already got some email addy's from Donnie, like you say...we all met up here - it can still be message central for those who want to stay intouch. Likem, Mlley, Noosa, the Megs, Lorlie, Peji, LSN, Opm, Hanny, Allie...holy shit why'd I start this list lol

Anyone I missed, sorrrrry but I'd really love to hear from all of yis.
Take care x[+]x

Lulu

[Lorlie2]

Didnt I have a line once, it said something like, there is a time for being Blue.

Maybe its just not that time right now.
Like I said yesterday.

'The past is a guide post, not a hitching post.'

We all move on for a reason.

Hi to all the bluezy's, hope ya all well.


Lorliexxxx

[mlleyeuxbleus]

Hi to you all... wow, it's been quite awhile since I've been over here, lol!

I'd been really busy with all kinds of stuff, then a really rough patch with my sweetie--which made me not want to talk to anyone (not even about the hurt... I was too upset). Things are much better now, though; we both have stuff to work on, & we care so much for each other.

So I went to bluez the other day, & it was gone, aw! Of course I was bummed, but I don't feel like you let us down, Nalu. I'm so sorry to hear about your mother, & will keep her & you close to my heart & in my thoughts & the quasi-prayers I pray. You're such a tender heart, so take this time to be kind to yourself. We all will connect in other ways, & will always have great memories of the dear lil corner you cleared for us.

Big hugs to all, especially to the bluez & especially-specially to Nalu. Love you all!

[Ocram]

Hey Nalu and everyone else I havent been online much latly either,
been busy with work and crap was in Italy for 6 weeks just got back,
hope all is well with everyone and hope all the best for your mother nalu.
Funky its been awhile man hope all is well man. Take it easy!:thumbsup:
Ocram

[DonnieDarko]

Didnt I have a line once, it said something like, there is a time for being Blue.

Lorliexxxx

Lorlie,

You had so many lines .... I really enjoyed your poetry, prose and uplifting outlook on life. There are reasons behind events in our lives, there are no coincidences. If we open our minds, we'll see the reasons.

x[+]x


Donnie

[naluman]

into my soul, i set free....
from thoughts of emotions of each day...
my eyes see it...I let go...a perfect emptiness...
a perfect soul....
freedom from knowing is death..
to express yourself..
are you happy being free?..living in a memory ...
If you want to understand the truth...
your not understanding yourself..
to understand ones self is with someone you love..
not thru being alone...
dont deny the simple feelings you have..
for you will have crated a trap..
live like the animal jumping tree to tree..
not worrying about whats beneath...


Thank you for your warm response...
friends of friends we keep close..
knowing this earth is small and theres still warmth...

Aloha

[kuulbns]

I went missing from the net for a long time. You all are great people and I wish you all the best. Nalu you're an excellant guy and I'm sorry for your pain. I hope things improve and you find comfort. I sincerely appreciate that you've always had a kind word for everyone, and shown more patience than most. I have a huge amount of respect for you friend, and may only good things come your way. Kuu

[NoosaHeads]

Nalu My thoughts and prayers are with you Mate...
it must be nice to go for a paddle at the old home break spin a few of the locals out..;)...


Hey Lulu,,likem,,meggers,,donnie,,milly,,lorlie..:D..t he old bluez crew....

[likemclever]

Nalu…you let no one down, don’t think on it for another moment. I’ll say a prayer for your mama and you as well. I’m glad you posted this I’ve been worried about ya. I just saw the this thread and my heart nearly jumped out of my chest when I saw who started it.

I miss you guys so much. I knew the bluez crew would come back around. I think I know how to get a hold of Allie and HTC they belong to another site I know of that’s not spoken of. I’ll give them a holler and tell them were over here : ) I also have Jimmy’s contact info.

O Donnie……ha ha sorry I didn’t reply to your email yet. School has started back up for me and I’ve been a busy tired bee. As for my Mary she is growing bigger and stronger every day…thanks be to Nalu. I’ll have to post some new pictures when I get some. ROFL…you know what, I did get that crack in my windshield fixed. As those guys were putting it in I was thinking about you. And then just two days ago I was following some hillbilly down the road and two big pieces of metal came flying out of the bed of his truck and barely missed my new windshield (it scraped the fuck out of the top of my car). I swear this world is going to hell in a HAND basket : )

Sielently wondering if Noosa has got a handle on his camra yet.

I love you guys,

Keep up the updates!

likem

[unmeg]

I hope all is wel for you & yours Nalu....
It sucks that Bluez is gone but was great while it lasted my friend.I hope to chat with you soon,til then many blessing's to your family.

With ya mlly its been a while.... lol
Glad to se all the bluez family staying together regardless of the place or situation...look forward to catching up with ya all in chat soon peace..:rasta:

[naluman]

Yes Unmeg...we will chat soon...i'd like to sit down and have a good talk with you....you've been a great friend to me and was so devoted to the site...and i still bless you and your family....to a happy venture into this life....
see you in the near future....

aloha....

Likem...nice of you to drop a few good words ,..from a vet to another...we will keep in contact ....hug your kid for me...and keep them photos going...i really enjoyed the OK shots....and who knows i may visit your state someday...

