bad stoner, good stoner

[zip]

i thought i would never become one, but it happened..ive now realized that ive gone from a simple stoner to a straight chronic fiend....

so i was waitin on my dealer who was suppose to show at the spot in 15..hes usually quick about it but can lag at times LOL...so i wait for 25mins b4 i call him and he says that we might be a little late and will need around 20mins..so that passes...no show..so i call and he said sorry he'll be there now..15mins go by..its been already 1 hour since i should've had it..but still nothin..now i try callin again and this time no answer...(once from the past he did this once and in the end never showed up)...i keep tryin every 5 mins for the next 30mins..nothin..then i start to feel SUPER SUPER depressed inside and get this anxiety that is just makin me sooo irritated...then i was just in my room lookin at the floor feelin hella sad...then 30mins later he calls...as soon as i see his name on the phone i get this crazy rush of happiness and feeling of butterflies in my stomach..(sad i know..this is why i think im a fiend)...then he calls and says sorry ill be there in 15 min forsure..then so im just happy and i litterally just go outside even though it will be another 15mins..im just walkin around all happy n shit..its HELLLA late...then 20mins pass..and the no answwer thing happens again..now im outside and i get the feelin of loniness and sadness again...wait it for another 10..and he finally showed..when i saw him i was about to go run and hug him..(thats how glad i was to see him) then made the deal and came back into my room..looked at my long waited prize...felt so happy i wanted to shout(remember, to me weed shouldnt feel like im so happy i want to shout but rather just be glad i got it..i smoke several times a day, its just yesterday i almost went 24hours without it..so i didnt smoke alot yesterday..making me fiend for it more today lol) anyways..in the end i got it and it took hours..lol but this whole post wasnt about how long my dealer took, but the fact that i cant wait or even yet..hold off of weed for a whole day..i need help lol..me is a BAD STONER...what about yall?

[HazardousToking]

Ill rep for the chronic fiends!


I used to be worse, id rob people for weed/money


I think alot of us have been there man, take a break, chill out, keep yourself busy doin shit you like and enjoy, then come back and see how you feel. Breaks are always good, its not like the weed is goin anywhere or is gonna expire...

Personally I hate dealers and only like them for their weed, I know a dude who USED TO make ya play the waitin game for a bit, then hed skimp your sack because most people would just take it because of the anticipation of the wait....

Fuk it, its just my advice, take it or leave it man

[Kryzco]

Everyone goes through that phase, I've went through it, but now I'm much more patient

You just have to remember a hobby shall always remain a hobby

[WaKeNvAp]

Ill rep for the chronic fiends!



Personally I hate dealers and only like them for their weed, I know a dude who USED TO make ya play the waitin game for a bit, then hed skimp your sack because most people would just take it because of the anticipation of the wait....


i think we all know guys that do or did this at one time or another.
zip man i feel you. i had a pretty flush situation there for a while. from sept-4 days ago, i was never out of herb(or not had a friend smoke me out) for more than 24 hours. i've been out for almost 2 weeks in about 12 hours, and im not dealing with it very well. i do know that we arent fiends just because we crave something that we came acostomed* (sp wtfe) to, because there are always other factors involved. for ex. i used to live in so-cal and had a very good hook. the longest he ever made me wait was 20 minutes because a movie his lady and him were watching was almost over. well, family situations brought me back to nor-cal, my grandfather suffered from a stroke, father broke his foot, parents divorce isnt final and im the middle man because my siblings havnt made peace with my father. Or mother as a matter of fact, and my brother had his second child sooo "...san francisco here i come, right back..." well, i only have a few connects here, but they arent really connects. my next door neighbor and i usually go in on a 1/2 for 140. so he calls this guy, leaves a mesg, no return call for hours, which was weird cuz the dude is constintaly* chasing that buck. so he calls his cous who we also deal with occasionally, and hes dry. Come to find out 4 more thc free hours later, the other guy is dry as well thats why he isnt answering/returning his calls. so damn, no smoke still so i call my bro and ask him "whats upwhersitat?" *laughter* first of all, my bro isnt the most reliable person in the galaxy. actually, he was nominated for the most non-reliable person in the galaxy, only to be beat out by 1 vote by G. W. Bush. he could of had a recount but bush said to my bro in passing, "im the decide-er" and my brother said, "i just smoke and drink cider" bush "thats what i said" lol--insert bush's famous texas chuckle--. i will always respect my president, it was just the way i was raised, but i nver said i liked him. i mean come on dude, two wars? two fronts? and maybe three soon who knows. back to the subject at hand needless to say, my bro used to steal everything from me when we were growing up(cuz he was a bad stoner) and i mean everything. but after i got out of hs and smoked pot with him for the first time, he's really cool. so i call my bro.... and he tells me that he'll call around. i say cool and hang up. couple hours go by and i call him back and he say's "uh i called booty(i dont know why cuz suposeably he's a banger) and he's suposed to be calling me back. this happens three times as of tonight. this makes me angry cuz i told my bro to introduce me to booty, but becuz this guy deals other things my brother thinks it's neccassary to "protect" me. plus, the dang clinic my father called said they would call us back by the end of the month, if not sooner. and they havnt. it jus sux becuz my bro says that if he cant get it today(the first day i asked him) for sure he will be able to get it tomorow(yesterday plus a day) and then i cant get a hold of him since. plus, my ac unit in my apt is on the fritz and its 82 degreesF in here. on top of all that, the only other guy i know i can get bud (not as good, he's my last resort) i cant find his number. and the only guy that knows it that i know is {thud} my brother whos not answering his phone. oh yeah, and the battery in my car is dead and no-one has a compatible vehicle to jump it for me so i cant even roam my old hood where i could find some bud. ROCK ME HARDPLACE. im glad you got your stuff in the end though zip, wish it were the same for me...

[LIP]

When ever i get weed i feel all happy, and when i see my plants i have an overwhelming sense of LOVE for them. Weed makes us more loving people, weather were stoned or not. Your not a bad stoner, were all good stoners.

Legalize de erb

[bluntblaze]

i thought i would never become one, but it happened..ive now realized that ive gone from a simple stoner to a straight chronic fiend....

so i was waitin on my dealer who was suppose to show at the spot in 15..hes usually quick about it but can lag at times LOL...so i wait for 25mins b4 i call him and he says that we might be a little late and will need around 20mins..so that passes...no show..so i call and he said sorry he'll be there now..15mins go by..its been already 1 hour since i should've had it..but still nothin..now i try callin again and this time no answer...(once from the past he did this once and in the end never showed up)...i keep tryin every 5 mins for the next 30mins..nothin..then i start to feel SUPER SUPER depressed inside and get this anxiety that is just makin me sooo irritated...then i was just in my room lookin at the floor feelin hella sad...then 30mins later he calls...as soon as i see his name on the phone i get this crazy rush of happiness and feeling of butterflies in my stomach..(sad i know..this is why i think im a fiend)...then he calls and says sorry ill be there in 15 min forsure..then so im just happy and i litterally just go outside even though it will be another 15mins..im just walkin around all happy n shit..its HELLLA late...then 20mins pass..and the no answwer thing happens again..now im outside and i get the feelin of loniness and sadness again...wait it for another 10..and he finally showed..when i saw him i was about to go run and hug him..(thats how glad i was to see him) then made the deal and came back into my room..looked at my long waited prize...felt so happy i wanted to shout(remember, to me weed shouldnt feel like im so happy i want to shout but rather just be glad i got it..i smoke several times a day, its just yesterday i almost went 24hours without it..so i didnt smoke alot yesterday..making me fiend for it more today lol) anyways..in the end i got it and it took hours..lol but this whole post wasnt about how long my dealer took, but the fact that i cant wait or even yet..hold off of weed for a whole day..i need help lol..me is a BAD STONER...what about yall?why dont you go and buy when youve still got a bit of weed left that what i do :rasta:

[Reefer Rogue]

I've smoked everyday pretty much since september. I just ran out yesterday and I'm taking a week break (out of choice) I'm looking forward to the next time I smoke.

[growitandsmokeit]

I hate fiending for weed. For me it only last three or four days and then i'm fine. Having a bit of a detox at the moment haven't smoked since Monday. I have been pretty bad this year and smoked nearly every day.

[yabatab]

The wait always sucks. Thank god i don't have that problem anymore I just
call and say do you got any and its a yes or no and i don't have to wonder if i am or i am not getting any. Waiting for harvest is a bitch though LOL but i feel bad when i cut em down...LOL does anyone else get that feeling when harvesting your yeild?

[growitandsmokeit]

Yep not growing at the moment but it does feel wrong to cut down a plant.

[HazardousToking]

your puttin the plant outta its misery

I dont think like this but if i was thinking the way you guys were (feelings for a plant, lmao), then id feel bad for keepin it unpollinated, it gets stickier and stickier because it wants to get fucked by a male plant

[zip]

lol yea i was trippin pretty bad that day (first 24hours or so that my body went without THC...bad w/d HAHA) my thinking wasnt straight and man,..lol but here i am now loading another beautiful bowl...thanks for the comments and replies! ..o and once i get my own place and start the journey of growing..life will be oh so mcuh better :]

smoke on!~ i was TRIPPIN there are no BAD STONER :] peaaace

[Brother Schenker]

Was a total fiend from 1979 - 1986...but it was definitely at its worst when I was 16, 17, 18...and luckily I only had to go without weed for maybe 7 whole days scattered throughout those seven years. And I mean whole days of nothing where we had already scraped our pipes and cleaned our double-album covers the day before. Those were the few times when we tried smoking seeds and stems...and sniffing rubber cement (did nothing but lightheadedness).

Otherwise, we toked 24/7.
On school/work days: wake up, wash up, get dressed, get stoned, go to school-hell or workhell. Get stoned first break, lunch, 2nd break, on way home, at home, eat dinner, get stoned until bedtime.

On free days:
Wake up, BE stoned in less than 3 minutes, keep getting stoned until bedtime.

Ah, the good old days...:stoned:

These days, if I were able to make a decent connection and keep my stash stocked, I would only smoke it in the evenings. Can't handle being burned out 24/7 anymore. Plus, I just have too many fucken things to do every day as a middle aged adult compared to being a teen or early twentysomething when I was able to fuck off quite alot.

But I never look back on my fiendish past with regret.
The good and great times far outnumbered the bad & panicky times.:)