mrdevious
11-06-2005, 07:55 PM
I just feel like venting here, and anybody else can feel free to vent about their parents as well.
well, for almost 4 years now I've been in a good deal of pain, and in the past 4 or 5 months it's been the worst. I have a lower back injury from judo, an upper back injury a year later when I tried to get into Aikido, then a really back neck injury from some asshole chiropractor who adjusted it and put me in a neck brace for a month. so hence, I'm in a crap load of pain. I get painfull needles going down my arm, sciatica down my leg, and just overall pain through my whole neck and back. I can't even go out shopping for more than 20 minutes without being in pain, and ususally an hour is the most I can take before it get unbearable. sometimes though, I just can't go out at all.
so last summer I had to quit my job at 7-11 because I just couldn't physically do it anymore. I was taking so many painkillers I could barely think strait (and at the time I got too mentally impaired smoking weed, so I couldn't use that at work). after 2 weeks the pain was just unbearable and I had to quit. and this is why my parents, my mom in particular, are really pissing me off about this. even though she can see how much chronic pain I'm in she's all "oh you just need to tough it out, you can work, just take some painkillers" all the time. today I was applying for my student loan and mentioned something about getting the disability assistance since I can't work and she says "no, you're not disabled, you can work fine". so I finally just got really pissed of and yelled "how the fuck do you know! you don't fucking live in my body, you don't know how much pain I'm in! fuck right off, you don't know shit!" and stormed off. I've really had enough of hearing this shit, so fuck her. It pisses me right off that she won't take it seriously and thinks I'm just not putting in a effort. :mad:
well, for almost 4 years now I've been in a good deal of pain, and in the past 4 or 5 months it's been the worst. I have a lower back injury from judo, an upper back injury a year later when I tried to get into Aikido, then a really back neck injury from some asshole chiropractor who adjusted it and put me in a neck brace for a month. so hence, I'm in a crap load of pain. I get painfull needles going down my arm, sciatica down my leg, and just overall pain through my whole neck and back. I can't even go out shopping for more than 20 minutes without being in pain, and ususally an hour is the most I can take before it get unbearable. sometimes though, I just can't go out at all.
so last summer I had to quit my job at 7-11 because I just couldn't physically do it anymore. I was taking so many painkillers I could barely think strait (and at the time I got too mentally impaired smoking weed, so I couldn't use that at work). after 2 weeks the pain was just unbearable and I had to quit. and this is why my parents, my mom in particular, are really pissing me off about this. even though she can see how much chronic pain I'm in she's all "oh you just need to tough it out, you can work, just take some painkillers" all the time. today I was applying for my student loan and mentioned something about getting the disability assistance since I can't work and she says "no, you're not disabled, you can work fine". so I finally just got really pissed of and yelled "how the fuck do you know! you don't fucking live in my body, you don't know how much pain I'm in! fuck right off, you don't know shit!" and stormed off. I've really had enough of hearing this shit, so fuck her. It pisses me right off that she won't take it seriously and thinks I'm just not putting in a effort. :mad: