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[Mostasteless]

is there anything legal that i can take thatll fuck me up and thats not addicting because thats the last thing i need... but i really need something because i have to stay clean off all drugs now due to drug school, and im tryin to stay off the shit ive been on... but i get this anxiety feeling when im completely sober... and just want to get fucked up off something... and i need something to take so i dont end up doin some stupid shit.

i have a crack addiction and i was clean for about a month now and just hada relapse and i smoked it last night and today because i hung out with one of my old friends who i had stopped hangin out with because i wanted to keep clean...

thanks in advance if anyone can help me

(and please dont tell me to go to rehab, i know i should but i really dont want to go away)

[CocaCola]

Ibogaine, Datura/Dramamine or Salvia or something... oh wait, the first isn't legal. Oh well, something to try for sure.

[Mostasteless]

i dont want anything thatll make me trip at all, just something to relax my body and mind, that datura and dramamine both sound like theyll make me kinda trip out a little and wouldnt wanna take it too often, but i will try it... im thinkin of ordering kratom powder, ive never tried kratom before, but from the description it seems like it would be good, what does everyone else think?

[robert42]

try some kratom man, But if u want a weed alternative try:

DAMIANA - Damiana herb (Turnera diffusa) consists of the dried leaves of a bush which grows in the tropical areas of America. Aztecs used it as a remedy against impotence, the Maya's used it for pleasure and it was drunk as a healing tea by Indians throughout South-America. Thus it is a herb with many qualities. The psychoactive effect is compared with the 'high' of cannabis.

Damiana is also a sexual stimulant, it stimulates the blood circulation and the metabolism. It contains elements that directly stimulate the nerves and genitals.

OR

LACTUCA VIROSA (Wild OPIUM Lettuce) Powdered Extract
Mild Narcotic and analgesic. Sedative which induces low alphoid activity rather than deep sleep. Most dream states occur in REM (rapid eye movement) sleep, a state which is characterised by low alphoid activity. Usually prepared as a drink or used in capsules. This highly potent powder is very similar to the effects of marijuana and acts as a good substitute.

ANOTHER

SCELETIUM TORTUOSUM (KANNA) Pharmaceutical Grade
Sceletium tortuosum is indigenous to South Africa where it has been used by hunter-gatherers as a mood-altering substance since prehistoric times. The earliest written records of the use of the plant date back to 1662. Traditionally the prepared dried plant material is chewed, smoked or powdered and inhaled as a snuff. Sceletium elevates mood and decreases anxiety, stress and tension. In intoxicating doses it can cause a euphoria, initially with stimulation and later with sedation. No severe adverse effects have been documented. The active constituents of the plant are alkaloids, including mesembrine, mesembrenone, mesembrenol and tortuosamine. How much? As a mood enhancer, the normal dosage is 50 to 100mg; as a connector, 100 to 200mg. One of the prefered marijuana substitues.

[ADaisyChain]

If you can get stuff off ebay, I recommend kratom resin. I bought 30grams of kratom resin and finished it off in one weekend. Talk about a floating head. The stuff is wonderful. Makes walking like sliding on ice but without the slipperyness.

Low doses of DXM might also be good for you. Like half a Zicam Concentrated Cough Mist. Very much like being uber high and moderately drunk simoteneously, and you can get it OTC even as a minor. ;) Can definately be addicting though.

[stephen]

is there anything legal that i can take thatll fuck me up and thats not addicting because thats the last thing i need... but i really need something because i have to stay clean off all drugs now due to drug school, and im tryin to stay off the shit ive been on... but i get this anxiety feeling when im completely sober... and just want to get fucked up off something... and i need something to take so i dont end up doin some stupid shit.

i have a crack addiction and i was clean for about a month now and just hada relapse and i smoked it last night and today because i hung out with one of my old friends who i had stopped hangin out with because i wanted to keep clean...

thanks in advance if anyone can help me

(and please dont tell me to go to rehab, i know i should but i really dont want to go away)
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