liquid swords
08-17-2005, 01:09 AM
Actually, I just the love that euphoric feeling you get right after you peak. You just understand every universal problem, your dependence on society and technology just goes out the window. I finally understood why some people prefer to live isolated in the woods (notably Hunter S. Thompson). Last night I took a 300mg dose and just took my dog for a walk at 2 am. It was really weird, because I had very little equilibrium and whenever my dog tugged on the leash it felt like I was being thrown a hundred yards.
But it was so amazing out there. Walking the streets, no cars or people. Everyone asleep in their homes. It was a very humid night, but the temperature was cool enough to make the weather perfect. We didn't go very far, just a couple blocks, but it took me a good half hour mainly because the lack of equilibrium and sheer euphoria I felt left me in awe, staring at the night sky.
Due to the all the city lights, the sky had a slight purple hue to it, not to mention all the street lights in my neighborhood. We headed back to our back deck and just relaxed in these chairs. I just stared at the sky, and it had this overwhelming feel about it. Like, looking at the sky sober, it doesn't feel like it reaches that high up. But when I looked up at the sky last night, I could comprehend just how far it extended into space. It felt like I could see the entire universe.
All the while I had Animal Collective playing, very soothing. I would trade everything I have, all my material possesions, my social life, just to have that euphoric feeling for the rest of my life.
And that's when it happened, I professed my love to my, as I understand it now, soulmate. We've only been friends for 3 years, but I realized while in that euphoric state that if I just had to be with one other person the rest of eternity, she would be it. If I could explore the night sky, with all it's vastness, it would be with her.
And she understood everything I was saying.
Thank you, DXM.
It's such a shame that DXM does a number on your liver, because it is (at the moment) my favorite drug. Mushrooms is way too intense for me to use to get that euphoric feeling at the end of the trip, and DXM allows a cheap and easy way to access that euphoria.
I think the next time I do it, it will be with her. So we can see if connect while both in that euphoric state.
Take care everyone.
But it was so amazing out there. Walking the streets, no cars or people. Everyone asleep in their homes. It was a very humid night, but the temperature was cool enough to make the weather perfect. We didn't go very far, just a couple blocks, but it took me a good half hour mainly because the lack of equilibrium and sheer euphoria I felt left me in awe, staring at the night sky.
Due to the all the city lights, the sky had a slight purple hue to it, not to mention all the street lights in my neighborhood. We headed back to our back deck and just relaxed in these chairs. I just stared at the sky, and it had this overwhelming feel about it. Like, looking at the sky sober, it doesn't feel like it reaches that high up. But when I looked up at the sky last night, I could comprehend just how far it extended into space. It felt like I could see the entire universe.
All the while I had Animal Collective playing, very soothing. I would trade everything I have, all my material possesions, my social life, just to have that euphoric feeling for the rest of my life.
And that's when it happened, I professed my love to my, as I understand it now, soulmate. We've only been friends for 3 years, but I realized while in that euphoric state that if I just had to be with one other person the rest of eternity, she would be it. If I could explore the night sky, with all it's vastness, it would be with her.
And she understood everything I was saying.
Thank you, DXM.
It's such a shame that DXM does a number on your liver, because it is (at the moment) my favorite drug. Mushrooms is way too intense for me to use to get that euphoric feeling at the end of the trip, and DXM allows a cheap and easy way to access that euphoria.
I think the next time I do it, it will be with her. So we can see if connect while both in that euphoric state.
Take care everyone.