Az.
10-18-2005, 03:10 PM
Oh dear....
Im going to my first family meeting tomorrow night!
Not sure what to expect....
3 weeks ago myy mum had a lump removed and it was cancerous....then a week later my sister was diagnosed with lymphoma and has cancers in her lungs and throat...
My whole family is not coping with this at all...its weird cause nothing like this has ever happened before...especially as we are having a meeting...
They are blatently going to bring up my smoking....which will give me the chace to try and blag my way into letting me grow in my room...i hae before but they didnt like it and kept complaining but i can explain that i wont need to smoke tobacco if they let me grow!
Im not really looking forward to it....the thing that hurts me the most is seeing my parents cry...especially my dad who has had a very hard life for most of his life...so i know somthing is wrong if i see him crying and the other night he was in tears....he couldn't even talk he was so choked up (which i have never seen before in my life!) and i know for a fact that they are going to cry tomorrow night....
anyway im not really upset by whats going on (well its upsetting obviously but im trying not to let it get me down) after all its just abother part of life....
i just thought id kinda waffle on, i needed to get it out...:)
I hope eveyone here is fine :)
Im going to my first family meeting tomorrow night!
Not sure what to expect....
3 weeks ago myy mum had a lump removed and it was cancerous....then a week later my sister was diagnosed with lymphoma and has cancers in her lungs and throat...
My whole family is not coping with this at all...its weird cause nothing like this has ever happened before...especially as we are having a meeting...
They are blatently going to bring up my smoking....which will give me the chace to try and blag my way into letting me grow in my room...i hae before but they didnt like it and kept complaining but i can explain that i wont need to smoke tobacco if they let me grow!
Im not really looking forward to it....the thing that hurts me the most is seeing my parents cry...especially my dad who has had a very hard life for most of his life...so i know somthing is wrong if i see him crying and the other night he was in tears....he couldn't even talk he was so choked up (which i have never seen before in my life!) and i know for a fact that they are going to cry tomorrow night....
anyway im not really upset by whats going on (well its upsetting obviously but im trying not to let it get me down) after all its just abother part of life....
i just thought id kinda waffle on, i needed to get it out...:)
I hope eveyone here is fine :)