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[sToNeDpEnGuIn420]

hey everyone ok well this weekend my computer yet again got fucked up, this time being because of me being high and accidently deleting an important windows file...anyways ok well friday night i drank a lot and smoke a lot went to bed around 2:30am, woke up around 1:30pm so i sat around being bored and stuff then around 4:25pm i deciede i would do some benadryl cuz i usually do it on the weekends.I first counted out the pills because my friend had wanted some, i counted out 42 left, that was out of my 100 pill bottle. so i put 30 in a bag and i took the other 12 i then proccede to take a shower i took a 10 minute shower, of course i hadnt feelt anything yet so i went to the cloest were the pills were and took 6 more totalling 18 at 25mg a piece. i then went into the living room and started to watch tv amanda called seeing what i was doing, i asked her to bring over a lighter for me cuz i wanted to smoke a bowl so she said shed be over later, i said ok and we said our goodbyes. I then wrote this in my journal type thing
4:44pm september 25th 2004
i havent peaked yet i will write again when i peak

thats all i wrote i then watched tv for about 30 more minutes until i deciede to go lay down in my bed i then started to peak it was around 5:20 i think. i remeber just hearing voices i was talking to ppl and i felt really weird not a normal dip trip. I then kept going in and out of a sleep state and i kept looking at the clock and the red numbers kept dancing around and the phone kept ringing and ppl would walk into my room then leave but my door never even shut or opened.it was then about 7:20pm when i came off of this and amanda was here i went to my garage and i was really paranoid i kept looking around like someone was there she asked what was wrong i just said i was on some pills, shes like o it looks like ur fryin(shrooms) i said no and we started to toke a bowl i couldnt even hold the pipe up to my mouth i was shaking so bad. i just wanted the trip to be over i felt horrible like i was going to die, i kept thinking to myself what can i do to end this trip. and for some reason at the time i couldnt think of one, i know sober think the only thing i could have done to end it was to eat some food or something. so i went inside and feel asleep and had the most horrible nightmare ever, it involved me ebing at my grandmas house, where i live now and my dad coming and yelling then my mom came and was yelling, they picked me up and were punching me then they threw me into the bathroom wall. i was laying there bleeding from my mouth coughing asking why. i then woke up and i was really scared cuz i didnt know what had happened. that was the most horrible thing ever! im never doing benadryl or pills like that again, im getting rid of my last ones tomrw. I know all the time before i told people that benadryl was greeat and to do it but i take all of it back and i hope anyone who reads this to heed this advise, i honestly dont feel the same anymore, i feel really weird and everything is akward, i hope im only like this today.... :(

[Bro DZ]

you know stoner, it would be easier for you to get your point across if you used periods and stuff to divide your sentences =oP

I didnt know benadryll could make you trip out about your grandma though LoL

[radefactor]

so basically, you tweaked out. happened to me once on salvia, eew bad memories. i think im still gunna try out benadryl just not take that much, maybe take 10. i think tonight ima get my friend 2 try it with me and we can just trip out at his house. ill let u know how it goes if i do it, but sorry to hear that u tweaked. weed mighta made things worse especially if you were already tweaking out before you even started 2 smoke.
later-radefactor

[iliketosmoke]

benadryl? wtf buy some acid fuck over the counter allergy medicine i swear kids these days

[RESiNATE]

Dude, your dreams are always about your sub-conscious fears and hopes.
Your parents would probably throw a fit if they knew what you were doing to yourself - correct?
(probably) - you started having a bad trip and your subconscious fears of what your parents would think, if they found you like this (because, subconsciously, you were panicking about the bad-trip), is what caused the nightmares.

My advice, quit the chems, dude - anything that is made-made needs to be used carefully, whereas, natural stuff (weed) is easier and 'safer'.

That said, I would also advise anyone who is going to trip, to do it with real (that's REAL) friends - unless you have done the trip before and are aware of all the effects.
Safety first, init!

Okies, lecture over lol