the worst kind of pain

[friendowl]

as of right now it looks like friendowl is single again.
my girlfriend of 5 years has decided that she cant hang no more.
i am hurt cuz i got used to my life and was comfortable but
oh well.i have a daughter that we just had a big party for on saturday.

i feel like a kid going to a new school.
i dont no what to expect cuz my life was cool.
now the weekends and nighttime are gonna be hard.
im gonna have to stay busy real busy for a while.

[buddymyfriend]

as of right now it looks like friendowl is single again.
my girlfriend of 5 years has decided that she cant hang no more.
i am hurt cuz i got used to my life and was comfortable but
oh well.i have a daughter that we just had a big party for on saturday.

i feel like a kid going to a new school.
i dont no what to expect cuz my life was cool.
now the weekends and nighttime are gonna be hard.
im gonna have to stay busy real busy for a while.

Sorry to hear of your loss bro, the pain caused by the opposite sex is often the hardest to deal with. But believe me when I say this it's these things that make us a stronger person.

Peace

Buddy

[JunkYard]

Sorry to hear it, bro. It will more than likely take a fair amount of time to get used to being single again, so it's probably best to find something to semi-replace it quick. I'm not talking about another girlfriend, either.

Hangin out with the guys got me through my divorce in a relatively painless way. I also turned into a real hound dog after the fact, and spent mucho time in the clubs.

Yup, yup

Life goes on, and on, and on, and on, etc...

[friendowl]

i like pain so im using the energy wisely
but fuck man im feeling like every emotion
at once.i feel alive but im suffering cuz the kids are gonna hurt.

[JunkYard]

How old are the kids, man? My boy was three when I divorced, and it hardly effected him at all. Just be sure you spend as much time with them as you possibly can.

That helps with the pain as well...

[infidel818]

you should focus all your enegery into staying busy and making a lot of money....for your kids and yourself.

[Bong30]

Friend,
Im sorry to hear that. I am 35 with a couple kids, and i dont know what i would do.

you are right keep busy..... your own thoughts are the worst.

Time heals all wounds.......

Smoke a bong or 10.........

enjoy your kids..... they make life worth living.

good luck.

dont be affraid to be happy its ok too

[friendowl]

its just weird cuz as a youngster
i did so much i think i got post traumatic stress disorder.
my life was hardcore.
then from one day to the next you change into
a diaper changing no sleeping disney movie watching
kind of guy.you get used to things and then bam
everythings gone and your back on the hunt.
its like a dream.not bad or good it just is.

hey junk thats cool that it didnt effect your kid.
my lil one is 2 and also i got real attached to her kid who
is 8.thats the one ill miss more.thanks for the words man

[Kitty Kat]

I am very sorry to hear that. Bear in mind that time heals all wounds, it is not going to be easy though. Keep busy & look ahead.

[activedenial]

Why did she bail? I thought you didn't really like her anyway? I think I read some posts about you bitchn about her. That will be hard, the kids part sorry man

[VoidLivesOn]

Sorry to hear of your loss bro, the pain caused by the opposite sex is often the hardest to deal with. But believe me when I say this it's these things that make us a stronger person.

Peace

Buddy

No fucking shit man.I'll smoke to that.

[friendowl]

im almost over it
just a few more minutes

[Swizzy89304]

i think the most
annoying
thing ever is.
typing like this, because
it just
is.

Seriously, er.... I dont know what to say. Im useless at giving advice, so Ill just say that I hope everything goes OK for ya.

[LIP]

Sorry to hear it man, I've had a relationship go down like that, and it's wierd when one day your fine and the next day your life is completely differnt, it's like your living someone elses life. It sucks... but it will make you a stronger person. Curse women... if only they wernt so good at turning us on we'd ignore them and never have to get hurt... :(

[HiddenBeauty]

Why did she leave you?

[friendowl]

well
when she was pregnant she told me one day that she didnt love me and never would.i was happy to have the baby so i got hurt and left.
after a few weeks of not being together i got on.
i went to a cabin in the mountains and invited all kinds of people.
we partied and had a good time.
then everyone went to sleep and i fucked her friend.
her friend got pregnant and has a lil boy from me.
my girl dont wan tme to see the baby.
she says that she cant forgive me.
i told her " oh well '
"next time a muthafucka loves your ass you better cherish it or
like my homie usher says "LET IT BURN"

[HiddenBeauty]

Quite messed up really.If there is one lesson to be learnt from this then it must be to use protection to prevent anymore children ending up in the middle of this madness.

