What do I do???

[sticktoit]

i am in one hell of a hard spot rite now. i will be straight with u all...i have a drug issue, and i am in an intensive therapy...altho the therapy isn't jus for drugs, its fo depression, eating disorder,and SI also! yea i am a lil fuked in the head(oh yea i am a chick also) jus in case u wonderin if i was a guy with an eating disorder...i am ana...aka anorexic...but i am still coo. but anyway with this therapy i cant do drugs. this program i am in is a year committment...so that means no drugs for at least a year, if not longer. what do i do??? i love to smoke weed and i cant seem to be without it! it sucks tho cuz if i dont quit one of two things could happen 1. i get kicked of the program and not get the help i do really need with otha shit, or i quit and turn into a complete bitch cuz i aint got no weed to stay high all the time. 2. i get turned in to the po-po by my therapist, cuz she now knows i do drugs...cuz of drug tests that she can randomly do. so i guess i am prolly gonna quit smoking to stay outta trouble... cant be in trouble anymo! COST OF NOT BUYING WEED VS THE COST OF COURT FEES, TICKETS, AND POSSIBLY JAIL TIME= WORTH NOT DOIN' THA DRUGS!!!

so yea thats where i am wit this all. i am a lil down cuz i cant smoke today anymo....yesterday was and will be the last for me for a while..but not forever!

i get tested tomorrow and i am gonna fail..but i get chances wit her. cuz i am still new to the program! so i guess i will jus be straigth wit her and tell her b4 she gets the results!!!! being honest is the key!

well i am sad :( i wanna smoke!!!!!!!!! :(

[da haze meister]

shiiit... i thought that my situation was a bitch. but this? this is a perfect example of a reason to quit for a while. good luck in life without weed!

[turtle420]

To be honest, I think they've made you believe you've got all those conditions.

Look, grab life by the horns, and make it do whatever the fuck you want it.

You ain't got no head problems... and medications for the head? Get off them NOW. Your brain gets acustomed to it... and that, that will suck.

Again, you can do whatever you want on your own... don't expect the help from others.

Borrowed strength builds weakeness.

Best,

-turtle420 :cool:
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[D.Boone]

smoke a bunch of ganja goto mcdonalad order 2 dblcheese burgers 2 mcchicken 2 dollar frys and a hot fudge sunday

[benagain]

Yes, You definately need to quit right now. It's gonna be tough and I know some people will say pot isn't addictive, but it can be rough as hell quitting some times. Staying sober for a year may be a good idea. Get your head on strait and you'll be fine. Pot should be a luxury, not a crutch.

[Skink]

i am in one hell of a hard spot rite now. i will be straight with u all...i have a drug issue, and i am in an intensive therapy...altho the therapy isn't jus for drugs, its fo depression, eating disorder,and SI also! yea i am a lil fuked in the head(oh yea i am a chick also) jus in case u wonderin if i was a guy with an eating disorder...i am ana...aka anorexic...but i am still coo. but anyway with this therapy i cant do drugs. this program i am in is a year committment...so that means no drugs for at least a year, if not longer. what do i do??? i love to smoke weed and i cant seem to be without it! it sucks tho cuz if i dont quit one of two things could happen 1. i get kicked of the program and not get the help i do really need with otha shit, or i quit and turn into a complete bitch cuz i aint got no weed to stay high all the time. 2. i get turned in to the po-po by my therapist, cuz she now knows i do drugs...cuz of drug tests that she can randomly do. so i guess i am prolly gonna quit smoking to stay outta trouble... cant be in trouble anymo! COST OF NOT BUYING WEED VS THE COST OF COURT FEES, TICKETS, AND POSSIBLY JAIL TIME= WORTH NOT DOIN' THA DRUGS!!!

so yea thats where i am wit this all. i am a lil down cuz i cant smoke today anymo....yesterday was and will be the last for me for a while..but not forever!

i get tested tomorrow and i am gonna fail..but i get chances wit her. cuz i am still new to the program! so i guess i will jus be straigth wit her and tell her b4 she gets the results!!!! being honest is the key!

well i am sad :( i wanna smoke!!!!!!!!! :(I stopped smoking for 15 years... Like anything else in life it gets easier as time goes by... Find a nonsmoker you like and be friends with em... Ask the person who is testing you for help also,don't just say Imma gonna quit i promise...

