Please Read My Story [Trichome Creator To You]

[Trichome Creator]

Hello once again to each and every single one of you. I had posted a thread earlier today about my immature behavior in the Cannabis Lounge. I had also mentioned briefly a few things that have been going on in my life for the past couple months and told you all that I was leaving this forum for good. A couple hours after that post I came back just to see what kind of derogatory remarks people made about me or I assumed they would. When I found the thread I began to read through the various postings by members to find to my surprise that people were actually concerned about me and were asking me to come back. I certainly did not expect people who don't even know me to have genuine concern for me. I must tell you all something that most of you probably already know. This forum you all share is a very special place in which I have never imagined to exist on the internet. When your here you can actually see the closeness people share with one another. This place is one of a kind and can never be replaced or duplicated because of good and warm hearted people like you. Every single one of you make it feel like a second home to me when I am alone or have nobody to talk to. In the past couple of days I have defiled this wonderful place with my immature remarks and the disgusting image that I posted. I have apologized once before but I feel that it needs to be said again. I am regretful of making a mockery out of this website. I actually offended and angered real people. It is not always easy to remember that there are real people on the other side of our computer screens with real emotions such as yours or mine. I am so terribly sorry to each and everyone of you for my immature behavior and I truly mean that from the bottom of my heart. I would like to ask for a few more moments of your time because the truth is I desperately need somebody to talk to right now more than anything in this entire world. I would like to share some of the recent moments of my life with you all if you will take the time to listen. I just recently moved away from the Washington, DC area to a new state just over two months ago in order to fulfill my family's life long dream to live in the southeast close to the beach and to also give my beautiful wife the opportunity to go to a particular college she has always wanted to attend. I have been married to this woman for five years and we have four beautiful children together three of which are a result of our marriage together. When I first met her she was in a relationship with her now ex-husband who was constantly physically and mentally abusive to her and kept her from having any contact with other people or having any friends for over seven years. She had grown tired of his ways and wanted to leave him for several months before we ever met each other however she had a little girl with him and continued to tolerate his abusiveness for her sake and for lack of anywhere else to go. I was driving a taxi at the time and got a call to pick up a young woman at a residence. When I arrived I saw this beautiful woman with vibrant green eyes and a gentle voice. We fell in love with each other at first sight. I helped her and the little girl to get away from this cold evil pitiful excuse for a man. He did not give up easily and I had to physically attack him on several occasions in order for him to stop stalking us. He treated them like nothing more than a possession and acted like I was nothing more than a thief. I am happy to say that now the little girl I spoke of is my stepdaughter. I now wish to bring you back to just over two months ago when we moved to our current home in our new state. We had already secured a rental home via phone and internet from the Washington, DC area before we moved to the southeast and all we had left to do was pay the deposit and first month's rent when we arrived. When my family and I finally arrived at our new house after our nine hour drive we discovered to our horror we were standing in the middle of a very rundown and violent neighborhood. I got out of the moving truck with my wife still inside and looked around in disbelief and at that moment I heard a gunshot in the not too far distance followed by a hysterical woman's screaming. I instantly got on my cellular phone and called my mother who happens to live with us and was fifteen minutes behind me in our van on the road with my four children inside. I remember my exact words to her they were "I don't care where you go just don't come to the place we are supposed to be living. I want you to go to a restaurant any restaurant I don't care and feed the kids and call me back when you get there!" She responded with "Why what's wrong?" and I replied "We'll talk later just do it!" I got back into the moving truck and just stared at my wife. We knew at that moment there was no way we were going to raise our children in that neighborhood even if we had no other options and it meant homelessness. We spent that night in a cheap motel room putting the kids to bed and staying up all night trying to figure out what to do. We would take what money we had left we had saved and try to find another rental house. Three more days went by of seven people living in a cheap motel until by the grace of god we found a rental home on such short notice. After our second day of moving into our new place I was fortunate enough to find a new good paying job. Everything seemed to be coming together just as we hoped it finally would. Seven days after living in our new home things took a turn for the worst. My wife, mother, five month old daughter, two year old son, four year old son, ten year old stepdaughter and myself were driving to the store to buy some things for the house when In a blinding instant out of nowhere a red pickup truck smashed into the front of our van at over forty miles an hour. In a mere second everything started to shake violently as the sounds of screeching metal filled the air. Then there was total silence for a few seconds as white smoke filled the cabin of our vehicle. That perfect silence was then broken by the screams of my wife, mother and children. Those horrible sounds that you never want to hear again quickly brought me back to reality. I looked around frantically to see if everyone was alive and not seriously injured then unstrapped the kids car seats as fast as humanly possible. It then dawned on me we were still in the middle of the road so I began to scream at the top of my lungs for my wife and mother to get the hell out and take some of the children with them. I watched my family stagger to the roadside and fall on the grass. Then my wife got back up checked our kids with me. She then fell back into shock and started wandering around in circles while my mother was just staring blankly at our now demolished vehicle with tears starting to come out of her eyes. I have never felt so helpless in my entire life until that moment. I didn't even notice that my own left shoulder was gashed open, nose was bleeding and glass frames were broken until the police officer brought it to my attention. We all rode in two separate ambulances to the local hospital for medical treatment. Thankfully everyone recovered fully except myself. I underwent two CT Scans and was diagnosed with several ruptured blood vessels in my cerebellum and something else in the same area of my brain they call an anomaly or artifact. I am scheduled for a MRI and an EGG for later this month. I used to be a laid back and easy going person but now at certain times I act like a monster. This aggressiveness and combativeness just comes out of nowhere. I sometimes find myself trying to do a task and just drift off into space for a few moment staring at nothing in particular. I really wish I knew what was wrong with me but no one seems to have an answer to give. My wife got sick of my shit and took the kids and left this morning because of my recent disposition but thank god she returned this evening. I don't know what I would do if she ever left me or If I ever lost my four babies. If all of this wasn't enough the accident report blamed the accident completely on the other driver and it is well documented on the police report however his insurance company State Farm has denied all responsibility of the claim and will not replace our vehicle or pay us anything at all in damages and injuries. So I hired one of those "We don't collect until you win lawyers" but they say we can't even begin to settle the claim for at least four months. My doctor's won't let me go back to work due to the closed head trauma I endured and my rent is two months late. Not a damn penny with christmas right around the corner and not a single present for any of my kids. We are lucky to be eating thanks to my wife going down to social services on a city bus. Ain't life just fucking grand? I'd kill for just one joint to take these god awful headaches away and so I could get off these damn percocet prescriptions they keep feeding me except I don't know a soul here who smokes or sells. So in closing I'm sorry for all the trouble I've caused and I'd like to come back to my home away from home if you all can put up with me.

