i jsut wanna die...

[cuziwashigh420]

like for real

[JuggaloAtTheDoor]

attention?..

whats wrong?

[cuziwashigh420]

Im a little buzzed.. but im jsut tired of living life. thsi is the 5 time ive moved in 7 years. Im at a new school where i know no one. I think im pregnant by a guy who said that if i ever got pregnant he would shoot himself. Im jsut so sick of it all.

[cuziwashigh420]

and im outta weed.. or else i would smoke all my problems away and be happy

[Masta Stuff]

Fucking Emo's...

[JuggaloAtTheDoor]

Fucking Emo's...
Emo's are different then people going through emotion times..

if you actually feel that way, it'll all straighten out, your life is loved by you and many people around you.. its a beautiful thing

[orangeman]

Just survive through the night, and there will be a brighter day ^_^.

420, download this song and hopefully it will bring you up a little. Think of it as a cheer-up present from me :D.

http://abok.net/blackjack/Bob%20Marley%20-%20Don't%20Worry,%20Be%20Happy.mp3

I dunno if linking this song is allowed but I'm always willing to try to help some one thats feeling this depressed because when I get in this position it just feels like no one is there for me. So fuck those that dont wanna be helpful to me that doesnt mean I shouldnt be helpful to others that feel just like or worse than I did at one point, I'll be helpful to others that feel exactly how I do :D.

[crudemood]

its okay to vent. feel better soon, there's probably more qualified people to help you sort out your problems.
all i can say to partially make it better is , "its okay, things will get better soon."

[orangeman]

Am I the only one laughing? Sorry if that's a little mean, but seriously. Go talk to a shrink. We all have personal lives, and we don't need to listen to your problems.

You need to be slapped. Incase you havent released we all have a certain point that we just hit rock bottom at. Some problems that seem soft on people like you might be harsh on other people. Just because the problem isnt "OMFG" bad doesnt mean you should continue to give her negative energy. 420 I understand you, I have had problems that havent been so bad to others but it was really tearing me up inside. I hope you can get better and over come this :thumbsup:.

[JuggaloAtTheDoor]

billion.. dont act like a bitch...... "friendly talk about nothing" - lounge

[JuggaloAtTheDoor]

I don't think your being very friendly...

[420mory]

and im outta sex.. or else i would fuck all my problems away and be happy

i hear ya man, ya don't have any toys?

[Bong30]

Cuz.........

Hey I went to a diff school every year (almost) I went to 9 diff schools k-12......... Im with you. It sucked, but

you know what? It will make you a better person.

Do you know if you are preg? Dont worry unless you know. go find out.

then we'll talk

Take care of your self, quit all negitive self talk, you will get some weed.

its all good..........

[orangeman]

Well I don't think this topic is very friendly...


Am I the only one laughing? Sorry if that's a little mean, but seriously. Go talk to a shrink. We all have personal lives, and we don't need to listen to your problems.

You can say that again :).

[Bong30]

You can say that again :).
What are you guys talking about? We ALL bitch and whine on here. It seams like an ok place to vent to me................

If you dont have anything nice to say to a member in the lounge, FUCK OFF.

with all due respect............of course:D

shit guys get used to it, this is what your wife will be like, very often.

[orangeman]

What are you guys talking about? We ALL bitch and whine on here. It seams like an ok place to vent to me................

If you dont have anything nice to say to a member in the lounge, FUCK OFF.

with all due respect............of course:D

shit guys get used to it, this is what your wife will be like, very often.

Did you even get why I said that. Look at the two statements I quoted and read in-between them and what Billionfold typed after that.

[Bong30]

Did you even get why I said that. Look at the two statements I quoted and read in-between them and what Billionfold typed after that.
Im just saying take it easy on the girls:D

Im a big asshole, but i know when to lend a hand to a friend:thumbsup:

i must be baked im putting smileys after all lines...LOL "edit"

[orangeman]

Im just saying take it easy on the girls:D

Yeah your really baked, because if you read my posts you'll see I took it more than easy. I was the supportive one. Billion was the abusive one :thumbsup:.