Good Luck...

[sticktoit]

thnx all....it means a lot... and yea i know its gonna be hard as hell, but shit i got mysekf into this i can get outta it..i hope!:p

[benagain]

Good luck man. I'd say we'll allways be here to help, but hanging out on a message board that's devoted to the acting of taking the marijuana might be counter-productive. Best wishes.

[kyle]

At first its going to seem impossible, but as the days go by it will get easier and easier.

[sticktoit]

Good luck man. I'd say we'll allways be here to help, but hanging out on a message board that's devoted to the acting of taking the marijuana might be counter-productive. Best wishes.

SHIT I AINT GOIN ANYWHERE...I WILL STILL BE AROUND ON THE BOARD...HELL YA I WILL! I NEED SUM KINDA CONNECTION...I DONT NEED TO BE USING TO STICK AROUND...OR DO I??? I DONT THINK I DO...BUT SUM MIGHT THINK SO! BUT I WILL STILL BE AROUND TO TELL ALL OF U HOW I AM STAYIN CLEAN AND CLEAN AS A WHISTLE!!!!!!!! PEACE...SEE YA AROUND... THNX FO BEIN THERE....:thumbsup:

[sticktoit]

At first its going to seem impossible, but as the days go by it will get easier and easier.
I KNOW BUT I WILL OVA COME IT SOONER OR LATER...PROLLY LATER THAN SOONER:p ...BUT IT WILL HAPPEN...PEACE

[benagain]

SHIT I AINT GOIN ANYWHERE...I WILL STILL BE AROUND ON THE BOARD...HELL YA I WILL! I NEED SUM KINDA CONNECTION...I DONT NEED TO BE USING TO STICK AROUND...OR DO I??? I DONT THINK I DO...BUT SUM MIGHT THINK SO! BUT I WILL STILL BE AROUND TO TELL ALL OF U HOW I AM STAYIN CLEAN AND CLEAN AS A WHISTLE!!!!!!!! PEACE...SEE YA AROUND... THNX FO BEIN THERE....:thumbsup:

LMAO Well then in that case, we'll be here to help any way we can :thumbsup:

[smokincajun]

Hey girl - life goes on. you'll get through this and live to smoke another day. whether or not you smoke is up to you, but just keep on livin! It'll get better one day....

[imagoober]

sounds like your only quiting cause the drug test, sounds like a bad reason to me, if your not unhappy with smoking and if its not controlling your life keep on! maybe you should go see a regular doctor first instead of a head doctor! i thought cannabis was supposed to help with an anorexic eating disorders, and depression! if your over 18 and live in a state with medical marijuana maybe you should look into getting a prescription! then they cant tell you not to smoke and youll still ge there help. just a thought, if smoking makes you fell better why take the one thing away that helps, has to be better than there manafactured medicine. well what every you do good luck you would be the one to know whats best for you!

[BabyFacedAbortion]

I'm going to guess you're between 13 and 17; just a vibe. Which means you have very little control over yourself now, because by going into any psychological program, you give yourself up to your doctor and parents. You now have to abide by all the rules they tell you, including smoking pot. You probably know that by now, but you need to seriously think about it..if you don't WANT to quit and you don't WANT to get better, then you won't and you might as well get out of the program now and save some money and time, because you will just get back into it. I'm a recovered bulimic and SIer. Take it from me, I know how you feel.

[acrca]

At first its going to seem impossible, but as the days go by it will get easier and easier.
Thats not how it works with me man, at first it seems impossible, then its like it gets harder and harder as the days go on. one time i quit 4 a month straight. i wanted to burn it sooo bad, so i did, and got royally fucked up.

[benny123]

Why would you quit smoking. Do you think your therapist is going to tell a cop, "This girl smoked marijuana last week, I think you should arrest her." :D
Yeah fucking right!!!
As long as you dont smoke everyday and only on weekends or whenever youll be fine.

[Jennifer K]

sounds like your only quiting cause the drug test, sounds like a bad reason to me, if your not unhappy with smoking and if its not controlling your life keep on! maybe you should go see a regular doctor first instead of a head doctor! i thought cannabis was supposed to help with an anorexic eating disorders, and depression! if your over 18 and live in a state with medical marijuana maybe you should look into getting a prescription! then they cant tell you not to smoke and youll still ge there help. just a thought, if smoking makes you fell better why take the one thing away that helps, has to be better than there manafactured medicine. well what every you do good luck you would be the one to know whats best for you!
Could not have said it better. I too used to suffer from eating disorders and anxiety and nothing they gave me helped much. Do what you feel you need to do. Your in my thoughts. Hope everything comes together for you.:)

[slipknotpsycho]

Yes, You definately need to quit right now. It's gonna be tough and I know some people will say pot isn't addictive, but it can be rough as hell quitting some times. Staying sober for a year may be a good idea. Get your head on strait and you'll be fine. Pot should be a luxury, not a crutch.
no some people (even most) will say it's not physically addictive... but i'll be one of the first to say it can very well be psychologically addictive..

[3rdEyeVision]

ya I think I'm defenitley addicted to weed hahahaha whatever....I dont think the therapist would tell the cops if you did drugs though,dont you have some type of rights being the patient and whatnot.anyways I suggest you find knew friends and find something you like to spend you pot money on, because if you spend all your money on like a guitar or something your gonna get totally stoked on that and it'll make it sooooo much easier to quit

[bonsaiguy]

Stick with the program kiddo. You seem to have a few issues and they are not going to go away by themselves. You therapist has a my way or the highway attitude but right now that's probably what you need. Quitting weed is not like quitting heroin, it's not that tough. With everything you have going on getting high is only going to complicate things. You can do it and it will lead to a better person in the long run if you get a handle on things like depression and eating disorders. Once you have a handle on things, then you can decide if you really want to get back in to smoking weed. Odd are you startred because you were depressed or had a bad family life or tough time at school or whatever, doing drugs to escape your problems never works unless you do enough to kill you.

[beachguy in thongs]

yesterday was and will be the last for me for a while..but not forever!


But not a while, either!!!

A year is next to forever. A month is a while. The only reason I stopped smoking, for a little while, is because I have a lit cigarette.

[sticktoit]

I'm going to guess you're between 13 and 17; just a vibe. Which means you have very little control over yourself now, because by going into any psychological program, you give yourself up to your doctor and parents. You now have to abide by all the rules they tell you, including smoking pot. You probably know that by now, but you need to seriously think about it..if you don't WANT to quit and you don't WANT to get better, then you won't and you might as well get out of the program now and save some money and time, because you will just get back into it. I'm a recovered bulimic and SIer. Take it from me, I know how you feel.
i am actually 20 yrs. old!!!!!!!! i still live at home but my rents dont control my life. i do!!! its jus that i have so much shit goin' down in my life rite now and i usually make "inapproriate" choices and end up wit my foot in my ass. so i am tryin' to do rite this time and get " real" help, from professionals that know how to deal wit the shiznit i am going through rite now. i have a lot of shit on my plate rite now thats gotta be addressed...not just shoved back and forgotten about...if u know what i mean by that! u say ur a recovered bulimic and SIer...well i am tryin' to recover from my ed and i also SI....which is a bitch doin' both ed behaviors and SI behaviors...what a mix, as u should know! they dont combine very well. i am actually lookin' into goin' IP for my eating disorder...yea i really want the help and need it at the same time! only been IP once before for the ed and i fuked that up! so this time...if there will be a this time...i really wanna go into the program and bust ass and come out a semi-different person...cuz i know it can't do it all. so thats where i am with this shiznit!!!! thnx for the comment....it was nice to know that i'm not alone wit the ed...well that sumone else on this board knows about it...thats what i mean by that statement!