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01-21-2006, 09:12 PM
ok well. this is probably going to be a bit of a long read but whatever. so a couple nights ago i decided to try 20x salvia out of a gravity bong to get its full effects.
first im going to describe the layout of the room so you sorta get what im takling about. its a square room where in the upper right corner theres a chair, across from it is a TV, then lower right corner theres a couch, and across from taht is another chair. then to the right of the couch is the door.
so its about 7 oclock, im all ready to go, got a sitter and im ready to do it. so i light the about 1/4g of 20x that was resting on the tinfoil in the gravity bong, i light and let the water start to drizzle out the bottom. at this point im thinking, ok im going to do it, no turning back. so when the entire thing is full, i give my sitter instructions and hand him the lighter.
i rip it hard. suck every bit of smoke out of the large dasani waterbottle. and immedietly i can feel it. oh before i did this i took about 2-3 hits of mid weed. (probably shouldnt have done it because i couldnt tell when the salvia was coming down). so i take the fat rip of salvia and blow it out the door, i turn around and planning to make it to the couch, find myself walking into the middle of the room, where instead of the TV is a big black hole with what appears to be vines over it. and about 3 feet infront of the hole is a stage, a big red stage and i step up onto it. and i feel a sence of power that i cant even describe because standing behind me, is an army of demons where teh couch should be.
i cant even describe it, it was so real, like a dream that i couldnt wake up from. and at thsi point i kinda thought, woa shit, salvia is working, but then i got a bit scared as i realized i couldnt make the dream stop. so i pictured myself in the third person to try to grasp reality one last time. (great tactic if you get a bit scared).
so then i turn back around to face the gaping hole and from deep within something whispers teh words "lady salvia. you have stepped where you do not belong. you arent ready. leave. now."
just after that i take a couple side steps to the chair and fall down in blackness. then all of a sudden trains come in from all angles. i am like in a playpen. with toys, mostly trains. then my memory goes a bit blurry.
then at this point i heard the doorbell ring (oh by the way the whole time i have no fucking idea where my sitter was, cuz when i sat down on the floor i think i scraped and bruised my arm on the chair leg rest). so the bell rings and im like OH FUCK, it was the pizza guy, at this point the sitter comes back and tells me he needs some money, it was then that i realized i was laughing the entire time.
so i take out my wallet and cant figure out what each bill is worth, they were like doing weird shit i dont really remember but all i remember is not being able to do anything so i just gave him my wallet.
now i have sorta a grasp of reality but not really. so i decide to sit down in the chair, and im staring at my lap which is shifting and doing weird shit. then my sitter said something about reading, so i picked up the ps2 case for Bunout 3. this parts insane
on the case, in the middle theres letters. thers white writing and then it says "burnout 3" in red, then more white letters under it. and therse a car, and all around the car is broken glass and shit. thats what its like in real life. so i pick it up and look at it, then, the car makes a noise, and the glass re-explodes right infront of my face. and the white lettesr (which i cant read at all) move. they shift completely. so im like wtf? and i pick up the first line of white letters like a bar. and i hold it up infront of my face adn it explodes like the glass.
here im kinda like woa sweet. then i sorta fall back down on the floor and put my attention back to the gaping hole where the tv should be. and heres where the bad shit happens....
a black figure emerges from the gaping hole. (im laying on the floor) and it comes out, sticks its face in mine, which i dont remember what it looks like. and says "get out. shes coming for you. lady salvia. you have stepped where you DO NOT BELONG!" so i stand up and start to panic a bit, trying to picture myself in third person and escape "lady salvia".
i go over to the couch and sit down, just staring at the black void from which the thing came. and i start to panic. because i dont have any grasp of time, at all. im away from teh hole but every time i try to remember what happened, i get afraid that im going to go back, and that shes going to kill me. my face starts to burn up, and i sweat like mad. i grab my face and start telling myself i shouldnt have done it, and i want it to go away.
and at this point i get scared because i think its only been 10 seconds since i hit it. im like omg, i have another 4 minutes and 50 seconds of this. (because i remember people saying salvia trips are five minutes, bull fucking shit. never believe that). then my sitter comes back and sits down next to me, asking me what i saw. im still tripping, and i tell him not to worry about me. i just keep saying im ok dont worry, she didnt get me. im ok, just dont call the cops. and i couldnt hear what he said but something told me to eat.