[NightProwler]

What are you guys talking about? We ALL bitch and whine on here. It seams like an ok place to vent to me................

If you dont have anything nice to say to a member in the lounge, FUCK OFF.

with all due respect............of course:D

shit guys get used to it, this is what your wife will be like, very often.

all he was saying is that billionfold was being a hypocryte.

and hey cuziwashigh420, i'm sorry to hear shit isnt going well but dont worry about the school issue, just be friendly and you'll meet new people. im sure theres pleanty of other people who will be new this year too. and i hope your not pregnant, but if you are then i wish you best of luck on everything

[graph]

I think saying you have a problem and wanting to talk openly about it is one thing, but saying that you wanna die is a very volatile statement. I don't think you really want to die, I think you're just saying that. People who really want to die rarely talk about it, it usually involves more action.

If you have problems that you would like to vent or simply talk with a generally happy group of people, then I think you're in the perfect place. However, many of us, including myself, know people who have taken their own lives, and you seemed way too blase when you said it, which hurts.

[Bong30]

peace orangeman

[NightProwler]

I think saying you have a problem and wanting to talk openly about it is one thing, but saying that you wanna die is a very volatile statement. I don't think you really want to die, I think you're just saying that. People who really want to die rarely talk about it, it usually involves more action.

If you have problems that you would like to vent or simply talk with a generally happy group of people, then I think you're in the perfect place. However, many of us, including myself, know people who have taken their own lives, and you seemed way too blase when you said it, which hurts.

yea dude i know, i feel the same way about taht kind of stuff.
i actaully said the same thing to "peach.optimo.blunts" when he casually talked about killing my friend... and then he called me "mahatma ghandi", (which i guess was supposed to be an insult) and then he left the message boards for ever. all because i told him he was being rude. kind of immature if you ask me...

[cuziwashigh420]

Aw i love u guys. Im sorry if i pissed anyone off cough* billionfold cough* for posting my stupid problems. i really appreciate u guys who are backing me up. I just thought that talking with people would help and it did. Its nice to vent your problems to strangers, you get a different view then people who know u even though they help too.
<33

I'm taking a preg test now.

[cuziwashigh420]

I think saying you have a problem and wanting to talk openly about it is one thing, but saying that you wanna die is a very volatile statement. I don't think you really want to die, I think you're just saying that. People who really want to die rarely talk about it, it usually involves more action.

If you have problems that you would like to vent or simply talk with a generally happy group of people, then I think you're in the perfect place. However, many of us, including myself, know people who have taken their own lives, and you seemed way too blase when you said it, which hurts.

I'm really sorry. I shouldnt have said that your right. I truely apologize for that.

[JuggaloAtTheDoor]

..u could've helped in the first place by giving kind words, I'm sorry if this is insulting you, but I had to get that out.

peace

[graph]

I'm really sorry. I shouldnt have said that your right. I truely apologize for that.
I understand. It's easy to throw words around, and normally it takes a lot to upset me. I've just found that people are especially sensitive about suicide, because it is always a big tragedy, and normally a huge surprise.

Hey, this hit's for you:stoned:

Oh, what the hell, here's some more smilies.

:dance: :dance: :dance: :p :rasta: :pimp: :rasta: :p :dance: :dance: :dance:

[cuziwashigh420]

its okay Billionfold. im sorry if i upset anyone.

All of u are so awesome tho. Thanks for the support.

[shoi]

ive made a few angry/sad posts so ya.... but ive lived in 3 diferent countries in the last 4 or 5 years... so i no the whole moving thing and it can be hard... sometimes tho its good and sometimes it sux... ive been unhappy for abt the past 2 years since i moved last so...

[Cheery Cherry]

So are you pregnant?

Yeah, I moved so many times when I was younger because my dad was in the Air Force. I had to go to new schools in different countries. It really sucked. I mean I have friends all over the place that I still stay in touch with and I'm grateful for that, but you know, I don't have any friends that have known me from when I was a kid, a friend that I actually grew up with since first grade or whatever...I feel left out sometimes.