Thank you all for listening to what I had to say. It means the world to me.

Peace To You All.

[Roadking]

That's a lot of words. Cool, though.

I just took two hits from a Maui (sp?) joint someone gave me. Two hits...that's all.

Two hits.

Everything is cool, yo.

[Bman719]

I'm really quite speechless... I can't say I know what to say. The one thing that does stick out in my mind, was the fact that you were man enough to admit your mistakes and that you were wrong... not an easy task for anyone to do, even on the internet. I'm sure we've all said one thing or another that offended someone at one point in time... intentional or not... but it's the people that can actually admit that they were wrong that seem to gain at least a partial amount of the respect that they may have lost, back. With all your family issues, medical issues, and even mental issues... I wish I would be able to say "I know where you're coming from"... but I don't know if I could comprehend and actually deal with what happened to you, should it ever occur to myself. Hell, I consider it shitty that I lost my job (owner shut the store down without notice) and then getting rear-ended in a car accident, and being piss broke to top it all off. But my situation wasn't anything close to what you have gone through. When dealing with stress... we say a lot of shit we don't mean, myself included... but hell, no one's perfect. I can't say I really ever read posts as long as the one you wrote... but I did take the time to read every word you wrote in the post... for the sole fact... that it was serious, down to earth... and something I felt that needed to be read. I doubt many of us have gone through the ordeal that you have... let alone how fast and quickly all your problems had arose. I am happy to hear that no one was killed in the car accident, and I truly do hope that you recover back to 100% and hope that things start to go right in your life once more. I hope everything works out for you, and on top of that... hope you continue to post on the forums... because there aren't very many people that speak from the heart on the forums.... whatever the outcome... I wish you the very best.

[king kong bong]

my bro was in a car accident and the case had been going on for 4 years. a few days ago he went to trial for his settlement and they fuckin jerked him and his 2 friends. they gave his friend 115,000(he's had numerous surgeries due to the accident), my bro 55,000(had surgery on his knee) and his other friend 10,000(75% of his back is herniated discs). thats before they take out the fees and whatnot. the fucked up thing was the defense was questioning their character by calling them criminals. my bro was never convicted of a felony, dunno bout the 2 other guys, but what the fuck does that have to do with anything? on top of that the judge was an asshole. SO FUCK THE LAW AND COURT SYSTEM.

[OzzyOz]

i'm sorry to hear that man, i hope things get better.

[maskedpantsman]

My attention span commited suicide as soon as the page loaded.

[lardman]

Trichome, man, that was one long story. But very very interesting, and sad. I am very sorry for everything that has happened to you. Know that i have been getting older into my teenage years(15) i have started to realize life is pretty fucked up at times, usually depressing with stupid hardships like those fuckers @ State Farm. If there is anything i could do i would love to help. I could send you some bud (free) im in the Holiday spirit of giving, and maybe a few presents for your kids, i dont know. I hope the very best to you in so many ways. I would really really love to help you out, it would bring me joy. :):):) IF you would like to contact me, email me @ [email protected] and if !!!!OH FUCK I JUST SAT ON MY BALLS!!!! OWWEEE OWWW OWWWW UUGGGHH!!! ok, sorry bought that............:pimp: lmao, or you can contact me here, or if u have any messengers:
MSN: my email Yahoo!: smokeyb111 aim: lardmanarchy

Hope things get better for you, :):) :DHappy Holidays:D


:DPEACE:D

[lardman]

My attention span commited suicide as soon as the page loaded.
LMFAO :dance: :dance: :D :D :thumbsup: :thumbsup: That was fucking great man :D LMFAO


:pimp:

[Trichome Creator]

Thanks to all of you who could endure the long story. I appreciate it.

