MaryjaneMenehune
03-23-2006, 10:27 PM
...... Ok...here is the story. I was seeing this girl for a while and things were fine, we both liked humping etc. we decided to room together for next year. Well, things went sour when I got her pregnant and she needed an abortion. So, she told me that we'd never fuck again (by the time we had fizzled out, she was dating some other guy, no big deal)...Now, this is when all hell breaks loose.... She can truley be viscious to me now as I got her knocked up and she payed the bills for the abortion....i had offered and she refused? But, like i said, were living together come this fall so we have to stay on good terms which leaves me in a pickle. I still support her like i was her bf and take some of her shit occasionaly (also provide a shoulder for her to cry on when she needs), but i am not really getting anything in return...I am a good guy and I dont really expect to be gettign anything, but sometimes I slip up(im only human) and get urges to do nasty things to her.. I mean, i get the short end of the stick most of the time, atleast beforehand,she could make up for it by lending me a "favor" or something.
....... I feel like an asshole expecting that from her, but it is strange teetering on that just friends thing.. especially when i help her get by and she gives me one of those bouncing eyelashes "how can i ever repay you" look. I guess the urges will subside soon enough but here is where it gets kind of interesting...
. the other night, she was over (we still sleep in the same bed every once in a while) and I was just laying there sleeping with my arm around her... But i started to have this really amazing erotic dream. Have you ever grabbed real objects in your dream thinking it was just somethign in the actual dream? Well, thats what i did.... By the time she or i had realized it, my hand was down her pants, and the rubbing that i thought was just occuring in only my dream had actually happened. My pointer finger was just right over her warm (and by this point kind of moist) vaginal area.
...... She said something, i dont remember what, something along the lines of i cant believe you... and i responded with something like i didnt even realize...I quickly jerked my hand back across her shaved pubic area and I rolled over to the other side of the bed completely embarassed and feeling like the ultimate jerk.
.... Like i said, id like to stay on good terms and she hasnt mentioned anything about it. I have told her in the past few days about how more and more frequently, i have a hard time deciphering my realistic dreams from actual occurences.(i dont know if that is a problem, but it sure is creepy when i ask someone about what they said the other day about so and so and they look at me completely dumbfounded...then i realize it must have been from a dream)
.... but i have really no idea what i am supposed to tell her....or if i should just remind her of my vivid dreaming.
what the fuck am i supposed to do?
please...any advice will help me.
sorry about the long post but seeing as how it is about sexual related topics, you probably will be able to get through it.
....... I feel like an asshole expecting that from her, but it is strange teetering on that just friends thing.. especially when i help her get by and she gives me one of those bouncing eyelashes "how can i ever repay you" look. I guess the urges will subside soon enough but here is where it gets kind of interesting...
. the other night, she was over (we still sleep in the same bed every once in a while) and I was just laying there sleeping with my arm around her... But i started to have this really amazing erotic dream. Have you ever grabbed real objects in your dream thinking it was just somethign in the actual dream? Well, thats what i did.... By the time she or i had realized it, my hand was down her pants, and the rubbing that i thought was just occuring in only my dream had actually happened. My pointer finger was just right over her warm (and by this point kind of moist) vaginal area.
...... She said something, i dont remember what, something along the lines of i cant believe you... and i responded with something like i didnt even realize...I quickly jerked my hand back across her shaved pubic area and I rolled over to the other side of the bed completely embarassed and feeling like the ultimate jerk.
.... Like i said, id like to stay on good terms and she hasnt mentioned anything about it. I have told her in the past few days about how more and more frequently, i have a hard time deciphering my realistic dreams from actual occurences.(i dont know if that is a problem, but it sure is creepy when i ask someone about what they said the other day about so and so and they look at me completely dumbfounded...then i realize it must have been from a dream)
.... but i have really no idea what i am supposed to tell her....or if i should just remind her of my vivid dreaming.
what the fuck am i supposed to do?
please...any advice will help me.
sorry about the long post but seeing as how it is about sexual related topics, you probably will be able to get through it.