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ImStonedNILikeIt
07-13-2005, 04:52 AM
Has anyone ever went through a phase I guess you could say, where you're like not sure of who you are or where you're heading. You're just kind of there because you have to be? And the only thing that makes you kind of alright is smoking weed, but even now that has it's chances of failing too. :confused: So you sit there and it hits you like a smack n the face. Damn what have I been doing all this time?

Just a thought..I'm stoned..And I need to reevaluate my life I suppose...

Of course I won't quit smoking, i am just wondering whta the hell i'm doin?
Killa.Kali
07-13-2005, 04:57 AM
Hell ya dude, i just graduated and thats exactly how i felt, i was driving home when this wave of depression hit like i didnt know what was next and i was downing on myself so i packed up a bowl and just chilled the rest of the drive, was alone and had my stereo loud as hell just diggin on myself, by the time i got half way i was happy and just enjoyed my high, smoke some bud is my advice, if you can get the right high you will find it focuses you intensly
ezjim
07-13-2005, 05:03 AM
yea i felt like that once .. i got in the car and started driving in 2 days i was in florida 5 days after that sanfrancisco then back to florida to see the dead play at miami after that we just kept going to the next show and then the next ...by the time i stopped 4 yrs later id forgotten all about wht id left to begin with
OreO
07-13-2005, 05:05 AM
it sucks....reality just smakced you in the face...but as it happens to all of us it will get easier and u will adapt...its life, dont worry about it
Ganj
07-13-2005, 05:11 AM
thoughts like that engulf my head like that all the time. what i do is, tell myself that i still have a long life to live..."you gotta keep on keepin' on", everything will work out accordingly, if you work for it.

you can make the future what ever you want it to be...i think this needs some closure.
hatlawer
07-13-2005, 05:11 AM
I get that at least once every week...(im recovering from depression) You just have to keep yourself up how ever you can. Weed is the best! Im 17, unemployed, didnt finish highschool cause i got sick (a sickness i might have for the rest of my life) and currently just sitting around smoking weed. So i get those feelings A LOT. Sometimes i have anxiety attacks and not even weed stops it. So its like my only lifeline to get me through has just died... SHIT! where am i? what am i doing with my life? what CAN i do with my life? so i totally understand how you feel. Just remember that when youre thinking negative youre only making it worse. SO STAY POSITIVE!!!! anyway thats all the stories and advice i can give ya for now... I'll send some positive vibes your way... i hope evry thing works out right for you and GOOD LUCK.
sToNeDpEnGuIn420
07-13-2005, 05:13 AM
Lol yeah i feel like that sometimes, but then i just smoke weed and forget, haha not really but kinda. Its more like i think about it, but the thing is if you let that get to you life will suck. Just do what you want, be what you want, and have fun, oh and dont forget...SMOKE LOTS 'O' WEED!! hehe
Killa.Kali
07-13-2005, 05:14 AM
If you wanna go DL a couple songs i got 2 thatll cheer ya up :D always seem to cheer me up =\ and i have mild depression too, my doctor always tells ppl im "self medicating" when i smoke weed haha

Kottonmouth Kings - Positive vibes
Kottonmouth Kings - rest of my life
NOTEHOOK
07-13-2005, 05:17 AM
Exactly. Right when I graduated from high school (little over a month ago) and I sat at home thinking "Wow, so this is life after high school" and now I'm stuck doing any drug I can get my hands on. Don't get me wrong, weed is my drug of choice, but I'm just so tired of doing nothing and sitting around that all I do is drugs! I've also found a girl that I love and now she's moving away. And yea, I'm at the same stage as you. If you need to talk hit me up on AiM at ThisNameIsWin I'm going through the same bullshit man :-/
Ganj
07-13-2005, 05:18 AM
I get that at least once every week...(im recovering from depression) You just have to keep yourself up how ever you can. Weed is the best! Im 17, unemployed, didnt finish highschool cause i got sick (a sickness i might have for the rest of my life) and currently just sitting around smoking weed. So i get those feelings A LOT. Sometimes i have anxiety attacks and not even weed stops it. So its like my only lifeline to get me through has just died... SHIT! where am i? what am i doing with my life? what CAN i do with my life? so i totally understand how you feel. Just remember that when youre thinking negative youre only making it worse. SO STAY POSITIVE!!!! anyway thats all the stories and advice i can give ya for now... I'll send some positive vibes your way... i hope evry thing works out right for you and GOOD LUCK.

