hate this

[KeanBean]

so, my friend calls me yesterday n tells me hes havin a kegger, so i go wit another friend. we get there, n everyones drinkin, havin a good time, including myself. so i decide to buy some trees off some kid. so me, a friend, n some older kid, hes like 21, go out n smoke, n im blazed as shit. i come back inside, n its like i cant talk to anyone. i wasnt havin an anxiety attack or nething, i just got that really bad paranoia feeling, n my eyes were the worst out of everyone there. people would jus look at me n look away, like i couldnt even talk to neone, n usually i can talk to everyone. i jus moped around awkwardly all nite, feelin like shit. fuck it, im not blazin anymore when im out wit people. any word of encouragement??

[P.E.N.G.U.I.N.]

PCP! PCP! PCP!

[justinsane]

so, my friend calls me yesterday n tells me hes havin a kegger, so i go wit another friend. we get there, n everyones drinkin, havin a good time, including myself. so i decide to buy some trees off some kid. so me, a friend, n some older kid, hes like 21, go out n smoke, n im blazed as shit. i come back inside, n its like i cant talk to anyone. i wasnt havin an anxiety attack or nething, i just got that really bad paranoia feeling, n my eyes were the worst out of everyone there. people would jus look at me n look away, like i couldnt even talk to neone, n usually i can talk to everyone. i jus moped around awkwardly all nite, feelin like shit. fuck it, im not blazin anymore when im out wit people. any word of encouragement??

i know the feeling. while i was on acid, i realized that i dont want to smoke weed recreationally.

i want to use it to explore, learn, and maybe teach. i like to smoke with people that are into the mind and stuff like that.

[s2headhunter]

yeah ...i like smoking it anytie and everywhere...because im just fine with it anytime..but thats cool that you guy are like that

[daves19]

how long have you been smoking...theres a middle phase to heavy smoker and you seem to be right in it...it's quite tough to deal with people not in the same state of mind than you, and you are more sensible to that while high...
i am off that phase and glad, i can now be at a party with many un-high dudes and keeping a certain integrity...but it's definitely better not to use it as a recreational drug...100% agreeing on that...no drug should be recreational..