im killing myself and i dont care

[Nice Dreamz]

anyone else feel like if we live past 65 we'll be like a chrime againt nature.
i personally dont want to live that long thanks to alchahol, weed, and yes caffene i drink on average two fat energy drinks a day in excess with the other stuff. just felt like telling everyone this. no point :dance:

[Nice Dreamz]

anyone else kinda feel the same way, plus if life is a precurser to the afterlife why dont we live the afterlife first

[OtterPop]

its the american way :)

[Nice Dreamz]

i dont wanna die now but early, life sux thrills are short and every day my sins collect i dont really know

[minnesota man]

I would like to live forever.

[Nice Dreamz]

just felt like rambling... im done now

[Gothen]

I'm wit ya, brudda. I remember a time I made someone promise me to blow my brains out if I made it to 50. Now I'm just like...we'll die soon enough....::takes more drugs:: MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA

But, yeah, past 65 ain't gonna be for me, I tell ya. I don't even wanna be alive NOW, let alone in 47 years, pallie!

[OtterPop]

lifes what you make out of it

[minnesota man]

I mean even in a retirement home, I'll just be playing really cool games on a psp. By that time I will probably just link the toy to my brain and experience some fun.

[baisez le monde.]

i actually plan on dying before i get too old. i'll jump off a brideg or somthing. meh.

[Nice Dreamz]

yup, but no life is perfect and then when were dead is life useless, can i go on i dont know. i feel like im damning myself

[Nice Dreamz]

the only way im killing myself is slowly, and probly accedental

[Stellar]

I'll stick around as long as I can manage to, as long as I'm learning things.

Even if its simple shit like a new way to drink out of a glass. I can be crippled in every way Steven King can come up with... As long as I can still learn new things, even if its in the confines of my own brain and effects nothing else but myself.

If my capacity for learning disappears, then life would be kind of a drag ya? I think so.

Even so, I guess its kinda redundant, when we are supposed to recieve all knowledge once we die? Or, something to that effect. Someone ice themselves and tell me what's up with that. I guess we're just supposed to develop our morals and values as existing... thingies... while we're here. I don't even think we can fuck that up... unless we kill a bunch of hamsters of something for fun... Even then, I wouldn;t hold it agaisnt ya... sick fucker.

[orangeman]

Yeah, I never saw my self wanting to live past 50. Just seems like life goes down hill and it just gets boring and shit.

[Nice Dreamz]

i just dont get it

[OtterPop]

who wants to go back to wearing diapers....

[Nylo]

There's too much beautiful shit in this world, and too many people to meet, talk to, save, and be saved by for me to think of it that way.

Considering the enormity of the universe, I consider life itself to be pretty badass. Bills still suck though =]

[yabatab]

That title freaked me out just a bit. I thought someone
was actually contemplating suicide.

Self destruction is human nature we have
become a virus on the planet and she is
providing us the ways to eradicate our
selfs. I think we all have a predetermined
time on this earth so when your times up
its over.

[Nice Dreamz]

thats true, but u cant do much from in an old folks home, bedridden i dont wanna go now just when im useless

[NextLineIsMine]

I saw the title and thought this was going to be a bunch of emo crap

I always felt the same too, im way more afraid of growing old than dying. Im even freaked out that im turning 18 in a month cause its a reminder that im getting closer.

I dont like old people unless theyre the wise type that has profound things to say

I think most of them are just a bunch of crazy confused idiots that are too afraid to die: watching tv and sleeping all day is not living

[Peach.Optimo.Bluntz]

long as my daughter has kids, then my grandaughter and grandson has kids, there will always be a piece of me around ha ha.

[likemclever]

you'll change your mind when you're 64

[willystylle]

That title freaked me out just a bit. I thought someone
was actually contemplating suicide.


Me too. Actually I started reading the thread to see if the mods were threatening to close it yet.

[notrightquite]

Shit man ... I'll live as long as I life. Then I'll die ... I don't care when it is.

[Hempstone]

Life is great, a profound mystery, a mystical journey, a precious gift. We are all sparks of God and we exist to give glory to the Most High God. Praise Him, praise life! Life can not die, life continues forever. To all of you who are giving up on life, don't do it! The best is yet to come. Always remember this. Hempstone told you so.

[james420]

shit, whats with all these folks that dont wanna live past 50 or 65 because its
"boring" or whatever the argument is. how much more boring will it be than life is right now. i mean, youll (presumably) still have friends at that age, all the seniors i know have friends. they enjoy each others company and i think thats what life is really all about. connecting with other human beings. we should revel in that and want hold on to it as long as we can. sure, theres shit. sickness, betrayal, divorce, unemployment, and so on. but most of us have good friends. think about it. how much do you really appreciate the time with those close to you, whether youre depressed or not. think about it at night, before you go to bed. think about the memories from the "good old days" and realize (because theres no other way around it) that there are so many memories to be had. good and bad, just like the ones you hold on to now. i mean, just keep on smokin, keep on chillin with the buddies, keep on living. ya know?
i hope i make sense. maybe its just the pot talking :)
anyhoo, i just think its kinda sad to be so focused on a certain age to die.
i say, just enjoy the mad variety that life seems to have up its sleeve.

lets just smoke, shall we?

[Inferius]

Honestly, the only reason I would live past my fifties (or maybe it'll be sixties in the next forty years, ya' never know what the standards for life will be), is to see the technology. Dreams, books, sci-fi movies, chemically constructed drugs, all that stuff has me eagerly awaiting what's next.. If they develop virtual reality, like REAL virtual reality, then yes, i'd like to live forever. But if they don't... if the world just decays slowly as I age... then I'd like to die next to a big fat bong, smoke still curling up around my head... around 55... Theres only so much you can do when your body is unable to get you there.

[BongSmokityDuo]

I don't want to be an old man that can't control his bowels, but I think we'll all be surprised the things we can do when we're older. You want to die when you're 55? My father is 55 and he bench presses 300 pounds. That's how much he works out with, not his max. I personally feel like if he can accomplish that in this day and age how much of a badass could I potentially be at his age? Of course, I always predicted I'd go the way of the rock gods and die at 27.....

[Reefer Rogue]

What you know bout immortality? :smokin:

[Skink]

I don't know,I think it would be kinda nice getting jerked off by a nice young nurse in the old folks home...

I'm 48 and I'm thinking 65 is still gonna be quality time...

[beachguy in thongs]

In twenty years, you'll have the same brains, only they work better (99% of the time). Maybe, slower. Wait until then until you starting talking shit about wanting to die. If you want to die now, then I think we should all jump all over you and offer you help. That girl up there is 19. Compare that with her life when she was 2. Everyday, we fill up our brains (mmm, brains...) with memories and exercise our intellectual capabilities on mundane activities.

I think that 70 year-olds are geniuses, and, they know enough to keep their mouth shut.

[Shelbay]

When its our time it will happen..no matter what control we think we have over life & death. After reading this thread it did make me laugh (in a good way) I am 41 and looking forward to every day I have left..the last few years have been the best & I really enjoy life more now than I did when I was in my 20's. The young people around here usually make us "old folks" feel younger..I haven't talked with any that put a # on when they feel life is over though...guess its what one makes it.

[geonagual]

When I die is when I will die

[mulltie]

That title freaked me out just a bit. I thought someone
was actually contemplating suicide.

Self destruction is human nature we have
become a virus on the planet and she is
providing us the ways to eradicate our
selfs. I think we all have a predetermined
time on this earth so when your times up
its over.

its a suicide thread alright..

only very slowly/and/or possibly accedental :D im the same man just go with the flow enjoy life and see what happens :) but not over 60 eh...noo off to war or jump off a balconi or sumthing before i come to that stage..:thumbsup: