High Agane
07-26-2005, 01:41 AM
DXM
:confused:
How much is there to say about the experiences of DXM
to much thats for sure.
im sure anyone thats gotten lost in it has experienced the same that i have in some way, because for some reason we al hit the same plateu on it...
one dxm experience i have to share with you all is the time i died of an overdose on 63 pills of coricidin hbp...
If it werent for past issues between me my exgirlfriend and her new boyfriend i wouldent be alive today, **mind you i called her and thanked her for all the bull shit she caused me**
i had an appartment in longbeach longisland newyork
SICK partying was going on there for 3 months keg partys everyweekend the amount of druggs that went threw there i couldent even count that high as amater of fact it was absolute heaven... it was all payed for by this crazy ladie who was 27 and wanted my dick hah so i milked it for all it was worth getting cars, appartments, cellphones, massamounts of drugs for sex
nice trade. ANYWAY after 3 weeks of tripping every day Dexalones, coricidins acid shrooms meth Pure DXM peyote, it got to a point of absolute insanity and one day i didnt sleep at all i was up for the whole night into the morning that day i had court for a fight i had with my exgirlfriends boyfriend. i missed the court date but my mom came looking for me, she didnt know where my appartment was but she had an idea so she parked out side on the street hoping to see me. i was inside and the crazy ladie was leaving for the gym and my mom saw her and was like WHERES MY SON and she came back inside and my 2 friends walked me outside because i was to fucked up to walk and they were dragging me and i was stumbling all over my self and i got to my moms car and was hanging on the door and i was like " whats up mom? " ill never forget the look of fear on her face i HATE my self to this day for what she went through that day absolutly HATE myself. she opened the car door and put me in the back **we have a youkon xl big truck** and she drove speeding to the hospital being chased by a cop for speeding the whole way i was in the back seat crying receding into childhood " mommy im sorry! :'( crying hystericly she was crying too and was asking me what are you on baby tell me what your on, and i couldent tell her but i was trying so hard i was sayng like "coridisdin corsddig cori mommy helppp.... " when we got there she opened the car door and i fell out of the truck onto the growned she picked me up and dragged me inside and they got me in a wheel chair and brought me to a hospital bed to pump my stomach but since they couldent get out of me what i was on they couldent sedate me for the procedure so i was concious when they put the foot long 2 inch thick tubes threw my nose into my stomach screaming and kicking they had to velcro me to the table i still have bruises on my wrists and ankles to this day for being tied down to the bed my they had to take my mom out of the room cause it was nasty screaming crying kicking bleeding from the nose and i was tripping the whole time so this guy was fucking evil to me i was screaming in horror and then i flatlined i died for 8 1/2 min they couldent revive me untill they decided it was over and my heart kicked in at the last pump they gave before they gave up and death is a whole other story together but when i woke up still strapped to the table i was still euphoric and i thought i was a mental patient because i was velcroed down to the table and then i passed back out and woke up in a hospital bed room with my mother at my side and the sun setting in the window.... crying how sorry i was for everything i had done in the past 3 months... im not sure if my mother forgives me or not she says she does but i know some where in her heart i hurt her in ways i couldent posably immagine....
and through this whole episode ill leave you with a question
does that other plateu really exist? cause its the same for everyone. u have to question if what our eyes see is only that what weve come to know and what happens when the dxm releases the chemicals in our body that were actualy seeing another plane of existance that of your astral body...... or dare i say post mortem? (( after death? ))
in my experience when i died......yea.. the 3rd plateu of a dxm experience is what life after death is
:confused:
How much is there to say about the experiences of DXM
to much thats for sure.
im sure anyone thats gotten lost in it has experienced the same that i have in some way, because for some reason we al hit the same plateu on it...
one dxm experience i have to share with you all is the time i died of an overdose on 63 pills of coricidin hbp...
If it werent for past issues between me my exgirlfriend and her new boyfriend i wouldent be alive today, **mind you i called her and thanked her for all the bull shit she caused me**
i had an appartment in longbeach longisland newyork
SICK partying was going on there for 3 months keg partys everyweekend the amount of druggs that went threw there i couldent even count that high as amater of fact it was absolute heaven... it was all payed for by this crazy ladie who was 27 and wanted my dick hah so i milked it for all it was worth getting cars, appartments, cellphones, massamounts of drugs for sex
nice trade. ANYWAY after 3 weeks of tripping every day Dexalones, coricidins acid shrooms meth Pure DXM peyote, it got to a point of absolute insanity and one day i didnt sleep at all i was up for the whole night into the morning that day i had court for a fight i had with my exgirlfriends boyfriend. i missed the court date but my mom came looking for me, she didnt know where my appartment was but she had an idea so she parked out side on the street hoping to see me. i was inside and the crazy ladie was leaving for the gym and my mom saw her and was like WHERES MY SON and she came back inside and my 2 friends walked me outside because i was to fucked up to walk and they were dragging me and i was stumbling all over my self and i got to my moms car and was hanging on the door and i was like " whats up mom? " ill never forget the look of fear on her face i HATE my self to this day for what she went through that day absolutly HATE myself. she opened the car door and put me in the back **we have a youkon xl big truck** and she drove speeding to the hospital being chased by a cop for speeding the whole way i was in the back seat crying receding into childhood " mommy im sorry! :'( crying hystericly she was crying too and was asking me what are you on baby tell me what your on, and i couldent tell her but i was trying so hard i was sayng like "coridisdin corsddig cori mommy helppp.... " when we got there she opened the car door and i fell out of the truck onto the growned she picked me up and dragged me inside and they got me in a wheel chair and brought me to a hospital bed to pump my stomach but since they couldent get out of me what i was on they couldent sedate me for the procedure so i was concious when they put the foot long 2 inch thick tubes threw my nose into my stomach screaming and kicking they had to velcro me to the table i still have bruises on my wrists and ankles to this day for being tied down to the bed my they had to take my mom out of the room cause it was nasty screaming crying kicking bleeding from the nose and i was tripping the whole time so this guy was fucking evil to me i was screaming in horror and then i flatlined i died for 8 1/2 min they couldent revive me untill they decided it was over and my heart kicked in at the last pump they gave before they gave up and death is a whole other story together but when i woke up still strapped to the table i was still euphoric and i thought i was a mental patient because i was velcroed down to the table and then i passed back out and woke up in a hospital bed room with my mother at my side and the sun setting in the window.... crying how sorry i was for everything i had done in the past 3 months... im not sure if my mother forgives me or not she says she does but i know some where in her heart i hurt her in ways i couldent posably immagine....
and through this whole episode ill leave you with a question
does that other plateu really exist? cause its the same for everyone. u have to question if what our eyes see is only that what weve come to know and what happens when the dxm releases the chemicals in our body that were actualy seeing another plane of existance that of your astral body...... or dare i say post mortem? (( after death? ))
in my experience when i died......yea.. the 3rd plateu of a dxm experience is what life after death is