Leftover Crack
07-07-2004, 05:44 AM
Alright. I'm 18, i started smoking in 7th grade. By freshman year (14) i was smokin regularly, and by junior year, everyday. I'm not "addicted" if that's at all possible, i just always loved the feeling.
But lately, I'm starting to lose the joy i used to get from smoking. I've been puttin off smoking the last of my weed for god knows why. It's strange. I don't feel like getting high, taking the risk of getting caught, wasting my money, any of that. it just seems like a big waste of time and money now, and ive never felt this before. I always imagined myself going on to college and smoking forever, becuase i loved it so much. but now, i dont know where i stand. I just sort of stopped cold turkey for no reason. weed has got me in so much trouble, and it could have been prevented, why do i want to waste all my money on this? I don't get why I'm feeling this way. Up until this week I worshipped mary jane, and now, I feel like quitting.
Has anyone had feelings like this? recommend what to do? Should i give it time or what?
But lately, I'm starting to lose the joy i used to get from smoking. I've been puttin off smoking the last of my weed for god knows why. It's strange. I don't feel like getting high, taking the risk of getting caught, wasting my money, any of that. it just seems like a big waste of time and money now, and ive never felt this before. I always imagined myself going on to college and smoking forever, becuase i loved it so much. but now, i dont know where i stand. I just sort of stopped cold turkey for no reason. weed has got me in so much trouble, and it could have been prevented, why do i want to waste all my money on this? I don't get why I'm feeling this way. Up until this week I worshipped mary jane, and now, I feel like quitting.
Has anyone had feelings like this? recommend what to do? Should i give it time or what?