What Have You Been Thinking About Today?

[SensiRide]

OK what you been thinking about today people? Random abstract thoughts/concerns, anything that has passed through your mind today......

Iâ??ve been thinking about tourettes syndrome. Like, howcome they only say swear words and not just any random words? The bad thoughts have to be in their heads in the 1st place for them to shout it outâ?¦..just a random thought. Anyone ever known anyone with tourettes?

Iâ??ve been thinking about the weather here too, I mean, its the middle of April and it was snowing yesterday â?? whatâ??s that all about?!! :confused: Scotland certainly pulled the short straw when it comes to nice weather, even just now, the sky is grey as always. They should invent a huge hairdryer type thing that just blows all the clouds away (to England haha) so we can actually see a blue sky for a change!

Thinking about summer festivals as well. I got tickets the other day for the Fatboy Slim/Mylo/Carl Cox gig in Loch Ness. 20,000 tickets went on sale last week and they are all sold out, its going to be my 1st time camping out woohoo, canâ??t believe Iâ??m 21 and Iâ??ve still not been camping! Anyone else going to a festival/festivals this summer?

Right, Iâ??ll be here all day if I talk about all my thoughts.... mmmmm lastly, Iâ??m finally getting broadband in my new flat tonight/tomorrow. Iâ??ve hardly been on this site in the last 1-2 months which is a pain in the arse because so many new people join and old members leave & this forum moves faster than any other forum Iâ??ve been to so its hard to catch up when you donâ??t visit cann.com for even a day or two.

That is all.

Anyone else? :D

[CrAzYpOtHeAd]

Today i've been thinking of how to get rid of this hangover. It was so stupid as well, last night i only had the tinest little bowl left so i thought to myself (i was stoned at the time) "i know, ill drink looooads of beer, then this will thin out my blood a bit, and then when i smoke this bowl the THC will be absorbed faster" so there i am drinkin shit loads of alcohol just so i can get the most out of my bowl. By the end i was so drunk out of my face that the bowl did nothing... and today i feel totally fucked lol. Could'nt get any sleep either. Been pretty shitty and my guy won't answer my text cuz i want to go pick up a half o this week.

[digweed]

thinkin of you sensi.........

[MaryJaneintheCloset]

Today I've been thinking about how I'm going to get some more bud. :stoned: Also, how much I can smoke today and still have a tiny bit left for emergency purposes.

I've also been trying to get back into working (I'm self-employed) but I don't have the motivation to do it! :(

[CrAzYpOtHeAd]

thinkin of you sensi.........

haha. pervert. Your making me jeloius :(

[CrAzYpOtHeAd]

Today I've been thinking about how I'm going to get some more bud. :stoned: Also, how much I can smoke today and still have a tiny bit left for emergency purposes.

I've also been trying to get back into working (I'm self-employed) but I don't have the motivation to do it! :(

My room also stinks of ganja and its very annoying when your dry.

[yoda]

im thinking if my idea to stay clean until 420(didnt smoke yesterday) will actually work, and if i will carry it out. im also wondering how much 8 hrs of work will suck when i have the worst cigarettes in the world.

[orangeman]

I've been thinkin about what the hell I'm gonna do with my life.

[CrAzYpOtHeAd]

I've been thinkin about what the hell I'm gonna do with my life.

Smoke more weed?

[eg420ne]

Im thinking on how to overthrow the government, but too much smoke in the mind

[friendowl]

my tooth hurts real bad
i never had pain like this
non-stop pain all day and night
the dentist wants 2900.00 to fix it.
i lost like ten lbs already cuz eating hurts
its weird cuz i got the cash but im greedy
id rather suffer then spend the money.
but for reals toothaches fucking hurt

[orangeman]

Smoke more weed?

No, actually I'm serious. I dont know what I'm gonna do about my life but I'm not gonna complain about it and break down and make a thread on it lol but I am dealin with alot of problems at the moment. I just hope it turns out alright.

[bentleygtgirl]

No, actually I'm serious. I dont know what I'm gonna do about my life but I'm not gonna complain about it and break down and make a thread on it lol but I am dealin with alot of problems at the moment. I just hope it turns out alright.
orangeman if you want u can IM me on aim bentleygtgirl

[SensiRide]

No, actually I'm serious. I dont know what I'm gonna do about my life but I'm not gonna complain about it and break down and make a thread on it lol but I am dealin with alot of problems at the moment. I just hope it turns out alright.

Share your thoughts, thats the point of the thread. What u thinking?

[CrAzYpOtHeAd]

No, actually I'm serious. I dont know what I'm gonna do about my life but I'm not gonna complain about it and break down and make a thread on it lol but I am dealin with alot of problems at the moment. I just hope it turns out alright.


meh, im a lazy git lol. finshing school this year, i hav'nt done homework in about 2 years because when ever the teachers set it i jst never do it. I could do with revising tho because these exams are REALLY important, also i got an interview for a college i wanna join in few weeks. Im signing up for a music course and they want me to perform (i play guitar) in front of them. Hav'nt played my guitar in a few days and i could do with practising on that too ;) But meh, i just take it easy. Altho i know it won't do any good but if i get to a point in my life where im homeless on the street oh well, theres always sucide. But i doubt i'll be homeless because its not that bad.

[MaryJaneintheCloset]

No, actually I'm serious. I dont know what I'm gonna do about my life but I'm not gonna complain about it and break down and make a thread on it lol but I am dealin with alot of problems at the moment. I just hope it turns out alright.

Sorry to hear you're going through a rough time OrangeMan... hope it all works out for you too. :o

[orangeman]

Share your thoughts, thats the point of the thread. What u thinking?

I rather not, I'll start with basic shit then end up typing up my whole life story before this bell rings for me to leave this damn class, it's bound to happen lol. But it'll be ok. :thumbsup:

[Oneironaut]

Im thinking on how to overthrow the government, but too much smoke in the mind
I've been thinking about how to overthrow the government too, but I've been doing it sober. I've also been thinking about the weed I'm getting today.:dance: :stoned: :dance: :stoned: :dance:

[SensiRide]

I rather not, I'll start with basic shit then end up typing up my whole life story before this bell rings for me to leave this damn class, it's bound to happen lol. But it'll be ok. :thumbsup:

Aaw, well if you need to talk, you've got my addy anyway, try and not stress too much!

I've been thinking about my stash - I hope I've got enough weed to smoke when I get home but no doubt it will end up fucking up my healthy eating plan which is going rather well ( since I started it today :-/ )

[hubblebubble]

What have i been thinking about you say, fuck me many thoughts pass through my head every second,:dance: most of its the normal paranoia shit that i put up with everyday

[Twitty]

Today I am thinking about how much better I'm gonna feel this weekend when I'm the beach with a fat bag and some nice waves.

[Pete Rock]

I've been thinkin about how Im gonna spend this fat ass paycheck I get on Friday. I picked up a g this week but i've been dry for most of the past two months. Don't want to spend it all on weed though, maybe buy a bong or somethin. This is my first paycheck from a real job too.

[3rdEyeVision]

I've bein thinking of ways to get my fucken mom to listen to me without breaking her shit. any suggestions appreciatted

[Oneironaut]

I've bein thinking of ways to get my fucken mom to listen to me without breaking her shit. any suggestions appreciatted
A megaphone?

[da haze meister]

OK what you been thinking about today people? Random abstract thoughts/concerns, anything that has passed through your mind today......

Iâ??ve been thinking about tourettes syndrome. Like, howcome they only say swear words and not just any random words? The bad thoughts have to be in their heads in the 1st place for them to shout it outâ?¦..just a random thought. Anyone ever known anyone with tourettes?

Iâ??ve been thinking about the weather here too, I mean, its the middle of April and it was snowing yesterday â?? whatâ??s that all about?!! :confused: Scotland certainly pulled the short straw when it comes to nice weather, even just now, the sky is grey as always. They should invent a huge hairdryer type thing that just blows all the clouds away (to England haha) so we can actually see a blue sky for a change!

Thinking about summer festivals as well. I got tickets the other day for the Fatboy Slim/Mylo/Carl Cox gig in Loch Ness. 20,000 tickets went on sale last week and they are all sold out, its going to be my 1st time camping out woohoo, canâ??t believe Iâ??m 21 and Iâ??ve still not been camping! Anyone else going to a festival/festivals this summer?

Right, Iâ??ll be here all day if I talk about all my thoughts.... mmmmm lastly, Iâ??m finally getting broadband in my new flat tonight/tomorrow. Iâ??ve hardly been on this site in the last 1-2 months which is a pain in the arse because so many new people join and old members leave & this forum moves faster than any other forum Iâ??ve been to so its hard to catch up when you donâ??t visit cann.com for even a day or two.

That is all.

Anyone else? :D

my friend and smoking buddy Alex has tourettes. for real, im not kidding. He is usually on meds for it and shit... but he has had a few outbursts. me and him were going to present a project to the class... so he said "fuck this shit," and sat down. it was fucking hilarious. but otherwise he just has ticks and twitches alot, nothing major.

[Skink]

I was thinking how fucked up it is to wake up at 4:20 PM... I worked on my truck till 6:20 this morning... I was also thinking about the new sink I have to install for a customer that does not have a kitchen sink right now... I am thinking of how I am going to go there this evening and explain my tardiness...

I have sun here for two good days now and the grass is starting to grow,so I was thinking about starting the lawn mower... Then I got depressed about maintaining the yard for the next 4 months...

I am also thinking about my cat... He is picking at the fur on his ass and there is a patch af fur missing by his ass now... ching ching 50 bucks to see the vet...


Finally I thought about you Sensi and I smiled and said ,Life is worth it!!!

[HiddenBeauty]

I have been playing great escape so have been thinking about how to creep up on the German guards to shoot them but it also got me thinking about all the heroes on both sides and the families that were left behind.

[SweetRedLips]

Today - Ive been thinking about my hoilday in June to Greece for 2 weeks with my B/f
cant wait and also my cousins wedding in Ireland in August
And just how lucky Iam in general with my life and family .

Seeya

SweetRed

[toke it up 420]

i like cheese.....
and bob....
and butterfly knives...
and shrooms...
and my psp...
and toy machine...

[SensiRide]

Today - Ive been thinking about my hoilday in June to Greece for 2 weeks with my B/f
cant wait and also my cousins wedding in Ireland in August
And just how lucky Iam in general with my life and family .

Seeya

SweetRed

Arent you Little Miss Blinky :confused:

[wholapola]

oops.

[wholapola]

I'm thinking that I really like SensiRides quote at the end of her/his posts. Also, am thinking about having to go back to work tonight after a 6 day vacation :( Thinking about the David Gilmour concert we went to in Toronto and that he played the songs I really wanted to hear (Echoes, Wots...uh the deal, and of course Comfortably Numb).:) :) Wondering why the Asian people were so very nice towards me in Toronto and Niagara Falls while the caucasian people (which I am) were distant and unfriendly. Weird. Thinking about (and regretting) ticking off my dealer and he won't respond to me...and what I should do about it. And.....

[SensiRide]

I'm thinking that I really like SensiRides quote at the end of her/his posts.

Damn, is my photo that masculine :confused: :D

[friendowl]

i just turned down a job thats pays more money than what i make .
the reason i turned it down is cuz i hate traffic
i dont want to sit in the car for like 3 hours a day.
it would have been cool to get a bigger check but i wanna stay calm
i feel kind of guilty cuz i need the money but life aint all about cash.

[RandomFX]

Thoughts eh?
I have a small man sitting in the dark, playing the guitar in my head. The music is faint and even although i strain to hear, I can't quite make it out. The only illumination is when he stops to light a bifter every 20 mins or so.