[lardman]

You are very welcome, but we should be thanking you for letting us hear your story. :) So would like anything? Id love to help...you might not want me to or something becuz of my age (15) but that doesnt affect how i treat people. :):) :thumbsup:

[FunkyMonkey]

Thank you all for listening to what I had to say. It means the world to me.

Peace To You All.


Wow man. I sicerely feel for you. Here I sit with tears forming in my eyes wishing I could help you. I see you now in a completely different light. I had no ill feelings before but now I feel a kind of kinship with you if that makes any sense. You have endured some really horrible things recently.
I cannot imagine having to do this with your kids.You have shown some great strengths by getting this far.
You are in quite a position but there is a way out. I believe that everthing happens for a reason, and you will have what is needed provided to you. Some things have fallen into place for you when everything seemed lost and hopeless. Please dont let these new things cloud your vision. Things will fall into place again with a little faith, hard work and perserverance. And , in the mean time maybe we can all help to make things a little more comfortable for you and your family.
I have an idea. Those of us who have paypal accounts all have a few bucks sitting in there doing nothing. Singularly its petty change and not worth shit. But, combined it may be enough to help you some. I cannot personally afford to send you any financial help ( outside of my paypal spare change) but I wonder if there are some who can.
I suggest that those of us with a few measly bucks sitting in the bottom of our accounts send it to a paypal account in your name. Combined in your account, oour spare change might amount to something that can help you get some presesnts for your children, or whatever else you see as a priority. It is worth a shot. ( and of course someone can get some buds your way )
So, let me know what you think of the idea and we will take it from there.

Peace.

[lardman]

Yah thats a good idea funkymonkey, i should be putting in some cash into my account soon. :D:D:D I could help out.....And possibly.............if jack (erceg) is kind enough, which he is. He might be willing to send you some of his FINE ASS buds. HE has a SHITLOAD so i dont think it will be a loss, he said he likes seeing people smile. I can talk to him for yah or maybe u can. :thumbsup: Good Luck





Lardman

:DPEACE:D

[Ae...]

Glad to see you've decided on staying. Not too sure on what to say. I am sorry to hear all the shit you have been going through lately, it always seems to happen to the good guys trying to get by.

Just my opinion, it sounds like it can only get better from here on. Just take it one day at a time, man.

[gaheadga]

FUCK OFF BITCH GO DIE AND EAT SHIT

[beachguy in thongs]

" I had also mentioned briefly a few things that have been going on in my life for the past couple months"

Escaped my mind.

" I have defiled this wonderful place with my immature remarks"

I must have been immature, also. I was entertained.

"the disgusting image that I posted"

I have this cool button on my mouse that allows me to scroll just by moving the mouse. And it scrolls AMAZINGLY fast!

[FunkyMonkey]

FUCK OFF BITCH GO DIE AND EAT SHIT

Thanks for letting us all have some serious insight into your character ( or lack of ) so early in your membership. You dont belong here with that attitude. Change it or go away please.

[beachguy in thongs]

"I am regretful of making a mockery out of this website."

Well, your attempt was meager, because I hardly noticed it.

" I am so terribly sorry to each and everyone of you for my immature behavior and I truly mean that from the bottom of my heart. "

Hey, c'mon, now, the use of commas would be nice.

"I just recently moved away from the Washington, DC area to a new state just over two months ago in order to fulfill my family's life long dream to live in the southeast close to the beach and to also give my beautiful wife the opportunity to go to a particular college she has always wanted to attend. I have been married to this woman for five years and we have four beautiful children together three of which are a result of our marriage together. When I first met her she was in a relationship with her now ex-husband who was constantly physically and mentally abusive to her and kept her from having any contact with other people or having any friends for over seven years. She had grown tired of his ways and wanted to leave him for several months before we ever met each other however she had a little girl with him and continued to tolerate his abusiveness for her sake and for lack of anywhere else to go. I was driving a taxi at the time and got a call to pick up a young woman at a residence. When I arrived I saw this beautiful woman with vibrant green eyes and a gentle voice. We fell in love with each other at first sight. I helped her and the little girl to get away from this cold evil pitiful excuse for a man. He did not give up easily and I had to physically attack him on several occasions in order for him to stop stalking us. He treated them like nothing more than a possession and acted like I was nothing more than a thief. I am happy to say that now the little girl I spoke of is my stepdaughter. I now wish to bring you back to just over two months ago when we moved to our current home in our new state. We had already secured a rental home via phone and internet from the Washington, DC area before we moved to the southeast and all we had left to do was pay the deposit and first month's rent when we arrived. When my family and I finally arrived at our new house after our nine hour drive we discovered to our horror we were standing in the middle of a very rundown and violent neighborhood. I got out of the moving truck with my wife still inside and looked around in disbelief and at that moment I heard a gunshot in the not too far distance followed by a hysterical woman's screaming. I instantly got on my cellular phone and called my mother who happens to live with us and was fifteen minutes behind me in our van on the road with my four children inside. I remember my exact words to her they were "I don't care where you go just don't come to the place we are supposed to be living. I want you to go to a restaurant any restaurant I don't care and feed the kids and call me back when you get there!" She responded with "Why what's wrong?" and I replied "We'll talk later just do it!" I got back into the moving truck and just stared at my wife. We knew at that moment there was no way we were going to raise our children in that neighborhood even if we had no other options and it meant homelessness. We spent that night in a cheap motel room putting the kids to bed and staying up all night trying to figure out what to do. We would take what money we had left we had saved and try to find another rental house. Three more days went by of seven people living in a cheap motel until by the grace of god we found a rental home on such short notice. After our second day of moving into our new place I was fortunate enough to find a new good paying job. Everything seemed to be coming together just as we hoped it finally would. Seven days after living in our new home things took a turn for the worst. My wife, mother, five month old daughter, two year old son, four year old son, ten year old stepdaughter and myself were driving to the store to buy some things for the house when In a blinding instant out of nowhere a red pickup truck smashed into the front of our van at over forty miles an hour. In a mere second everything started to shake violently as the sounds of screeching metal filled the air. Then there was total silence for a few seconds as white smoke filled the cabin of our vehicle. That perfect silence was then broken by the screams of my wife, mother and children. Those horrible sounds that you never want to hear again quickly brought me back to reality. I looked around frantically to see if everyone was alive and not seriously injured then unstrapped the kids car seats as fast as humanly possible. It then dawned on me we were still in the middle of the road so I began to scream at the top of my lungs for my wife and mother to get the hell out and take some of the children with them. I watched my family stagger to the roadside and fall on the grass. Then my wife got back up checked our kids with me. She then fell back into shock and started wandering around in circles while my mother was just staring blankly at our now demolished vehicle with tears starting to come out of her eyes. I have never felt so helpless in my entire life until that moment. I didn't even notice that my own left shoulder was gashed open, nose was bleeding and glass frames were broken until the police officer brought it to my attention. We all rode in two separate ambulances to the local hospital for medical treatment. Thankfully everyone recovered fully except myself. I underwent two CT Scans and was diagnosed with several ruptured blood vessels in my cerebellum and something else in the same area of my brain they call an anomaly or artifact. I am scheduled for a MRI and an EGG for later this month. I used to be a laid back and easy going person but now at certain times I act like a monster. This aggressiveness and combativeness just comes out of nowhere. I sometimes find myself trying to do a task and just drift off into space for a few moment staring at nothing in particular. I really wish I knew what was wrong with me but no one seems to have an answer to give. My wife got sick of my shit and took the kids and left this morning because of my recent disposition but thank god she returned this evening. I don't know what I would do if she ever left me or If I ever lost my four babies. If all of this wasn't enough the accident report blamed the accident completely on the other driver and it is well documented on the police report however his insurance company State Farm has denied all responsibility of the claim and will not replace our vehicle or pay us anything at all in damages and injuries. So I hired one of those "We don't collect until you win lawyers" but they say we can't even begin to settle the claim for at least four months. My doctor's won't let me go back to work due to the closed head trauma I endured and my rent is two months late. Not a damn penny with christmas right around the corner and not a single present for any of my kids. We are lucky to be eating thanks to my wife going down to social services on a city bus. Ain't life just fucking grand? I'd kill for just one joint to take these god awful headaches away and so I could get off these damn percocet prescriptions they keep feeding me except I don't know a soul here who smokes or sells. So in closing I'm sorry for all the trouble I've caused and I'd like to come back to my home away from home if you all can put up with me."


This is all moot. What did you say your name was again?

[FunkyMonkey]

His name doesnt matter. He is a man in need of some understanding and a little light to brighten up christmas for his kids. With our sheer numbers we can do this for him cant we.
I know we can. And I know many of you will agree when you read this.

[FunkyMonkey]

BUMP

[Trichome Creator]

Yeah I had plenty of time to write that for the 16 hours during which I was alone wondering if my wife and kids were going to come back home to me. Actually writing that helped me see everything in a different perspective. It made me stop taking everything for granted and made me realize how lucky we are to be alive. My major obstacles now are paying bills, christmas, job, vehicle and certainly better pain managment. Let me tell you taking percocets in the long run turns you into a wreck. I'm sure I'm not addicted because I love cannabis more than any other pain medication but maybe I am addicted because the moment I stop taking them my pain comes back really hard. So I'm sort of stuck taking them.

[Trichome Creator]

Also thank you Funky Monkey for the kind words. Don't cry for me. I've been doing enough crying for the both of us lately. God what am I supposed to tell my children when there's nothing under the tree on christmas day? That bothers me more than anything else ever could. I think about it so much it won't even let me sleep.

[beachguy in thongs]

Trichome, from what I know about Prescription Drugs and marijuana, a few hits and you're gonna bug out, run over to your neighbors, and strip naked on the couch. Well, I ran over to my neighbors, stood up on the couch, felt really hot, and took off my jacket. Then I went looking for his dog, found him, startled him, and he, or she, ran away.

[Trichome Creator]

Trichome, from what I know about Prescription Drugs and marijuana, a few hits and you're gonna bug out, run over to your neighbors, and strip naked on the couch. Well, I ran over to my neighbors, stood up on the couch, felt really hot, and took off my jacket. Then I went looking for his dog, found him, startled him, and he, or she, ran away.

Well if I had marijuana I would'nt need to be taking the prescriptions.

[beachguy in thongs]

I kind of had to accept medicine for a lawsuit. When both drugs (Baclofen and Topamax) were in my system for months and I'd smoke pot, I thought I found the secret to Life. I vibrated so fast and came to the conclusion that, if I vibrated fast enough, I'd disappear. Then I figured that's how the Mayans did it. The found the equivalent of all three of these drugs in nature and that's how they disappeared with no remains.

[Trichome Creator]

I kind of had to accept medicine for a lawsuit. When both drugs (Baclofen and Topamax) were in my system for months and I'd smoke pot, I thought I found the secret to Life. I vibrated so fast and came to the conclusion that, if I vibrated fast enough, I'd disappear. Then I figured that's how the Mayans did it. The found the equivalent of all three of these drugs in nature and that's how they disappeared with no remains.

That's pretty strange.

[beachguy in thongs]

Yeah, I had another experience similar to an acid trip I once had. Baclofen is a muscle relaxer, Topamax is an anticonvulsant.

[FunkyMonkey]

Im going to start another thread to bring this to the attention of those who might not read this one.
Peace

[Trichome Creator]

Yeah, I had another experience similar to an acid trip I once had. Baclofen is a muscle relaxer, Topamax is an anticonvulsant.

Yeah I used to be a pharmacy technician among other things.

[bonsaiguy]

The real tricky part it to figure out how to find that frequency without the drugs. This must have come up on this board before but if you want to start a thread Beachguy, here's a suggestion, anyone read and actually comprehend Castenada?

Trichome, my heart goes out to you and your family. May all of the good karma on this board be sent your way. The catholics are wrong on this one...suffering sucks. Keep the faith dude.

[beachguy in thongs]

I knew this guy who lost his pharmaceutical license because he was stealing painkillers, but he was a deadhead, clean-cut, tennis-playing, drummer that I got along well with. He gave me a newspaper for deadheads who want to spend life "spiritually" sober, or natually high, or something.

[FunkyMonkey]

The real tricky part it to figure out how to find that frequency without the drugs. This must have come up on this board before but if you want to start a thread Beachguy, here's a suggestion, anyone read and actually comprehend Castenada?

Trichome, my heart goes out to you and your family. May all of the good karma on this board be sent your way. The catholics are wrong on this one...suffering sucks. Keep the faith dude.


Yes my friend, Carlos Castenada amoung others teach of this.
Also I recommend a book called Adventures Beyond the Body by William Buhlman.
I can also spout off some about this.

sage_wisdom(at)hushmail(dot)com

peace.

[likemclever]

I'm very sorry for your tough time. You should be able to go to your local salvation army to meet some of your needs. And they can point you in the right driection to meet your other needs (besides the weed.)

Their are tons of charities that will help families in need especialy around Christmas time...toy for tots is one that comes to mind.

Good luck.

[Trichome Creator]

I'm very sorry for your tough time. You should be able to go to your local salvation army to meet some of your needs. And they can point you in the right driection to meet your other needs (besides the weed.)

Their are tons of charities that will help families in need especialy around Christmas time...toy for tots is one that comes to mind.

Good luck.

Normally I have a difficult time asking for help except for now when my children are involved. My wife went to the salvation army friday but she said she did'nt expect much help from them. I did'nt go into detail with her alot on that subject so I'll have to ask her to elaborate. She also has e-mailed every church in my area as of three weeks ago but no responses yet. As you can see I hate asking for help so she has been doing most of the asking for us. If your a man and feel "pride" I'm sure you can relate with me on this.

[FunkyMonkey]

I can very much relate with the pride issue. It is a big thing to overcome in some of us. But, when you do you see it was just an illusion to begin with.
I struggle with it in times of need. One thing I learned is that sometimes pride is what helped create the situation of need to begin with.
I know that is definately not the case for you right now though. Just a personal observation.