Tomorrow's another day...choose to make it a happy one. :)

[cuziwashigh420]

I'm not!! thats a HUGH load off of my emotions and mind. Plus im getting some bud right now. I'm glad u all are here for me.
:)

[yabatab]

Am I the only one laughing? Sorry if that's a little mean, but seriously. Go talk to a shrink. We all have personal lives, and we don't need to listen to your problems.

Kinda like your life changing decision to stop smoking weed
and find god you told everyone about?

Was people there to listen to you, yes. So why degrade
someone else and their feelings?

ps. sorry if that sounded a little mean, but seriously.

[SmokingPlatypus]

Am I the only one laughing? Sorry if that's a little mean, but seriously. Go talk to a shrink. We all have personal lives, and we don't need to listen to your problems.

Of course you are. Clearly, Billionfold, you haven't ever been through this type of problem, so it's okay that you can laugh at other people that are having these problems, eh?

[shoi]

I'm not!! thats a HUGH load off of my emotions and mind. Plus im getting some bud right now. I'm glad u all are here for me.
:)


can i have some bud? im out :(

[3rdEyeVision]

why do we get so many of these threads here, hasnt anybody heard of kids help phone or whatever

[shoi]

ppl mite feel more comfortable here.... u have more ppl and like its more anonymous (sp)... also these arent ppl who like their job is to say "theres somthing to live for" so u feel u mite get a more real response here

[cuziwashigh420]

ppl mite feel more comfortable here.... u have more ppl and like its more anonymous (sp)... also these arent ppl who like their job is to say "theres somthing to live for" so u feel u mite get a more real response here

Plus people here all share one common thing, our love for Mary Jane. So that makes me feel comfortable because ive been coming on here for a little while and i feel like im getting to know a few of you with the posts. Mostly everyone was very supportive and helpful.

:rasta:

[cuziwashigh420]

can i have some bud? im out :(

Of course. Anytime ;) :thumbsup:

[shoi]

Of course. Anytime ;) :thumbsup:


hooray ill love u forever

[Kryzco]

yeah I agree with shoi

this place has such a good vibe sometimes and you can get comfortable here easily

and that makes people feel safe to open up...

It personally doesn't bother me people making a thread about the hard times they have, venting is always good, and in my opinion its much better to post and let it out instead of doing something stupid

i dunno maybe there should a advice forum, theres been quite a bit of these threads popping up lately

anyways to cuziwashigh, I hope things look up for you, stay strong

[cuziwashigh420]

when im here i feel like im part of one big family, and i would like others to feel the same way. we should always be there for each other when shit happens, because it will. theres nothing anyone can really do except be a friend to one another. ive learned a lot over the past few years about life and how other people see it and ive come to realize that we have more influence on each other than we ever thought we did. so we should use that influence in a positive way.

Right On!

[3rdEyeVision]

yeah this place might be comfortable, but if your thinking of killing yourself we're the last ones you need to talk to, kids helper people know their shit ya diggg? lol im so baked right now

[shoi]

lol i can tell

[OreO]

yeah this place might be comfortable, but if your thinking of killing yourself we're the last ones you need to talk to, kids helper people know their shit ya diggg? lol im so baked right now

i know what your saying, some dumbass on here might say somthing to make a person feel worse about themselves and take it seriously...ya some people on this site are crazy

[cuziwashigh420]

yeah this place might be comfortable, but if your thinking of killing yourself we're the last ones you need to talk to, kids helper people know their shit ya diggg? lol im so baked right now

Yeah u are. But I am too. When I made this thread I was really depressed and kinda drunk ( u know how that is) so i wasnt really serious about killing myself. Just wouldnt care if i died. But now im better.
:thumbsup:

[Its a Plant]

Glad you're not pregnant, too! ~

Be more careful next time, eh? Please?

Hope you get to feeling tip-top in no time! :dance:

[shoi]

i know what your saying, some dumbass on here might say somthing to make a person feel worse about themselves and take it seriously...ya some people on this site are crazy


hmm lets see... well it happend in this thread


(im no saying u oreo if it comes out liek taht);)

[cuziwashigh420]

I am never having unprotected sex again. Going to get Birth Control too.

[Pipe Dreams]

Im a little buzzed.. but im jsut tired of living life. thsi is the 5 time ive moved in 7 years. Im at a new school where i know no one. I think im pregnant by a guy who said that if i ever got pregnant he would shoot himself. Im jsut so sick of it all.

First and foremost, EVERYONE gets tired of life at some point. Youre far from alone, and you shouldnt make yourself out like you are. It makes you look like youre begging for attention.

As for the moving, perhaps you could stay with some family in a place you have family in, so you dont have to move around?

School is a big popularity contest that will not mean jack SHIT in the real world.

If the dumb mother fucker had sex with you and took the risk of getting you pregnant, then perhaps it would be best if he DID shoot himself, so he doesnt have to feel like a dumbass for too much longer. Nigga should have used a condom.


Anyways, youre not the only one with problems, keep em to yourself. *insert middle finger here*

[cuziwashigh420]

First and foremost, EVERYONE gets tired of life at some point. Youre far from alone, and you shouldnt make yourself out like you are. It makes you look like youre begging for attention.

As for the moving, perhaps you could stay with some family in a place you have family in, so you dont have to move around?

School is a big popularity contest that will not mean jack SHIT in the real world.

If the dumb mother fucker had sex with you and took the risk of getting you pregnant, then perhaps it would be best if he DID shoot himself, so he doesnt have to feel like a dumbass for too much longer. Nigga should have used a condom.


Anyways, youre not the only one with problems, keep em to yourself. *insert middle finger here*


Damn I was surprised at the last part. The rest was nice but wtf was that? If you don't have anything nice to say don't say anything at all.

[shoi]

Damn I was surprised at the last part. The rest was nice but wtf was that? If you don't have anything nice to say don't say anything at all.


heh ya i was suprized aswell... thot it was going to be a good post

[graph]

yeah I agree with shoi

this place has such a good vibe sometimes and you can get comfortable here easily

and that makes people feel safe to open up...

It personally doesn't bother me people making a thread about the hard times they have, venting is always good, and in my opinion its much better to post and let it out instead of doing something stupid

i dunno maybe there should a advice forum, theres been quite a bit of these threads popping up lately

anyways to cuziwashigh, I hope things look up for you, stay strong
where have YOU been?

[OreO]

hmm lets see... well it happend in this thread


(im no saying u oreo if it comes out liek taht);)

im not calling out billionfold by saying what i said,

but there have been members soo crude to people in times like these before. You never know when someone will get pushed over that edge...

[Pipe Dreams]

All Im sayin' is, life is tough, cruel, and TOTALLY unfair. Its something youre going to have to get used to, and you cant complain about it everytime a block comes across your path.

*another middle finger for you*

[Its a Plant]

Dude, this is not the time (nor the thread) to show how creative you can get with insults over the internet.

Maybe boost your confidence some other way?

Rob a child of her lollypop?

At least have some compassion. ~

[Pipe Dreams]

Dude, this is not the time (nor the thread) to show how creative you can get with insults over the internet.

Maybe boost your confidence some other way?

Rob a child of her lollypop?

At least have some compassion. ~


Dude people who post their serious mental problems on the internet are either
A. unhelpable because its the internet

or

B. bullshitting you

Not to mention she probably brought alot of it on herself, except for the moving around part.

also, I kick pregnant women, thats how I boost my confidence.:dance:

[Its a Plant]

What you said was all true, but at the same time, a subject matter like depression and/or suicide is not something to joke about or throw nasty words at.

Only encouraging words, as hard as they are to cough up sometimes.

That's just me speaking as someone who's been effected by suicide and depression personally, so I thought I'd throw my opinion out to sea.

Be helpful, not harmful ~

[cuziwashigh420]

yes

[graph]

Gosh my eyes are dry. I wish my tongue was really long, so that I could lick them and make them wetter again. I guess I could always blink, but everyone blinks. I want to be able to live life without blinking for once. It's so much trouble blinking. Anyone ever get that feeling?
Oh... oh oh oh God no... No... no...