[BizzleLuvin]

o friendowl! im sooo sorry! i always admired you because your thoughts on life and love were always so relevant

[chronic boom]

that always hurts man, but you gottat muscle through it. as Neil Peart said
"something will come up". Its sad to bring kids into it, but thats life. Your life is what you make it and you effect your reality daily, set a new goal (like smoking 10 joints in an hour) to help youself forget and move on. Best of luck.

[Naamah]

Wow.. Fucking her so called friend? Not cool. Of course her telling you she did not love you and never would was major fucked up too. You should see your kid though and if she cannot deal with that? It is probably best she bailed. I mean she is pretty much taking her anger out on an innocent child by her not wanting to see your own child. :(

Anyways. That sucks man. But it will get better as time passes. Whatever you do? Do NOT jump right into another realationship with someone else. Focus on yourself and your kids right now.

[nuggetgirl]

I think you need to come here and party friendowl....we'll get so fucked up, we'll end up on a beach in florida and wonder how the hell we got there...

[C4nn4Bliss]

thats why you got buds owl....
Mary Jane wont turn her back on you!! EVER!

just stay busy and around close friends

[God v2.0]

take nugget up on her offer, i remember her being hot for some reason, maybe she posted a picture of herself. anways man fuck cunts, all they are are well........cunts. they fuck with your head because they are insecure about themselves. most of them just want u to pay attention to them so that they can feel good and when it comes down to it they could move on without even a blink and be fucking another guy the next day (seen that one first hand cause it happened to me, on fucking christmas ho ho, hoe)

but you'll get over it, and who cares at least now you'll die alone :p j/k friendowl, you're good people...:thumbsup:

[StOneD.aS.FuK]

thats why id rarther stay single. its all a waste of fucking time.

but you'll get over it. plenty more fish in the sea

[Swizzy89304]

Ive had some fucked up relationships. The worst was with Rachel, she was constantly in and out of the nuthouse, and me being 15/16 at the time, I really didnt understand what the hell was going on. So when I got home Id start cutting myself, taking OD's etc because it made me forget about her for a while and focus on myself (she was an attention seeking whore). Soon it all escalated out of control, and one day she rang me up with her usual threat - meet me or Im gonna cut myself/take on OD. By that time Id had enough of it all, so I just said 'fine, do it, see if I give a shit if you die'.
Never spoke to that bitch again.

[geonagual]

Dude, Sorry to hear about you and your chick breaking up
That sucks
I am sure you will already do these things but make sure you dont get denied any kind of visitation rights with your daughter. Pay your cash that you have to pay and everything should be cool. Who knows, you may even end up going to court over this. Hope not. but it happens. Your impression on your daughter is VERY important!

So now your thinking......it is time to get some new pussy. Have sex....be safe.....NO RELATIONSHIPS....Your on the rebound now. lol

Go hiking..fill your mind with oxygen.

Oh yeah..and according to the mods on this board..No more contests..CD's are bad..they corrupt the youth. lol

[da haze meister]

yo friendowl...
man i barely know you
but you seem like a great dude
and you love hiking
but man
its all good
you will find someone better
for now...
smoke a blunt or four of that blueberry
turn on some reggae
and let it all out
i have never had a relationship, i am only 16
but i think that you will be alright...
just wait for the right one to come
and about the kids
love them and cherish them forever
until they become an asshole like me
good luck man
stay up

[friendowl]

last night was long.
obtaining wisdom is painful
thanx everybody for the words.
i dont tell people shit so its good to get it out
even if its on the internet.

[da haze meister]

last night was long.
obtaining wisdom is painful
thanx everybody for the words.
i dont tell people shit so its good to get it out
even if its on the internet.
yeah man
as i said
stay up
keep your head up
are you gonna let your kids smoke when the time comes?

[friendowl]

haze i dont really know if i'll let em blaze or not.
depends on how they act when they get big.
my son is nine and a straight kid.he knows i blaze and he dont care.
i ask him every know and then to take a hit just to see what he says.
he always says no that he aint a smoker hes a eater.im getting him ready for the peer pressure.the other ones are too lil to even think about.