I know you guys probably don't care..

[TallulahGreen]

..but I have no one to vent my frustration to...


but GOD I AM SO FUCKING SICK OF HAVING ALL MY BELONGINGS IN BOXES.

I am SO FUCKIGN sick of it I want to fucking punch something....oh my freaking god....I seriously am about to go crazy and have a nervous break down.

:( AHHHHHH

[colton]

Smoke a joint it will make u feel better!

[TallulahGreen]

..I have 41$ to last me until September 5th.

So basically the only weed I will get to smoke until then is my boyfriends....and I don't even get to see him until later.

But I am seriously about to have a freakin coronary over here...I am like...seriously not doin good...fuck dude I don't even know what to do..I have like..SUCH FRUSTRATION BUILT UP...oh my freaking godddd.

[marylanddude2005]

I think today must be "National Frustration Day." My boss came by this morning and told me I had to have something done that was basically impossible. I had a migraine in like 10 minutes and now I'm going to try to go into work in the middle of the night to try to pull it off.

GRRR!!!!!

[GHoSToKeR]

..but I have no one to vent my frustration to...


but GOD I AM SO FUCKING SICK OF HAVING ALL MY BELONGINGS IN BOXES.

I am SO FUCKIGN sick of it I want to fucking punch something....oh my freaking god....I seriously am about to go crazy and have a nervous break down.

:( AHHHHHH Haha.. awesome ummm 103th post, or something. :confused:


Edit: 103th doesn't even make sense.

[TallulahGreen]

or something. All I know is that I am like freakin crying out of frustration. Do you have any idea how much it fucking sucks having all of your belongings in boxes for the last 2 months? Basically all I have that I can get to for the most part is a bin of clothing.

I can't find fucking anything. I am so fucking sick of this. FUCK.

[GHoSToKeR]

Hey, dude i'm in the exact same situation right now. I quit my job on Friday and so i've had a few days of uninterrupted spare time, so I decided to paint my bedroom again... like, 2 and a half hours before a group of friends were coming round for a smoke. So I literally shoved my whole fucking room into one big box and stuck it in the cupboard.. but since then i've been too stoned to unpack it. So yea, I know what you mean. lol

[TallulahGreen]

..I don't even have a room. I seriously have ONE bin of clothes. For 2 months now.

I havn't even had my OWN bedroom since February.

I have had my own room my whole life!

But not even being able to get to my own belongings? I am seriously gonna go crazy. I don't even know what to do with myself...this is so fucked...I have not felt this frustrated about anything for a long time.
..damn and I was doing so good too.

AHH fUCKING SHIT. I am so pissed offffffffff....
You guys must think I am such a freak..but I swear I am not THAT much of a freak :( I am just frustrated....

[GHoSToKeR]

Do you have any weed? I seriously suggest smoking it if you do.

[TallulahGreen]

..NONE.

I am almost tempted to go buy a pack of cigarettes and I don't even smoke cigarettes.

aaahhhh

[GHoSToKeR]

Okay, you can have mine. I'm too stoned, I can't smoke any more. :)

[TallulahGreen]

I wish I could get too stoned to where I couldn't smoke anymore. Thats probably why I go through so much weed. I can pretty much continously smoke.

[GHoSToKeR]

lol.. I was just exaggerating (man that word is hard to spell sometimes.. :p), but I don't think I need to smoke anymore! But fuck it, I might aswell. :) Hey so how come all your shit is in boxes?

[TallulahGreen]

I was in a terrible roommate situation..I was living with 2 other girls in a 2 bedroom apartment...and both of their boyfriends ended up moving in on the situation rent free. I slept on the couch for a month until I finally got over it and moved out. They ripped me off of my deposit..and still had the audacity to make me pay rent...yeah I know I didn't give them 30 days notice..but I was fucking sleeping on the couch for 6 weeks basically.

Not only that but I was cleaning up after them and their boyfriends. Our house was a completly fucking pig sty alllll the time..it was fucking gross..
..so I packed my shit up and have currently been residing with my mother in a 1 bedroom apartment.

Well it's more like my shit is here in boxes and I come over here to like change my clothes and stuff. However I havn't spent the night here in like over a month.

So I am basically homeless....
I am so fucking annoyed.