Yeah actually. I use eyedrops. They're great and not filled with saliva.

[Kryzco]

where have YOU been?

i died and magically came back to life

actually I just kinda went hiatus for a while, good thing I did too seeing the current state of things here, but nonetheless I'll stick around

i can't leave this site for too long, cann.com is like my second home

[orangeman]

I'm not!! thats a HUGH load off of my emotions and mind. Plus im getting some bud right now. I'm glad u all are here for me.
:)

Told you it would all get better, have a good one :thumbsup: :dance:

[Pipe Dreams]

Gosh my eyes are dry. I wish my tongue was really long, so that I could lick them and make them wetter again. I guess I could always blink, but everyone blinks. I want to be able to live life without blinking for once. It's so much trouble blinking. Anyone ever get that feeling?


All the time... :(

When you blink, you miss so much shit.

[Nonsmoker420s Wife]

Haha thats mean dude.
Fucking Emo's...

[Love Street]

tune in next time for the next episode of the love and hurt on cannabis.com....

I hate it when ppl are like OMG i wanna die my lifes so hard, bunch of winers, no ones holding you back.

lifes hard, going to a new school does suck but its not the end of the world, ive switched schools twice and I made a couple good friends within a week.

if you didnt use a condom, and you are pregnant its no ones fault but your own

o well if your good looking things will work out, lifes easy for the pretty ones, but if your fat, well then im sorry, things will be a little harder

sorry if this post was rude but i really hate it when people talk about there life being hard and they want to die, cause lifes only hard if you make it that way, for example: getting wasted and having unprotected sex with ignorant assholes.

[Markass]

Why would you want to die? If you think you would be better off dead than alive, go for it. Personally, I like to look forward to what every day brings. There's always more good than bad in life. You've chosen to ignore the good things and focus on negatives :)

[cuziwashigh420]

why do u have to be rude? why not jsut not read my post and move on w/o posting anything.
that would be better than sounding like an ignorant asshole

[cuziwashigh420]

If only you guys were girls and you would know what its liek to be pregnat at 17 and have to choose between ruining your youth or killing your baby. Then maybe you would be more understanding.

[WeedFaerie420]

Kinda like your life changing decision to stop smoking weed
and find god you told everyone about?

Was people there to listen to you, yes. So why degrade
someone else and their feelings?

ps. sorry if that sounded a little mean, but seriously.

:clap: Well said and true.

[tootsie roll]

What you said was all true, but at the same time, a subject matter like depression and/or suicide is not something to joke about or throw nasty words at.

Only encouraging words, as hard as they are to cough up sometimes.

That's just me speaking as someone who's been effected by suicide and depression personally, so I thought I'd throw my opinion out to sea.

Be helpful, not harmful ~


Good post Plant :thumbsup:
Absolutely no reason for anyone to get snitty over the fact that someone called out for help. I wish I had been here earlier to lend an ear and give some "big sisterly" advice.

Some people seem to forget that this forum is called The Lounge; a place to talk about whatever is on their mind. 420 made a legit thread and at the time, that's how she felt. Sometimes that happens.


....................and 420? Honey, ALWAYS use a condom, even with BC. No reason to risk HIV/AIDS.
I'm glad you are feeling better.

[Kryzco]

If only you guys were girls and you would know what its liek to be pregnat at 17 and have to choose between ruining your youth or killing your baby. Then maybe you would be more understanding.

meh after having 2 miscarriages you kinda get used to it

before calling me a whore it was protected and with the same guy, just the condoms sucked, and I didn't even know I was pregnant when they both happened... still kinda sucks tho

at least your not pregnant which is what counts

be more careful next time

Take it from someone who had a short childhood, enjoy your youth while you can, you only get one

[DE.Db33t]

Ok my friend had a kid at fourteen after being homeless. I understand what it is like empathetically, though i could never be sympathetic of the decision. Rough times are rough times and we all have them, this is life and our own actions have repurecautions. A virtue we must all learn, more often then not through out own mistakes.

I hope you feel better about this, just sit down and think through in a quiet peaceful place. I personally go to forest and and nature but whatever works.

;)