View Full Version : Well... I'm going crazy.
mrdevious
10-27-2005, 05:06 PM
I just wanted to post this, maybe get some insight from you guys, 'cause this is starting to worry the hell out of me.
Now I know when you're asleep and dreaming your grip on reality can be somewhat scewed, but to what degree? The reason I'm asking is this:
Ever since I was a kid, I would have these night terrors where I'd be screaming bloody murder in my sleep so loud that I often had my parents running downstairs thinking something happened. one night (when I was 18, I'm 20 now) I actually dreamt I was fighting someone and was yelling really loud and kicked my steryo system right off my wall, destroying it. my mom rushed downstairs and said she thought I was fighting someone that broke into the house.
now, it gets worse. In the past few months I've been actually waking up at 4:00 in the morning (or so) and mixing up dreams with reality. probably about 4 nights a week I've been waking up thinking somebody's in my room, sometimes even seeing them because my brain mixes up what I'm dreaming and what I'm seeing. so of course, I'd yell like hell and scramble to get my lights on, to find nobody.
Then, in the past couple weeks when I wake up in the middle of the night, even though the lights are off, I've been thinking one of 2 things. either I see a GIANT spider on in my room (I'm terrified of spiders,), like ones big enough to eat a rat, or a person in my room. as usual, turn on the light, all's well. But, in the past couple weeks I've also been thinking I'm in a totally different and unfamiliar room, though it's the same room every time.
Last night, however, really topped my list and made me worry. at about 5:00 this morning I woke up sure that somebody was in my room. So I turned on my light, but that didn't get rid of them! I never actually saw the person, but mixing up dreams with reality, I didn't have to, I just percieved him as being right there in front of me even though I didn't see a thing. I knew this guy was a threat, so I jumped on him, wrapped my quilt around him, and spent about 5 minutes beating the living shit out of the intruder wrapped in my blanket, and that's all I remember. when I woke up the next morning I was sleeping under a different blanket and there was a pillow beside my bed wrapped up in my quilt, obviously the "intruder". so unless a pillow broke into my house to kill me, this is kinda worrysome.
what do you think?
tokosan
10-27-2005, 05:11 PM
I interpret this as your subconscious desire to let out the demon within. You want to beat the shit out of some guy.
Cure: go beat the shit out of some guy.
whaaat the fuck mate
that sounds pretty grim, if its only started a few months ago are u sure its nothing to do with smoking, weed does fuck with dreams in weird ways for me, especially if u cut back smoking or something, u start getting wild dreams aswell.
but anyway i dont get anything like that good luck with it
3 Sheets To The Wind
10-27-2005, 05:15 PM
I just wanted to post this, maybe get some insight from you guys, 'cause this is starting to worry the hell out of me.
Now I know when you're asleep and dreaming your grip on reality can be somewhat scewed, but to what degree? The reason I'm asking is this:
Ever since I was a kid, I would have these night terrors where I'd be screaming bloody murder in my sleep so loud that I often had my parents running downstairs thinking something happened. one night (when I was 18, I'm 20 now) I actually dreamt I was fighting someone and was yelling really loud and kicked my steryo system right off my wall, destroying it. my mom rushed downstairs and said she thought I was fighting someone that broke into the house.
now, it gets worse. In the past few months I've been actually waking up at 4:00 in the morning (or so) and mixing up dreams with reality. probably about 4 nights a week I've been waking up thinking somebody's in my room, sometimes even seeing them because my brain mixes up what I'm dreaming and what I'm seeing. so of course, I'd yell like hell and scramble to get my lights on, to find nobody.
Then, in the past couple weeks when I wake up in the middle of the night, even though the lights are off, I've been thinking one of 2 things. either I see a GIANT spider on in my room (I'm terrified of spiders,), like ones big enough to eat a rat, or a person in my room. as usual, turn on the light, all's well. But, in the past couple weeks I've also been thinking I'm in a totally different and unfamiliar room, though it's the same room every time.
Last night, however, really topped my list and made me worry. at about 5:00 this morning I woke up sure that somebody was in my room. So I turned on my light, but that didn't get rid of them! I never actually saw the person, but mixing up dreams with reality, I didn't have to, I just percieved him as being right there in front of me even though I didn't see a thing. I knew this guy was a threat, so I jumped on him, wrapped my quilt around him, and spent about 5 minutes beating the living shit out of the intruder wrapped in my blanket, and that's all I remember. when I woke up the next morning I was sleeping under a different blanket and there was a pillow beside my bed wrapped up in my quilt, obviously the "intruder". so unless a pillow broke into my house to kill me, this is kinda worrysome.
what do you think?
