GHoSToKeR
08-21-2005, 10:35 PM
Okay, so, new PC, new outlook on life (I can thank some unebelievably nice weed for that.. and Pink Floyd), and a new blister on my foot from working seven days a week for the last few weeks (worked 12 hours today.. on a Sunday!!), and i'm ready to post again, but only in the Cafe Lounge for the moment.
So, how are you guys? I hope you're all well. Me, i'm okay.. had a rough few days, what with my mum being ill, but we're okay, I think. I wasn't planning to post here for a while (I mean, come on, i've posted here nearly every day since I joined over a year ago.. lol) but I missed you guys too much . :)
Hey, Maryjanemama, how are you? I was just reading through some old threads and found a post you made in which you said something nice about me that I never noticed before.. thanks. :)
On a different note...... have you guys ever wondered 'what's it all for'? Well, I think everyone wonders that at some point, and being as Cannabisly Inclined as we are I think we probably wonder that more than most... but yesterday at work I suddenly thought "what the fuck am I doing?" (at the time I was arguing with a mechanic on the phone.. I work in garage/car dealership). I just realised that I was getting stressed out over something I don't give a shit about (and i'm sure a few of you guys 'know' how little I get stressed).
The funny thing is, instead of making me dejected and unmotivated, this thought actually inspired me somehow. Instead of thinking 'I don't care so i'm not gonna do it..' I actually thought 'I don't care so i'm not gonna give a shit about it, just gonna do it to earn money and live how I want'.
Maybe i'm growing up? Nah.
I'm listening to System of a Down right now.. I love System. When you mention them to most people they kinda go "meh", but... man... this is why I love weed so much *(one of the many reasons.. lol).. I mean, listening to them while blazed out of my mind has helped me to realise how talented this band is. I seriously think they're going to be one of the bands people will still be talking about in [i]x years (hehe.. don't wanna be too specific incase I have to eat my words.. :P).
Anyway, enough rambling GHoST, shut up dude.
Catch ya guys around.
-GHoST-
:)
So, how are you guys? I hope you're all well. Me, i'm okay.. had a rough few days, what with my mum being ill, but we're okay, I think. I wasn't planning to post here for a while (I mean, come on, i've posted here nearly every day since I joined over a year ago.. lol) but I missed you guys too much . :)
Hey, Maryjanemama, how are you? I was just reading through some old threads and found a post you made in which you said something nice about me that I never noticed before.. thanks. :)
On a different note...... have you guys ever wondered 'what's it all for'? Well, I think everyone wonders that at some point, and being as Cannabisly Inclined as we are I think we probably wonder that more than most... but yesterday at work I suddenly thought "what the fuck am I doing?" (at the time I was arguing with a mechanic on the phone.. I work in garage/car dealership). I just realised that I was getting stressed out over something I don't give a shit about (and i'm sure a few of you guys 'know' how little I get stressed).
The funny thing is, instead of making me dejected and unmotivated, this thought actually inspired me somehow. Instead of thinking 'I don't care so i'm not gonna do it..' I actually thought 'I don't care so i'm not gonna give a shit about it, just gonna do it to earn money and live how I want'.
Maybe i'm growing up? Nah.
I'm listening to System of a Down right now.. I love System. When you mention them to most people they kinda go "meh", but... man... this is why I love weed so much *(one of the many reasons.. lol).. I mean, listening to them while blazed out of my mind has helped me to realise how talented this band is. I seriously think they're going to be one of the bands people will still be talking about in [i]x years (hehe.. don't wanna be too specific incase I have to eat my words.. :P).
Anyway, enough rambling GHoST, shut up dude.
Catch ya guys around.
-GHoST-
:)