[phoenix]

My best advice would be to save the money you spend on weed, and get your own apartment. I'd say it's better to have a home than to smoke (most of the time, anyways).

[TallulahGreen]

Well theres more to the story than that....

...As of September 22nd my work is cutting me down to a sub only position. Right now I work full time and have a little bit of money saved up because in December I am going to Australia for school for a term...

I start school September 26th....which basically means I will be in school full time..can't work enough to support myself living on my own...

..So theres no point in getting my own place....especially if I am moving to Australia for 3 months..coming back here for a month..and then moving away again.... however my mom is moving into a 2 bedroom house in mid october. However that doesn't mean it's not INCREDIBLY SHITTY having to deal with this bullshit for 2 and a half months...

[LzzrdBoy]

I was in a terrible roommate situation

Shit Tallulah...I feel bad for ya'. Tell you what...I'll add my rant and we'll make it a party...here's an excerpt from today's edition of my blog...

Let's make it an all out Bitch-Fest! Hoorah! And good luck sweetie! If I find any xtra luck and/or smoke lying around I'll send it your way!

BEGIN BLOG
Neck-Deep In Someone Else's Shit
You know...it's bad enough to be neck-deep in a pile of shit you created yourself, but it's a whole different story when it's someone else's shit and you're responsible for diggin' your way out. I think I'd rather be at home alone with the little monsters for 5+ hours at this point!

To elaborate, I accepted this "once in a lifetime job" with the understanding that certain pre-employment criteria specified by myself, would be met. Well...THEY WEREN'T! For the past 3 weeks I've spent every minute of the day trying to figure out how to fix the shit my predecessor managed to fuck up. I mean geez...we're talking super-simple stuff here... Basic naming convention adherence, accurate record keeping and inventory databases, basic wiring diagrams, etc. Even my 2 year old knows that the baby dolls go on the shelf with the other baby dolls and not in the underwear drawer! CHEESE & RICE MAN! WTF?!

Wait! Don't go away...I ain't done yet! One of my requests was that someone with a working knowledge of Websphere, SQLServer, MediaView, and DocSol stick around to bring me up to par on the apps and the role they play in CSC's environment. DO YOU THINK THAT HAPPEND? HELL NO! One of the first questions I was asked by another employee after starting was "Can you please explain IBM Websphere's role as it applies to integration with the POINT IN 11.01.1 FD release?". Don't feel bad if you have no fucking idea what that means...NEITHER DO I! Why you might ask...because no one ever told me...that's why!

I'm seriously fed up with this shit and as of tonight, I'll be reactivating my resume as my numerous attempts to convey my concerns to management have been ignored. Excuse me, let me clarify, they haven't been ignored because there's FUCKING NO ONE AROUND TO IGNORE THEM!

Check back sometime in the future for an update on all this crap...or don't...see if I care!

Until next time...
Peace!
END BLOG

[phoenix]

Aaaah, I see. Well, I feel for ya...sorry to hear it's gonna suck for a while. >_<

Just gotta look ahead, and wait, I suppose. Try learning an instrument or something.

[LzzrdBoy]

Try learning an instrument or something.

That's just fucking cruel Phoenix!

Actually, how 'bout the peace "pipe"...that's an instrument right?

[phoenix]

She's out of weed pretty much, and no money.

So why not find an old guitar and try teaching yourself to take up a couple months. Why's it cruel? Music is good for the soul.

[LzzrdBoy]

Guess you're right Phoenix... just that if I were in her position...the last thing I'd want to do is strum a few chords. Unless of course it was Stairway to Heaven...he he he

[sToNeDpEnGuIn420]

That sucks, lots of bad shits been happening to me too, breaking pipes all the fucking time now, gf's parents are fucking drunks, car's breaking down(not mine but my rides). ANd yeah its G-AY, the end of summer just sucks.

Atleast i get like a dub a day, and i share it with my gf, sooooo that helps A LOT!

[GHoSToKeR]

"I was living with 2 other girls in a 2 bedroom apartment"

Man, I love the maths of that.. Sorry, had to say it. Carry on, carry on.

[TallulahGreen]

Yeah..I SHARED A ROOM WITH ANOTHER GIRL.