The Skye music festival- Isle of Skye
Tartan Heart- Inverness
Celtic festival- Isle of Lewis
Not to mention T in the park
Camping is fun, albeit a little crusty, only bring shit you don't mind leaving and don't forget your Wellies and enough grass to see you through. Leave morals at the gate.

[beachguy in thongs]

I've been thinking how I, finally, figured out how to explain to everyone that this sweet, innocent little girl, I've been living with for five years, is really kingdom of swirling Hate tornadoes.

[wholapola]

Sorry SensiRide-you're a cutie.

[nuggetgirl]

I've been thinking about why the person that everyone sees is not truly who I am. That I strive to be perfect on the outside to make everyone happy. That for some reason I think that I cannot truly be myself to anyone. That I can't let them see the real me cause the real me is toxic and eventually over time will poison them.

I think of myself in a little tiki hut on the beach surrounded by tropical forest. With a corona in my hand, just all by myself with no one around, and I wonder why I am extremely happy.

I also wonder why I only feel like myself inside when smoking pot?
And why when I drink beer does it bring out the bad in me and I like it too?

Man...
I need to see a shrink:)

[Twinkletoes]

Sensi,the tourettes sufferers say the swearwords becuase they fear to say the swearwords.
We cuss easily and without guilt and yet they fear swearing to such an extent that they try to supress even thinking the word.
Because there is a fault in the circuitry of the brain ,they cannot control deleting the thought,which then is reflexed vocally.One might think that its a form of rebellion,when in actual fact a tourettes sufferer is an innocent or at least far purer than we horny,drunk,smoked-up hippies.
I saw a show last nite on new research and info about tourettes.
(www.carteblanche.co.za)

[Reefer Rogue]

I'm thinking about buying a Q today. Well it's not much of a thought, more of a plan. :rasta:

[T bag]

thinking about how much i miss getting high. then looking forward to may
28th when i come home to a Q and some shrooms

[minnesota man]

I keep thinking about the convergence of virtual reality and myspace. People can fly around, meet in private clubs, swim and have orgies and buy virtual furniture.;)

Guilty about smoking weed all day but it was worth it. I did a free modelling job for my brother's hoover ad. $20,000 expense photoshoot for a Hoover Vacuum cleaner airline print ad. Next, time I should ask for money.

Pissed because my "boss" guy just said my work sucked so stop working on it. That kind of sucks but it gives me great freedom. I think I'll do something fun with the kids tomorrow and go see the new CG haha.

One funny thing, I saw Barry Manilow on Larry King Live lip synching his old shit bored as hell, looking vacant. He must have seen his CU's and thought "Oh, who gives a fuck?" During the full shots he even stopped moving his mouth as the song played on. The 3 other band members were behaving strangely as well. "Barry's going to be pissed tonight." they must have thought.

I also thought about the cannabis board having so many foxy ladies posting their stuff.

Now I'm thinking of the marshmellow man smashing New York. O.K. I'm going to go now.

[HiddenBeauty]

Today I am thinking about wether or not to move back up north near my family.I have missed out on alot by being away from them and my mum won't be around forever.Will I be doing it because I want to make up for lost time or because it's the only way out of a mess I am in?Times change and people change maybe it will be different now I am an adult who has been through more crap then all of them put together.Will this earn respect or shame?

Now I am thinking about the film ghostbusters after the mentioning of the marshmallow man lol

[CrAzYpOtHeAd]

I'm thinking about how much my dads disapointed in me. He's only been awake 5 mins and he's already called me a "stupid fucking child". He always calls me stupid, and it really hurts. I do try my best but i don't think he's ever once been proud of me. I guess he exspected me to turn out a better son then i did. I mean he has anger problems (and i think i got those anger problems to because when i lose it i LOSE IT) and he throws shit about and sometimes if its me he's mad at he'll put his fist up at me, he would NEVER hit me but i dunno, he always does tend to do that like he's gonna punch me in the face, and my sister of course always says im a spoilt little brat. I've never really felt close to my parents, my mum of course lives by herself and never comes to see me, and my dad and me don't talk to each other that much and i tend to spend most of the day in my room or being out. I did try, but i guess i'm just a big retard who can't even make his own faimly be proud of him. Well... this sucks.

[HiddenBeauty]

I'm sorry your having a hard time with your family Crazy it reminds me of when I lived with my family when I was younger that's why I am so worried about going home again.I found getting as far away as I could from my family helped me to discover who I was and I surprisingly found out that I was quite a nice person.I don't mean to disrespect your family but if you listen to their bullshit name calling you will start to believe them and hate yourself.I am not sure how old you are but you need to go it alone and make yourself proud.I would also go to anger management so you can learn how to control your temper,something which is not you own fault.

Ok enough rambling sorry for hijacking.I really hope things improve for you Crazy.

[CrAzYpOtHeAd]

Well, my angers not as bad and also i very rarley get pissed off, but yeah. He always says "your as bad as your mum". But i guess i think i kinda deaserved it, cuz last week i broke one of my contact lessen's but cuz i have an apointment today i thought they'd be giving me a new pair so it would'nt matter and i did'nt tell my dad cuz i did'nt want him to get pissed. So today when he woke up he said "you've got to have your contacts in because they said you've got to have it in for a few hours so they can make sure it dos'nt affect your eyes in a bad way" or something so of course i had to tell him i broke one, so he gets pissed off, throws a spoon (lol, a bit random but yeah he threw a spoon near my direction) and said that theres no point in going to the apointment, got pissed off, kinda moaned like he ussaly does when he gets pissed off at me (a kinda moan like hes upset and disapointed and angry at me) and then he said "you stupid fucking child" as he ussaly call's me. Said how long again since i broke em i said a week so he got even more pissed off, called me stupid again a few times. Then just kinda looked at me as he's saying "why the fuck did i even bother having this fucking child". Then i just kinda walked upstairs, so it was my fault really and i guess i was being stupid. I don't tend to argue back because thats what ussaly make's up put his fist up like he's going to hit me, and now he's just acting like nothings happened. But whenever i try to talk to him he never really bothers to talk to me back. I think he used to call me stupid when i was younger too but before that was just "stupid child" but now im a bit older i guess he feels he can say "fucking child" instead now. My sister also call's me a retard sometimes. She's the smart one tho, and my dad gets on with her better, and they tend to spend more time bonding when she's home. One time tho i put some music on about 3 in the morning, he had work the next day, he got up (my door was locked) and he kicked my door and broke the lock, as usal called me a stupid child, and said im worst than mum. Then i think i might of said something along the lines of "no wonder mum left you its because your so fucking voilent" then about 5 mins later he came and apoligised.

I think he also told me he never huged me as a child but that was because when i was 3 or 4 i was sexually harrsed by my grandad and my dad said and he was worried i'd take it the wrong way if he ever gave me a hug.

But i guess i am a bit of a trouble maker, because when i was also around 3 or 4 i almost set the house on fire. But yeah, i don't think he's ever said "i love u" or "im proud of you" or anything. I guess he's never really shown any affection towards me, and my mum. Well, the doctors said i had adhd and my mum always thought there was something wrong with me, i was put on pills like ritalin and shit which caused more problems than solving them and thats proberly why i have trouble sleeping at night now. (ritalin is like a low dosage of speed), when i was old enough to make my own desisions my mum tried to convince me to carry on taking ritalin and keep trying loads of other crap til i find the right one. But i said no. But now i think she see's me as some kinda druggie because she told a teacher at shcool about me smoking weed, and she said to an old phycoligist when she had both my parents in about the whole devorce thing and she said she's really worried about me because im smoking marijuana and tababco. One time she sent me a text saying "you seem to be sleeping to much, tell me the truth, you not on drugs are you? or drinking?". But yeah, i think she's given up on me too cuz she never stays in contact. But she still think's i should be on some sort of pill and she talks to me like im a retard. But yeah my dad seems to be acting normal. don't really talk, when we're in the same room and its just me and him there's just ussaly a dead silence. I could of done better in my life i guess, i just never really... bothered, im also very low on confidence which i think they are to blame for since they never really supported me. Man thats a long read lol.

[HiddenBeauty]

Is there nowhere else for you to stay?I really don't think you should be living with people who chip away at your confidence so much.Stop blaming yourself because if your dads reaction was not going to be a pissed one you would of told him sooner.As for the stuff you did at the age of 3 well that reminds me of my friend putting his mums clothes on her bed and trying to light a match because he wanted a bonfire.

It's never too late to improve your life and make things better you just have to work at it.

[StOneD.aS.FuK]

i really dont know, i havent had a clear mindset for months......

[wholapola]

Why do some people, (like co-workers) who you've worked with for a period of time, over 5 years say, one day pass by you, say hello and go on about whatever then go on their way and the next day (literally) when you pass by each other (maybe at the same place even) they walk right by without even a quick hi or nod, as they glance at you--(the blank stare) YET the day after that they are like the first day--it flips me out. That's weird. (picture walking one way down a hallway alone and they're walking the opposite way, also alone and when you pass each other it's all or nothing (stranageness night). There is a mental unit there, maybe that's it:confused: :) .

Lastly, It's so phony but laughable when a newer co-worker who doesn't care really too much for you, has nothing to say to you, becomes ever-so-friendly when he see's that your friends with their boss.

that's enough about work and people but that was on my mind for the time.

[midlifecrisis]

I have sun here for two good days now and the grass is starting to grow,so I was thinking about starting the lawn mower... Then I got depressed about maintaining the yard for the next 4 months...




Skink you a-hole, my wife read your post over my shoulder and I got that look....You're gonna mow the lawn today....RIGHT!...thanks.

I, for some reason was just looking up how much start up money it takes for several different fast food chains...Taco Bell - 2-3 million US.
HMMM...maybe next year.


Gotta find somewhere dark to hang my girls

Got 4 trees to plant this weekend also.....I think I will be needing some pain relief medicine, any ideas?:smokin:

[Wesley Pipes]

Damn, is my photo that masculine :confused: :D
lol only to a blind man / woman :p

i been thinkin about rollin a joint..... time to stop thinking :) :thumbsup: :stoned:

[P.E.N.G.U.I.N.]

And I'm thinking about hittin' the pipe...

[psychocat]

Thinking about German mountains and American Indians.
Thinking about insanity and stupidity and how far can too far go?

[skeltey]

If I could choose one monumental thought I made today, it would have to be realizing Mr. Cannabis does not make one happy, but we, as the people, behold:thumbsup: the power to live a happy and prosperous life with out without mr. cannabis.

[psychocat]

If I could choose one monumental thought I made today, it would have to be realizing Mr. Cannabis does not make one happy, but we, as the people, behold:thumbsup: the power to live a happy and prosperous life with out without mr. cannabis.

Preferably WITH !:thumbsup: :D :cool:

[Wesley Pipes]

Preferably WITH !:thumbsup: :D :cool:
i 2nd that !! :thumbsup: :thumbsup: :stoned: :stoned: :dance: :dance:

[HiddenBeauty]

I am thinking about how mad and amazing my mum was and still is and how much time I have wasted not visiting her as much.I am thinking I should move back home and make the most of the time that is left,she isn't dying but she is 70.

I remember one time my mum putting a pair of my dads underpants on the end of a stick so it was like a flag and running round the garden yelling the kids are back at school after the 6 week holidays lol

She also did the great north run in her 60's even though she has never done anything like that before and we were worried she wouldn't make it but she did really well.

[minnesota man]

Now I'm thinking about your mum running around the yard with your dad's boxers on a stick.
That's a funny visual.