Aloha

[Lorlie2]

Hey Donnie

You are very sweet, thanks for your kind words.

Sometimes we think things are one thing, when they are not.

On every journey there is a road, we can go by scateboard whoooping and screaming and miss lots of it, or we can walk along it and feel every lump and bump on the way.
Me, If I could chose, I would be going by jet propulsion, and only stopping for the giggly bits.

Keep in touch.

Lorlie

[naluman]

X{+}X to all.......

[mlleyeuxbleus]

Oh, muah!!! I care about each & every one of you, whom I've never even met. Isn't that crazy/great?

Life just gets more & more interesting, even when it's not easy. Always something new to experience, to learn.

Most recently for me has been learning to respond, as opposed to reacting. It's not right that we are most harsh with those closest to us, & this is something I didn't even realize I was guilty of. It's something I still need to be conscious of, but it's getting better & better, & it's so good how nice it feels to pause & let the words reflect the good in my heart, instead of the heat of the moment.

Have amazing weekends, all.

[Cheery Cherry]

Hi Nalu. I don't know if you remember me but I certainly remember you. It is great to hear from you again.

[likemclever]

It's not right that we are most harsh with those closest to us, & this is something I didn't even realize I was guilty of.

I know what you mean Mlley. I've been struggling with the same thing lately. Don't get me wrong I'm a good mother to my daughter but sometimes I think I'm too hard on her. Then after she goes to bed and the guilt sets in I just want to run in her room and hug her. I think many parents deal with the same thing. I just see so many kids whose parents don't parent them; they try and be their friends because it's easier and less stressful. I just want her to be able to take care of herself when the time comes and for her to learn that she is the only one responsible for the decisions she makes. O it's fucking hard.




Nalu, meggers, Jimmy, Noosa, Donnie and any of you other blue people that are interested here is a link to the little project I was working on in the Blue roomz.

http://boards.cannabis.com/showthread.php?t=81770


Peace and I lub you all,
likem

[naluman]

Hey Cherry nice to see you again....hows NY??

Likem...sometimes the discipline doesnt always have its rewards till later on in life....over and over you go thru it..then one day you see all the time and effort you put into it..work.....in this time and age....many mothers let their electronic baby sitter do all the work..not knowing it is effecting their childs mind in violence and isloation from this society....someday.. you will be proud and she will too of how you raised her...For a single mother...this isnt easy task..many nights you wonder if your doing the right thing....well you are...the kid...she will even thank you someday for how you raised her... she will pass this along to her kids...your prepping her..for her tribe...her family circle..not like a boys whos family name is passed on down the line, but to be someones elses family tree.. If you feel like going in there and hugging her...go for it..a little rub on the head and a whisper....i love you...does you fine..
women..i have a great respect for...you know pain...your give birth, your monthy pains...and the sorrows of being let down by a man...and discrimination of being a women...in the animal world..the wolf...lions...tigers...they hunt the prey...and feed the family..the men..are just protectors.. warriors.......no worries...Likem...
aloha Likem..btw nice plant!!!

[clevemire]

Well, this thread answers that...

Was gonna just check in to see how things were going down at Bluez, but it was gone. Oh well...

Much love to everyone.
Later. :cool:

[likemclever]

Hey cleve! Long time no type; good to see you again. I thought you went out and became an honest citizen on us. How has life been treating you lately? Peace.
likem

[DonnieDarko]

O it's fucking hard.



Yes it is ... There is nothing harder than being a parent. There is also nothing more satisfying. There is nothing more amazing than watching your child grow up and mature, and realizing that she is you.

In a few years, she will appreciate that you raised her with love, rules, and values and you will understand that bending your rules is a natural part of her maturation process.

Donnie

[likemclever]

Thanks Donnie!

Glad you're back. Ahem...where are the pictures???

:)

[unmeg]

I dont think he has your e-mail would ya like me to passs it on ?

[likemclever]

Hey thanks Mr. Meg.

Yeah I got the email...I posted that before I checked my mail :stoned: :p

The pictures turned out great didn't they :thumbsup:

Hows Mrs. Meg these days. Tell her I said hello.

[smokey]

welcome back surfer stoner :) and all u other bluez ppl
sorry to hear about your mother nalu hope she gets better n u get more happy years with her
*lights a bowl for nalus mother :D:D

[Essence]

:smokin: Yes Bluez ppl still have a connection anywhere we are in this world isnt that just awesome :) ~Nalu~ my bro,,,u & ur family are in my prayers...btw its me ~Peji~,,,still hanging tough on the Rez...registering for Spring semester 2007. Later ;)

[toker mom 420]

ahhhh big HUGS to all my ohana!!! miss all of ya and our sharing...

[Miss Lilly]

Hey gang :) I haven't been over here in AGES...so when I came to log on with my IrieAllie, I had 2 mishaps....first, I forgot my password. Second, I couldn't remember which of the zillions of e-mails I used to register my account...so I just did a new one!

Nalu, SO glad to see you are okay. I was worried about you! Don't think for one second you let ANYONE down...boards are a hard thing to maintain, and your life is much more important! Along with everyone else, I miss it there, too...it was a nice little haven to have!

Hugs and love to all of the Bluez people--I hope you are well! ;)