[Trichome Creator]

I failed to mention I am sort of grateful in an odd way that three of my children are too young to know what going on. My 6 month old daughter, 2 year old son and 4 year old son. My four year old is autistic so he does'nt exactly understand whats goin on right now. But my 10 year old girl although she suffers from ADHD knows exactly whats goin on but silly enough still belives in santa claus. So she thinks if we can't buy her anything at least santa will bring her presents. Not to compile the situation but I forgot to tell you all that my refrigirator stopped working two days before thanksgiving and we lost all the food we had in it. We ended up having hamburgers and fries instead. I'm really not trying to fuck up two holidays.

[Ms420]

Trichome~Man I really hate to hear that U and yours are going through such a hard time. Especially this time of year. Im sure that you have talked to your doctor about your mood swings, right? Im not a psychologist in any way but I am taking a psychology class at the college I go to and we talked about situations like yours and there are things they can do to help you with your mood swings. I personally have had bad dealings with psychologist and all (the bastards tried to put me in a light therapy box and force feed me Lithium {Im BiPolar})but I think maybe it wouldn't hurt for you to talk to someone.
I agree with likemclever about the charity thing too. The pride thing is a bitch, but the look on your kids face when they open christmas presents makes it so worth it.
I really do hope things start too look up for u guys. I know whats its like to be at rock bottom with little mouths to feed and care for (I have 2 myself). Im glad youve decided to stick around. You seem like a pretty cool guy. I also hope that you get some bud soon cause we all know that will take off some of the EDGE! Good Luck Dude!!

[FunkyMonkey]

Ok CHECK IT OUT BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE:
http://boards.cannabis.com/showthread.php?t=42221

[Trichome Creator]

I thought I would post some pictures of my children, wife and myself. Sorry the quality is not better but my scanner is on the fritz.

[tokosan]

god, im not going to read that solid block of text without gouging my eyes out

[vipper of vip]

go for it

[beachguy in thongs]

Maybe if that Castenada guy had a cure for his cancer, he'd still be alive.

[chix4bud]

im glad u came back man was gettin kinda worried, thats awesome that your wife came back,thats a beautiful family u got . igot 3 kids myself .and u know presents aint what christmas is all about, after that horrible accident its amiracle that u guys are all still here (THank God ) and thats what matters bein with your family.. yeah things suck and you need money and things, but ya still got each other THAT is what its all about.... and i too have been ina n abusive marriage with a possesive jealous psycho asshole and i finally found a real man, so i can totally relate with your wife.. .. email me if u wanna talk [email protected] . iwish the best for your family . keep us up to date :)

[Trichome Creator]

Thank you all again for your continued concerns. It's good to know that people care.

[SativaTrip]

you and hopefully a doctor already said so well you are prob. suffering from the head trauma in the car which i guess you know is prob. causing the rages or any irrational emotional behavior....even though I know there is alot of stresss......
alot of guys are coming back from Iraq with their heads all shakin up due to surving bombing and such and their heads are shaken so bad though that it cause emotional functional problem etc......there is better info if you google the shit...I'm sure you can find infoo....GOOD LUCK MAN

[SativaTrip]

PS really you might be suffering more from your head being severly rattled it's a very serious brain condition that can really makes you insane while still being you.

[turtle420]

What up Trich?
I read this thread because of the link you gave mobay. I just don't wonder off the Cultivation forums.

1st off --- I don't know about the threads/picture that might have pissed people off. But remember, there are like 20 million bigger assholes out there... you're a good guy. Fuck it.
2nd --- About the lawyers and 4months... dude, go get new ones. If they don't get paid until you get paid... shit... get 10 of those mother fuckers. The 1st one to crack it, well, then he gets paid. I'm telling you, I've got experience with lawyers (plenty of lawyer friends/clients/business partners), and I tell you from experience: lawyers are Satan.

You have to grab those mother fuckers by the balls and tell them to 'get a move on'. If not, they'll drag their feet endlessly. And those 4 months are what the lawyers told you. When 4 months come around, the judge will tell you another 30 days for this or that reason... Get more lawyers dude.

3. After the storm, it's always calm. <--- . the best is yet to come.

Trichome, do you read? I mean, I know you read, but do you like reading? I'm into it, and I've got a couple of digital books I think you'll like. If you're interested, please hit me up over @ ineedit06 over in hushmail.com

Like Bman said; it takes a real man to admit to his errors... and even more to say you're sorry. So there, you said it. Now you can beat the shit out of thong guy.

Steadfast, you'll be on your way.

Let us know dude, it's a nice circle of friends we've got here.

BTW: You're not getting more replies because this is over in the Lounge forum.... If you had posted in Cultivation, you know everybody would be posting. Zandor, RastaMan, Mobay, Mand, Bill Hicks, latewood, etc. etc.

Best wishes,

-turtle420 :cool:

[beachguy in thongs]

It's been 5 days...