Know any psychiatrists?
That's really weird that, that you beat the shit out of a wrapped up pillow in your sleep, sleep fighting maybe?
There doesn't seem to be anything you can do.. it sounds really weird and would freak me the fuck out to the point of getting rid of all guns and knives in the house in case like i woke up when my mum came in and i did her some damage lol
mrdevious
10-27-2005, 05:23 PM
whaaat the fuck mate
that sounds pretty grim, if its only started a few months ago are u sure its nothing to do with smoking, weed does fuck with dreams in weird ways for me, especially if u cut back smoking or something, u start getting wild dreams aswell.
but anyway i dont get anything like that good luck with it
actually xnoa, that was the first night I hadn't smoked in 3 weeks, so thanks for pointing that out.
Tokoson, I don't think you're correct though, because I've been thinking there's an intruder in my room in the middle of the night for quite a while now, and this is the first time I actually took action, because it's the first time I actually thought I had to fight for my life. I did just watch the movie "saw" last night though, and.... wait *SPOILER WARNING*
and remember the end part where he beats the living shit out of the badguy with a big chunk of concrete, so I guess that could have influenced it. btw, that was a pretty awsome movie in my opinion, and this coming from a guy who thinks 99% of horror movies suck :D
3 Sheets To The Wind
10-27-2005, 05:26 PM
actually xnoa, that was the first night I hadn't smoked in 3 weeks, so thanks for pointing that out.
Tokoson, I don't think you're correct though, because I've been thinking there's an intruder in my room in the middle of the night for quite a while now, and this is the first time I actually took action, because it's the first time I actually thought I had to fight for my life. I did just watch the movie "saw" last night though, and.... wait *SPOILER WARNING*
It was the lid off the cistern on the toilet.. but i get where you're coming from..
Good luck with the sleeping from now on;)
and remember the end part where he beats the living shit out of the badguy with a big chunk of concrete, so I guess that could have influenced it. btw, that was a pretty awsome movie in my opinion, and this coming from a guy who thinks 99% of horror movies suck :D
He hit him with the lid off the cistern of the toilet:D
But yeah i get where you're coming from:D
Maui Wowie
10-27-2005, 06:04 PM
Well, for one, I had these dreams that this killer was after me and I was hiding behind a door, but the door wasn't really filled, it was like 3/4 of a door so it never would close, so I'd try to barracade, and that's where the dreams end.
Now that I've moved houses, I have an open kitchen door that can be 3/4 blocked by my stairwell door, and it looks exactly like the one in my dream.
Now I get creeped out everytime I come near the kitchen at night, cause my dad leaves the porch door open all night for my cats...
3 Sheets To The Wind
10-27-2005, 06:06 PM
Well, for one, I had these dreams that this killer was after me and I was hiding behind a door, but the door wasn't really filled, it was like 3/4 of a door so it never would close, so I'd try to barracade, and that's where the dreams end.
Now that I've moved houses, I have an open kitchen door that can be 3/4 blocked by my stairwell door, and it looks exactly like the one in my dream.
Now I get creeped out everytime I come near the kitchen at night, cause my dad leaves the porch door open all night for my cats...
Damn that's weird, i'd rip the door off it's hinges! lol
Still dreamin' about it?
maui, that's a major safety hazard, man. to prevent this situation from ever happening, close that door! forget the cats, they want to be outside, then they can stay out there.
that's strange, mr. devious. perhaps you never woke up? but how would you explain the violated pillow? if your having some kind of paranoia of intruders, then i suggest you take the necessary precautions to prevent this from being actual reality. i'll look for you in my dreams tonight.
3 Sheets To The Wind
10-27-2005, 06:17 PM
maui, that's a major safety hazard, man. to prevent this situation from ever happening, close that door! forget the cats, they want to be outside, then they can stay out there.
that's strange, mr. devious. perhaps you never woke up? but how would you explain the violated pillow? if your having some kind of paranoia of intruders, then i suggest you take the necessary precautions to prevent this from being actual reality. i'll look for you in my dreams tonight.
I dream about you every single night;)
lol
ha-ha! nice to know, 3 sheets. i read about finding people in your (lucid) dreams. it's cool how you can find that person and tell them their dreaming, and you allow them to have a lucid dream, too. next time you see me, wake me up, but not my body.
mrdevious
10-27-2005, 06:25 PM
maui, that's a major safety hazard, man. to prevent this situation from ever happening, close that door! forget the cats, they want to be outside, then they can stay out there.
that's strange, mr. devious. perhaps you never woke up? but how would you explain the violated pillow? if your having some kind of paranoia of intruders, then i suggest you take the necessary precautions to prevent this from being actual reality. i'll look for you in my dreams tonight.
gee thanks, I feel much better knowing you'll be looking for me at night ;) . lol
I don't see how intruders would be a big issue, after all there's only 2 possible entry ways into my room, my door or my window. my window has these metal shudders that are pretty much intruder proof (the manufacturer guarantees they'll replace all stolen items if somebody manages to break through them), and I keep my door closed and locked at night.
I think it's is possible i never woke up though. I mean I thought I was in some foreign room, and I know people can sleep walk with their eyes open, still seeing and interacting with their environment. though I guess when it comes to sleep fighting, I'm the master :smokin: ;)
mrdevious
10-27-2005, 06:27 PM
ha-ha! nice to know, 3 sheets. i read about finding people in your (lucid) dreams.
oh shit, I'm just watching the news and somebody across town was wrapped up in a blanket and beaten to death in their bed last night!! :eek:
3 Sheets To The Wind
10-27-2005, 06:28 PM
gee thanks, I feel much better knowing you'll be looking for me at night ;) . lol
I don't see how intruders would be a big issue, after all there's only 2 possible entry ways into my room, my door or my window. my window has these metal shudders that are pretty much intruder proof (the manufacturer guarantees they'll replace all stolen items if somebody manages to break through them), and I keep my door closed and locked at night.
I think it's is possible i never woke up though. I mean I thought I was in some foreign room, and I know people can sleep walk with their eyes open, still seeing and interacting with their environment. though I guess when it comes to sleep fighting, I'm the master :smokin: ;)
You sure do kick the pillow's ass.. give it a kick for me tonight man;)
Ganj, yeh i find that interesting, folks sleepwalking and shit.. and when people sleep with their eyes open, i'm like "are they asleep, are they awake?" *smack* "WTF?" "Oh, he's awake;)"
Maui Wowie
10-27-2005, 06:28 PM
maui, that's a major safety hazard, man. to prevent this situation from ever happening, close that door! forget the cats, they want to be outside, then they can stay out there.
that's strange, mr. devious. perhaps you never woke up? but how would you explain the violated pillow? if your having some kind of paranoia of intruders, then i suggest you take the necessary precautions to prevent this from being actual reality. i'll look for you in my dreams tonight. I always have my trusty katana by my bed. :dance:
Here, I'll post a pic of it in just a sec (the door).
3 Sheets To The Wind
10-27-2005, 06:34 PM
oh shit, I'm just watching the news and somebody across town was wrapped up in a blanket and beaten to death in their bed last night!! :eek:
You beat my brother up last night? YOU MONSTER!
Maui Wowie
10-27-2005, 06:40 PM
Oh noez!!
3 Sheets To The Wind
10-27-2005, 06:42 PM
Oh noez!!
Get out of the house, quickly
He'll be through that door in a flash!
Maui Wowie
10-27-2005, 06:43 PM
Teh com-poo-teir.
Maui Wowie
10-27-2005, 06:43 PM
Get out of the house, quickly
He'll be through that door in a flash!
He ate my Friskies.
3 Sheets To The Wind
10-27-2005, 06:48 PM
He ate my Friskies.
Aww shit!
And this is good, a cyber tour of Maui's house:D Yay!
Maui Wowie
10-27-2005, 06:53 PM
*Toke*
3 Sheets To The Wind
10-27-2005, 06:54 PM
*Toke*
Go Shorty.. toke toke toke toke!
mrdevious
10-27-2005, 06:55 PM
You beat my brother up last night? YOU MONSTER!
Hey now, he psychicly entered my room! don't worry, I'll go down to the pound and get you a new one ;)
tokosan
10-27-2005, 06:55 PM
*Toke*
dude that thing is runnin like crazy!
3 Sheets To The Wind
10-27-2005, 06:56 PM
Hey now, he psychicly entered my room! don't worry, I'll go down to the pound and get you a new one ;)
Cheers man, make it a good breed/make! haha!
Maui Wowie
10-27-2005, 06:58 PM
24th J since Monday. :stoned:
Wish I had some blunt papers.
3 Sheets To The Wind
10-27-2005, 07:00 PM
24th J since Monday. :stoned:
Wish I had some blunt papers.
Cool man, I'm going to Chronville to see you tomorrow, hope you have enough weed;)
Euphoric
10-27-2005, 07:03 PM
Oh noez!!