so i stumble into teh kitchen and try to get some pizza, i take a bite but theres a wall where my throat is, so i cant swallow it and i spit it out. i go back and sit down on the couch where he has rugrats on. its the episode where tommys little brother makes up an imaginary friend named Izzy. and every1 likes izzy but no one can see him, except me. izzy was a green alien that i could actually see on the screen, and everything that happened to izzy happened to me. like when chuckie ran over him, i felt hard pressure on my chest.
i start trying to come down, seeing myself in third person, and finally the hallucinating stops. and i just feel really really really high. and i start to tell my trip to my sitter, who didnt believe me, which was incredibly frustrating. i understand it sounds insane but every bit is true.
the worst part, was while i was on the ground with the trains, i had no grasp of reality and i kept thinking that what if my sitter got scared for me, or what if he tried to tell me something, i couldnt do anything. and since we werent sure if it would work, i couldnt tell him "dude it worked, im tripping, its ok dont be scared for me just let it finish". and that scared me the most.
throughout the trip i remembered memories that i had long forgotten. memories of me playing with toys when i was like 5 years old.
in conclusion, i think that no one should mess with salvia unless they know what they are doing. i researched it for weeks, and thought i knew what i was doing. i had no idea. the trips i was reading have an entirely new meaning. like when people say "its so real, its a dream u cant wake up from and u dont know your dreaming" now i understand.
another scary thing was i asked my sitter how long i was triping, he told me 25 to 30 minutes. i started to panic again because to me it was about 30 seconds, i had no idea what was going on in the real world. i was completely detached. the rest of the night i was shaken up, i was afraid i was going to go back to where i was. and i will never see taht room the same again.
i highly reccomend using an experienced sitter who will know exactly whats going to happen to you so that you wont worry, a clock that you can loook at, and try not to walk around. also never ever under estimate, and dont start with 20x.
the after effects are i have no desire to smoke weed. its incredibly weird. now i just dont want to do it. i thought taht once i did it i would be back to normal so i took a few hits last night and i was just pissed that i did it, and regretted it immedietly so i just went to sleep.
sorry for the long post, i hope atleast someone willl read it and give me some feedback. thanks guys.
first im going to describe the layout of the room so you sorta get what im takling about. its a square room where in the upper right corner theres a chair, across from it is a TV, then lower right corner theres a couch, and across from taht is another chair. then to the right of the couch is the door.
so its about 7 oclock, im all ready to go, got a sitter and im ready to do it. so i light the about 1/4g of 20x that was resting on the tinfoil in the gravity bong, i light and let the water start to drizzle out the bottom. at this point im thinking, ok im going to do it, no turning back. so when the entire thing is full, i give my sitter instructions and hand him the lighter.
i rip it hard. suck every bit of smoke out of the large dasani waterbottle. and immedietly i can feel it. oh before i did this i took about 2-3 hits of mid weed. (probably shouldnt have done it because i couldnt tell when the salvia was coming down). so i take the fat rip of salvia and blow it out the door, i turn around and planning to make it to the couch, find myself walking into the middle of the room, where instead of the TV is a big black hole with what appears to be vines over it. and about 3 feet infront of the hole is a stage, a big red stage and i step up onto it. and i feel a sence of power that i cant even describe because standing behind me, is an army of demons where teh couch should be.
i cant even describe it, it was so real, like a dream that i couldnt wake up from. and at thsi point i kinda thought, woa shit, salvia is working, but then i got a bit scared as i realized i couldnt make the dream stop. so i pictured myself in the third person to try to grasp reality one last time. (great tactic if you get a bit scared).
so then i turn back around to face the gaping hole and from deep within something whispers teh words "lady salvia. you have stepped where you do not belong. you arent ready. leave. now."
just after that i take a couple side steps to the chair and fall down in blackness. then all of a sudden trains come in from all angles. i am like in a playpen. with toys, mostly trains. then my memory goes a bit blurry.
then at this point i heard the doorbell ring (oh by the way the whole time i have no fucking idea where my sitter was, cuz when i sat down on the floor i think i scraped and bruised my arm on the chair leg rest). so the bell rings and im like OH FUCK, it was the pizza guy, at this point the sitter comes back and tells me he needs some money, it was then that i realized i was laughing the entire time.
so i take out my wallet and cant figure out what each bill is worth, they were like doing weird shit i dont really remember but all i remember is not being able to do anything so i just gave him my wallet.
now i have sorta a grasp of reality but not really. so i decide to sit down in the chair, and im staring at my lap which is shifting and doing weird shit. then my sitter said something about reading, so i picked up the ps2 case for Bunout 3. this parts insane
on the case, in the middle theres letters. thers white writing and then it says "burnout 3" in red, then more white letters under it. and therse a car, and all around the car is broken glass and shit. thats what its like in real life. so i pick it up and look at it, then, the car makes a noise, and the glass re-explodes right infront of my face. and the white lettesr (which i cant read at all) move. they shift completely. so im like wtf? and i pick up the first line of white letters like a bar. and i hold it up infront of my face adn it explodes like the glass.
here im kinda like woa sweet. then i sorta fall back down on the floor and put my attention back to the gaping hole where the tv should be. and heres where the bad shit happens....
a black figure emerges from the gaping hole. (im laying on the floor) and it comes out, sticks its face in mine, which i dont remember what it looks like. and says "get out. shes coming for you. lady salvia. you have stepped where you DO NOT BELONG!" so i stand up and start to panic a bit, trying to picture myself in third person and escape "lady salvia".
i go over to the couch and sit down, just staring at the black void from which the thing came. and i start to panic. because i dont have any grasp of time, at all. im away from teh hole but every time i try to remember what happened, i get afraid that im going to go back, and that shes going to kill me. my face starts to burn up, and i sweat like mad. i grab my face and start telling myself i shouldnt have done it, and i want it to go away.
and at this point i get scared because i think its only been 10 seconds since i hit it. im like omg, i have another 4 minutes and 50 seconds of this. (because i remember people saying salvia trips are five minutes, bull fucking shit. never believe that). then my sitter comes back and sits down next to me, asking me what i saw. im still tripping, and i tell him not to worry about me. i just keep saying im ok dont worry, she didnt get me. im ok, just dont call the cops. and i couldnt hear what he said but something told me to eat.
so i stumble into teh kitchen and try to get some pizza, i take a bite but theres a wall where my throat is, so i cant swallow it and i spit it out. i go back and sit down on the couch where he has rugrats on. its the episode where tommys little brother makes up an imaginary friend named Izzy. and every1 likes izzy but no one can see him, except me. izzy was a green alien that i could actually see on the screen, and everything that happened to izzy happened to me. like when chuckie ran over him, i felt hard pressure on my chest.
i start trying to come down, seeing myself in third person, and finally the hallucinating stops. and i just feel really really really high. and i start to tell my trip to my sitter, who didnt believe me, which was incredibly frustrating. i understand it sounds insane but every bit is true.
the worst part, was while i was on the ground with the trains, i had no grasp of reality and i kept thinking that what if my sitter got scared for me, or what if he tried to tell me something, i couldnt do anything. and since we werent sure if it would work, i couldnt tell him "dude it worked, im tripping, its ok dont be scared for me just let it finish". and that scared me the most.
throughout the trip i remembered memories that i had long forgotten. memories of me playing with toys when i was like 5 years old.
in conclusion, i think that no one should mess with salvia unless they know what they are doing. i researched it for weeks, and thought i knew what i was doing. i had no idea. the trips i was reading have an entirely new meaning. like when people say "its so real, its a dream u cant wake up from and u dont know your dreaming" now i understand.
another scary thing was i asked my sitter how long i was triping, he told me 25 to 30 minutes. i started to panic again because to me it was about 30 seconds, i had no idea what was going on in the real world. i was completely detached. the rest of the night i was shaken up, i was afraid i was going to go back to where i was. and i will never see taht room the same again.
i highly reccomend using an experienced sitter who will know exactly whats going to happen to you so that you wont worry, a clock that you can loook at, and try not to walk around. also never ever under estimate, and dont start with 20x.
the after effects are i have no desire to smoke weed. its incredibly weird. now i just dont want to do it. i thought taht once i did it i would be back to normal so i took a few hits last night and i was just pissed that i did it, and regretted it immedietly so i just went to sleep.
sorry for the long post, i hope atleast someone willl read it and give me some feedback. thanks guys.