Lola
08-20-2004, 02:04 AM
well , i really don't know how mixed up i am feeling right now. But i Just lost my very best friend 3 hrs. ago. Her name was Jenny she was 24 years old. It is so hard for me to express my feelings but i need to vent. if u all have nothing good to say please don't bother reading.
I got a call from my friends mom this afternoon and i knew it was not good at all cus her mama was calling me. she told me that jenny was brought to the emergency room this morning because she was really sick. well i got off the phone and left as soon as i could to go see her. when i got there she looked as sweet as an angel just sleeping from the meds they gave her. so i stayed awhile and i was with her folks and a bunch of my friends. we all waited till she could wake up so we could tell her that we were there for her. when 4:30 rolled around the docs went into check her and her heart just stopped they tried for 20 minutes to bring her back but she was gone already. i was in total shock and i never thought this would happen to her. i was just at the beach with her yesterday and we talked about going on a cruise to jamaica sometime during the winter. and we had promised eachother that we would make it happen.
I ask my self how can she be gone so fast and so easy? i am so struck right now i am more angry than i am sad. This is such bullshit and i have to feel this hurt. All i can say and do is live with her memory and just be proud i knew her. she was always there she gave up everything just to help u out, she was the most outgoing person i had ever met in my life and most beautiful at heart. I will only miss her so very much.
I just want everyone to know that life is too short live it to the fullest and be happy. Be proud of what u have, and cherish every memory!
I will be out for a couple of days to get my head straight. i wish u all happiness and prosperity....
thx for listening...
I got a call from my friends mom this afternoon and i knew it was not good at all cus her mama was calling me. she told me that jenny was brought to the emergency room this morning because she was really sick. well i got off the phone and left as soon as i could to go see her. when i got there she looked as sweet as an angel just sleeping from the meds they gave her. so i stayed awhile and i was with her folks and a bunch of my friends. we all waited till she could wake up so we could tell her that we were there for her. when 4:30 rolled around the docs went into check her and her heart just stopped they tried for 20 minutes to bring her back but she was gone already. i was in total shock and i never thought this would happen to her. i was just at the beach with her yesterday and we talked about going on a cruise to jamaica sometime during the winter. and we had promised eachother that we would make it happen.
I ask my self how can she be gone so fast and so easy? i am so struck right now i am more angry than i am sad. This is such bullshit and i have to feel this hurt. All i can say and do is live with her memory and just be proud i knew her. she was always there she gave up everything just to help u out, she was the most outgoing person i had ever met in my life and most beautiful at heart. I will only miss her so very much.
I just want everyone to know that life is too short live it to the fullest and be happy. Be proud of what u have, and cherish every memory!
I will be out for a couple of days to get my head straight. i wish u all happiness and prosperity....
thx for listening...