:dance: TRUE ART!!
mr. devious, my cure for unstoppable nightmares of doom isnt as toughguy as tokosans cure. perhaps tokosan understood the true treatment, subconciously. once his subconcious mind understood it though, he could not bring himself to say it. it was far too snuggly. therefore he said the opposite thing. :stoned:
the cure is a nice cuddly girlfriend to sleep with next to. :)
sure, laugh now..but when youre married, sleeping next to your cuddlez, sleeping like a narcotic baby every night..you will know i was right all along. :cool:
Maui Wowie
10-27-2005, 07:05 PM
Cool man, I'm going to Chronville to see you tomorrow, hope you have enough weed;) Bring some monay!
And your deagle, we need to get rid of Mr. FriskiesEater.
3 Sheets To The Wind
10-27-2005, 07:10 PM
Bring some monay!
And your deagle, we need to get rid of Mr. FriskiesEater.
OK :) It's a date;)
:thumbsup: ..Josh:D
Oh btw, i have like £150 (putting some in bank soon though) at present so we can have a looooot of weed:D
Maui Wowie
10-27-2005, 07:14 PM
Lawl that's like $213 here, you could get a couple ounces.
Mmm hope my friend gets me those 2 ounces on the weekend.
3 Sheets To The Wind
10-27-2005, 07:16 PM
Lawl that's like $213 here, you could get a couple ounces.
Mmm hope my friend gets me those 2 ounces on the weekend.
I hope he gets you a pound mate.. and not a sterling pound.. but a lb. lol:D:D
Or i'll send you one.. if you pay :thumbsup:
Maui Wowie
10-27-2005, 07:19 PM
I'm not paying for it, he's gonna let me store it and smoke as much as I want, cause he can't keep it in his house.
3 Sheets To The Wind
10-27-2005, 07:23 PM
I'm not paying for it, he's gonna let me store it and smoke as much as I want, cause he can't keep it in his house.
Oh yeh i remember you saying, and also that's damn cool.. smoke it all if he didn't give a limit and sat "you should have told me a limit on how much to smoke!" or something to that effect lol:D
Maui Wowie
10-27-2005, 07:36 PM
I thought** he said he was going to get 2 pounds before, but i'm like WOHHHH...
So it isn't, now i'm bummed, 2 ounces is preaty nice though too. :rasta:
mrdevious
10-27-2005, 08:14 PM
:dance: TRUE ART!!
mr. devious, my cure for unstoppable nightmares of doom isnt as toughguy as tokosans cure. perhaps tokosan understood the true treatment, subconciously. once his subconcious mind understood it though, he could not bring himself to say it. it was far too snuggly. therefore he said the opposite thing. :stoned:
the cure is a nice cuddly girlfriend to sleep with next to. :)
sure, laugh now..but when youre married, sleeping next to your cuddlez, sleeping like a narcotic baby every night..you will know i was right all along. :cool:
nah, I'm doomed to eternal aloneness :(
3 Sheets To The Wind
10-27-2005, 08:18 PM
I thought** he said he was going to get 2 pounds before, but i'm like WOHHHH...
So it isn't, now i'm bummed, 2 ounces is preaty nice though too. :rasta:
I'd be happy with 2 grams:D
oh shit, I'm just watching the news and somebody across town was wrapped up in a blanket and beaten to death in their bed last night!! :eek:
holy crap! that's craziness! what is reality? *bows to the sleep fighting master*
maui, if someone busts in your room, i hope you'll pull an obi-wan on the intruder. lol
anakin is a dumbass...
3 Sheets To The Wind
10-27-2005, 10:14 PM
holy crap! that's craziness! what is reality? *bows to the sleep fighting master*
maui, if someone busts in your room, i hope you'll pull an obi-wan on the intruder. lol
anakin is a dumbass...
I hope he doesn't, he did my brother in last night.. just make sure none of my family go to your house tonight!
I think you should go see a doctor and not worry about what a bunch of of people with no intelligence on this subject have to say.Go see a doctor.
hardon
10-27-2005, 10:38 PM
I just wanted to post this, maybe get some insight from you guys, 'cause this is starting to worry the hell out of me.
Now I know when you're asleep and dreaming your grip on reality can be somewhat scewed, but to what degree? The reason I'm asking is this:
Ever since I was a kid, I would have these night terrors where I'd be screaming bloody murder in my sleep so loud that I often had my parents running downstairs thinking something happened. one night (when I was 18, I'm 20 now) I actually dreamt I was fighting someone and was yelling really loud and kicked my steryo system right off my wall, destroying it. my mom rushed downstairs and said she thought I was fighting someone that broke into the house.
now, it gets worse. In the past few months I've been actually waking up at 4:00 in the morning (or so) and mixing up dreams with reality. probably about 4 nights a week I've been waking up thinking somebody's in my room, sometimes even seeing them because my brain mixes up what I'm dreaming and what I'm seeing. so of course, I'd yell like hell and scramble to get my lights on, to find nobody.