I wonder what Trichome's new user name is??? J/k

[Trichome Creator]

It's been 5 days...

I wonder what Trichome's new user name is??? J/k

ummm...ok.

[Trichome Creator]

It's been 5 days...

I wonder what Trichome's new user name is??? J/k

Oh I know what it is!!! Crabs In Beachguy's Thongs.:D No not the water type. I'm talking the ones Ajax won't even take off. :dance:

[Trichome Creator]

What up Trich?
I read this thread because of the link you gave mobay. I just don't wonder off the Cultivation forums.

1st off --- I don't know about the threads/picture that might have pissed people off. But remember, there are like 20 million bigger assholes out there... you're a good guy. Fuck it.
2nd --- About the lawyers and 4months... dude, go get new ones. If they don't get paid until you get paid... shit... get 10 of those mother fuckers. The 1st one to crack it, well, then he gets paid. I'm telling you, I've got experience with lawyers (plenty of lawyer friends/clients/business partners), and I tell you from experience: lawyers are Satan.

You have to grab those mother fuckers by the balls and tell them to 'get a move on'. If not, they'll drag their feet endlessly. And those 4 months are what the lawyers told you. When 4 months come around, the judge will tell you another 30 days for this or that reason... Get more lawyers dude.

3. After the storm, it's always calm. <--- . the best is yet to come.

Trichome, do you read? I mean, I know you read, but do you like reading? I'm into it, and I've got a couple of digital books I think you'll like. If you're interested, please hit me up over @ ineedit06 over in hushmail.com

Like Bman said; it takes a real man to admit to his errors... and even more to say you're sorry. So there, you said it. Now you can beat the shit out of thong guy.

Steadfast, you'll be on your way.

Let us know dude, it's a nice circle of friends we've got here.

BTW: You're not getting more replies because this is over in the Lounge forum.... If you had posted in Cultivation, you know everybody would be posting. Zandor, RastaMan, Mobay, Mand, Bill Hicks, latewood, etc. etc.

Best wishes,

-turtle420 :cool:

Zandor does not like it when his sub forum has anything non-growing related on it. :upsidedow

[turtle420]

Zandor does not like it when his sub forum has anything non-growing related on it. :upsidedow

I was going to prove you wrong by giving you a link to a "Bullshit!" thread... I think it was in the Indoor forum.

But... I did a search, and I don't find it. :confused:

[Trichome Creator]

I was going to prove you wrong by giving you a link to a "Bullshit!" thread... I think it was in the Indoor forum.

But... I did a search, and I don't find it. :confused:

Deleted? Probaly.

[Trichome Creator]

Hello again everyone. I wanted to ask you all a question. Starting tonight I have been having some very sharp pains in the back of my head sort of like a twisting knife feeling. Does anyone know what this could be? I'm a litle woorried about it but I'm sick of going to the doctor.

[sirsmoky]

wow man i am at a compleatly lose for words. i really hope things work out for you. and i hope you will fell better soon. and all is forgivin on your last posts.

[Bonez87x]

Im sorry to hear of your recent status on family matters, injuries, and lawyers. I hope that the other party's insurance co. gives in soon. Also see if in any way that if they have another form of insurance that might be possible to tap.

ask your doctor if its ok to thin out your blood with a little amount of aspirin daily. it does help most of the time.

I suffered a cervical sprain, and a 'minor head trauma' from a paintball incident. Some one jumped on me over an inflatable bunker... its kinda stupid, i know... but it did suck. So I can kinda understand your injury.

Have you tried to take a small hand towel and put it in a bowel with water, refridge it, or use some ice in the water; make it nice and cool, and gently place it on your head, and lay down for a short while? Helps that throbbing "Elch" water logged brain feel subside.

I hope things get MUCH better soon. Really... Really... Really soon. Like tomorrow morning you win the lotto kinda soon or something.

[Shelbay]

Trichome..I just read your words about how your life is....it reminded me of how good I DO have it even going without my buds sometimes. I hope you read this reply and contact me because I can help you with a decent work car & money..I am very blessed in that regard....not rich at all but very blessed. I didn't give any money to the Hurricane victims because I just didn't think the most needy would receive any of it sooo...you could help me atone for that if I was wrong....man that is just bad!! You know I could really cry right now thinking about your kids not having anything for Christmas so please contact me..or if you would or if it is possible have your wife to do it since I am a woman and would not want to cause you ANY problems in that area..this is a sincere offer so please recognize. God always puts others in our paths when we need him the most..he does for me and he will for you:) You just need a few helping hands & just remember..when you do get on those feet good again and YOUR blessed...give back..always:) Your strong..just hold your head up & keep going..it WILL get better. Hope to hear from you soon.

[Zero Revolt]

Trichome..I just read your words about how your life is....it reminded me of how good I DO have it even going without my buds sometimes. I hope you read this reply and contact me because I can help you with a decent work car & money..I am very blessed in that regard....not rich at all but very blessed. I didn't give any money to the Hurricane victims because I just didn't think the most needy would receive any of it sooo...you could help me atone for that if I was wrong....man that is just bad!! You know I could really cry right now thinking about your kids not having anything for Christmas so please contact me..or if you would or if it is possible have your wife to do it since I am a woman and would not want to cause you ANY problems in that area..this is a sincere offer so please recognize. God always puts others in our paths when we need him the most..he does for me and he will for you:) You just need a few helping hands & just remember..when you do get on those feet good again and YOUR blessed...give back..always:) Your strong..just hold your head up & keep going..it WILL get better. Hope to hear from you soon.

You should read these threads of people taking a dump on the dude.
http://boards.cannabis.com/showthread.php?t=42114

http://boards.cannabis.com/showthread.php?t=42221

[Zero Revolt]

Trichome if you need to talk to somebody heres my addy. [email protected]

Shelbay give dude your addy. Hows he supposed to talk to you. Looks like hempy ran him off.

[hempy]

Trichome..I just read your words about how your life is....it reminded me of how good I DO have it even going without my buds sometimes. I hope you read this reply and contact me because I can help you with a decent work car & money..I am very blessed in that regard....not rich at all but very blessed. I didn't give any money to the Hurricane victims because I just didn't think the most needy would receive any of it sooo...you could help me atone for that if I was wrong....man that is just bad!! You know I could really cry right now thinking about your kids not having anything for Christmas so please contact me..or if you would or if it is possible have your wife to do it since I am a woman and would not want to cause you ANY problems in that area..this is a sincere offer so please recognize. God always puts others in our paths when we need him the most..he does for me and he will for you:) You just need a few helping hands & just remember..when you do get on those feet good again and YOUR blessed...give back..always:) Your strong..just hold your head up & keep going..it WILL get better. Hope to hear from you soon.

JackPot!!!
Congrads again TM

[Zero Revolt]

JackPot!!!
Congrads again TM

Hempy. Go smoke my SKIN BONG!!!

[Zero Revolt]

JackPot!!!
Congrads again TM

Where did he get all those papers on his accident from hempy? When you figure that one out let me know. Or can you not explain that one.

Everybody wait for his anwser. I'm sure it'll be something else he pulled out of his ass.

[hempy]

Where did he get all those papers on his accident from hempy? When you figure that one out let me know. Or can you not explain that one.

Everybody wait for his anwser. I'm sure it'll be something else he pulled out of his ass.
Maybe from your garbage can... Who knows...
If so fucked up how come he's not in a ICU?
Why no calls for local support?
Capitalize on someones plan to send a few bucks via internet... Yeah thats it!!!
Anyone actually get a snail mail addy to send those toys too?
Man of the house with no bank account... Sorry... Just recalled that and had to laugh.

[ADaisyChain]

But obviously the paranoid old fuck who can't mind his own fucking business won't stop with his babbling. Christ. If I get scammed, it's MY PROBLEM, IT'S THE PROBLEM OF THOSE WHO SEND HIM MONEY, NOT YOURS HEMPY.

You aren't the fucking police, or a consumer advocate. You are a tool of your seclusion.

This quote keepy applying.

Hempy, stop. All you're doing now is repeating yourself, causing others to have to repeat themselves. It's getting very old, this whole ordeal of talking in circles.

You've clearly said all you have to say on this subject, I draw that conclusion because you keep repeating yourself. So here's what you should do:

Stop Talking in TC Threads.

Just a thought though.


But obviously the paranoid old fuck who can't mind his own fucking business won't stop with his babbling. Christ. If I get scammed, it's MY PROBLEM, IT'S THE PROBLEM OF THOSE WHO SEND HIM MONEY, NOT YOURS HEMPY.

You aren't the fucking police, or a consumer advocate. You are a tool of your seclusion.

[Zero Revolt]

Maybe from your garbage can... Who knows...
If so fucked up how come he's not in a ICU?
Why no calls for local support?
Capitalize on someones plan to send a few bucks via internet... Yeah thats it!!!
Anyone actually get a snail mail addy to send those toys too?
Man of the house with no bank account... Sorry... Just recalled that and had to laugh.

For the 1,000th time the dude did say he sought local help. What the fuck are you gaining out of this? You know what...nevermind I'm tired of hearing the same shit over and over again. If you could read maybe you would find the anwsers you seek. Apparently Hukked un phoniks dudnt werk fer yoo!

[ADaisyChain]

ZR, when people stop talking to him, I have a feeling he'll stop talking and move on to post in threads will people will actually listen to him.

He's a lonely old man who feeds on internet attention. :(

So lets stop giving him any. At least in the TC threads.

[Zero Revolt]

ZR, when people stop talking to him, I have a feeling he'll stop talking and move on to post in threads will people will actually listen to him.

He's a lonely old man who feeds on internet attention. :(

So lets stop giving him any. At least in the TC threads.

This is a valid point made.