Then, in the past couple weeks when I wake up in the middle of the night, even though the lights are off, I've been thinking one of 2 things. either I see a GIANT spider on in my room (I'm terrified of spiders,), like ones big enough to eat a rat, or a person in my room. as usual, turn on the light, all's well. But, in the past couple weeks I've also been thinking I'm in a totally different and unfamiliar room, though it's the same room every time.
Last night, however, really topped my list and made me worry. at about 5:00 this morning I woke up sure that somebody was in my room. So I turned on my light, but that didn't get rid of them! I never actually saw the person, but mixing up dreams with reality, I didn't have to, I just percieved him as being right there in front of me even though I didn't see a thing. I knew this guy was a threat, so I jumped on him, wrapped my quilt around him, and spent about 5 minutes beating the living shit out of the intruder wrapped in my blanket, and that's all I remember. when I woke up the next morning I was sleeping under a different blanket and there was a pillow beside my bed wrapped up in my quilt, obviously the "intruder". so unless a pillow broke into my house to kill me, this is kinda worrysome.
what do you think?
i kinda have had that hapopen, though not as bad. for instance sometimes my little rat terrier comes in and jumps on me when im asleep and sleeps on my stomach, and one night he did that, well i was having a dream that i was gonna get in a fight with my little bro, cuz he was pissing me off bad, and i got so pissed i woke up and the first thing i realized was that my hand was in a fist and i was fucking hitting my dog, who was yelpin and shit.
:( i wonder how many times i hit the poor bastard??? good thing rat-tards can take all kinds of abuse and still be ok.
3 Sheets To The Wind
10-27-2005, 10:42 PM
i kinda have had that hapopen, though not as bad. for instance sometimes my little rat terrier comes in and jumps on me when im asleep and sleeps on my stomach, and one night he did that, well i was having a dream that i was gonna get in a fight with my little bro, cuz he was pissing me off bad, and i got so pissed i woke up and the first thing i realized was that my hand was in a fist and i was fucking hitting my dog, who was yelpin and shit.
:( i wonder how many times i hit the poor bastard??? good thing rat-tards can take all kinds of abuse and still be ok.
Damn, that's harsh but funny!
Hope (s)he was ok!
420ultimatesmokage
10-27-2005, 10:51 PM
they are not dreams they occurs during NREM when you body isn't paralyzed thats why you move around and stuff but i don't know what would be the cause of such a constant occurrence. maybe you should seek some help if they are as bad as they you say they are.
mellow mood
10-28-2005, 12:21 AM
hey mrdevious i wouldnt make jokes about whats happening to you man
seriously this can be the start of some schysophrenia or whatever
i recommend you to stop smokin for a while, or simply seeing a doc. it may be a fear of something in your subconcsious, or whatever that comes from when you were a child, like it can be nothing... anyway what are your parent's view on this?
well good luck
3 Sheets To The Wind
10-28-2005, 12:22 AM
hey mrdevious i would make jokes about whats happening to you man
seriously this can be the start of some schysophrenia or whatever
i recommend you to stop smokin for a while, or simply seeing a psychiatrist. it may be a fear of something in your subconcsious, or whatever that comes from when you were a child. anyway what are your parent's view on this?
well good luck
Schizophrenia (split personality disorder)? Doesn't sound like it to me.. sounds like he sleepwalks/fights:D
Oooor did you mean Psychosis?
mellow mood
10-28-2005, 12:53 AM
Schizophrenia (split personality disorder)? Doesn't sound like it to me.. sounds like he sleepwalks/fights:D
Oooor did you mean Psychosis?
Schizophrenia isnt split personality deisorder man. its hallucinations with a psych problem. it can be only the start like i said
1 of my uncle was schizophrenic and my brother had a psychosis.
psychosis is only a small moment of delirium that brings you to psychiatric hospital. this doesnt seem to be the case here...
anyway i suggest to see a doc coz i think this is really abnormal...
3 Sheets To The Wind
10-28-2005, 12:55 AM
Schizophrenia isnt split personality deisorder man. its hallucinations with a psych problem. it can be only the start like i said
1 of my uncle was schizophrenic and my brother had a psychosis.
psychosis is only a small moment of delirium that brings you to psychiatric hospital. this doesnt seem to be the case here...
anyway i suggest to see a doc coz i think this is really abnormal...
Oh ok thanks:D Hope your family are ok:)
And the doctor suggestion might not be too bad of an idea:D
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