damn. we're floating in the same boat, man. it's always good to stay optimistic. once the negative thoughts get in your head they keep coming and coming.
kimchibanana
07-13-2005, 05:26 AM
Yup just play WOW for 5 months of your life then look at yourself. Thats how i quit my addiction
bizzong
07-13-2005, 05:45 AM
i just got hit in the face with reality and i know it wont be the first time because im not even 16 yet, but every thing just turned to shit and i mean every thing sept for the bonding i have ganed with my sister because she has finaly acsepted the fact i smoke weed and its not bad for me
ImStonedNILikeIt
07-13-2005, 05:57 AM
Awe. I feel better..Kind of. Well, see it hit me tonight. I was sitting here smoking a cig,and thinking what can I do to make myself feel better. Then I started thinking where I was at 5 months ago. I was happily in a relationship with my boyfriend, my son,and I could'nt have asked for more. Now, my ex left me for a younger girl around 18 or so, because they've been friends for a while. I wished him the best of luck,and now and me him are still good friends. I am going back to school,and I moved out on my own. Still searching for a job. What more can I do to make myself feel at least somewhat accomplished in my 22 yrs of life?


If you wanna go DL a couple songs i got 2 thatll cheer ya up always seem to cheer me up =\ and i have mild depression too, my doctor always tells ppl im "self medicating" when i smoke weed haha

Kottonmouth Kings - Positive vibes
Kottonmouth Kings - rest of my life

Those are some of my favorite kmk songs. Thank you for being caring though it made me smile at least!:)

You all are awesome. I thank you all for your advice, and everything:)Well, I guess i'll go search the board some more.
Ganj
07-13-2005, 06:06 AM
Awe. I feel better..Kind of. Well, see it hit me tonight. I was sitting here smoking a cig,and thinking what can I do to make myself feel better. Then I started thinking where I was at 5 months ago. I was happily in a relationship with my boyfriend, my son,and I could'nt have asked for more. Now, my ex left me for a younger girl around 18 or so, because they've been friends for a while. I wished him the best of luck,and now and me him are still good friends. I am going back to school,and I moved out on my own. Still searching for a job. What more can I do to make myself feel at least somewhat accomplished in my 22 yrs of life?



Those are some of my favorite kmk songs. Thank you for being caring though it made me smile at least!:)

You all are awesome. I thank you all for your advice, and everything:)Well, I guess i'll go search the board some more.

22 years old. your still very young. dont worry about a thing, girl. what i might suggest is putting your priorities first.

you've accomplished 22 years, already. you have your own place, planning on going back to school...i'd say all you have to do is wait now. the things you desire will come your way, i hope i've helped you in some way.
hatlawer
07-13-2005, 06:20 AM
22! you dont have to accomplish anything! BUT...youve allready done sooo much ANYWAY!
I think you need a rest a few more ciggies girl!
22? you've "accomplished" soooooooo friggin much allready! youre only 5 years older than me...WOW.
youre awesome!
so positive!
hatlawer
07-13-2005, 06:22 AM
its funny cause i was teling you to stay positive not 10 minutes ago and i couldnt cope or stay positive with any of that shit... especially how you were so calm and so nice to your ex.
i really admire you.
good luck!
ImStonedNILikeIt
07-13-2005, 08:42 AM
22 years old. your still very young. dont worry about a thing, girl. what i might suggest is putting your priorities first.

you've accomplished 22 years, already. you have your own place, planning on going back to school...i'd say all you have to do is wait now. the things you desire will come your way, i hope i've helped you in some way

yes you've helped. I thank you a lot. That makes me feel better. I guess I have done a lot more then what I thouht I have, And I hope everything falls into place.But thanks for your advice!


its funny cause i was teling you to stay positive not 10 minutes ago and i couldnt cope or stay positive with any of that shit... especially how you were so calm and so nice to your ex.
i really admire you.
good luck!

Being nice to an ex, is something that instantly kills them and there powers right then and there. Being a bitch wouldn't bring him back nor would it solve any problems. But being a friend, and being there when this newfound18 yr old breaks his stoner heart, will kind of stump him.You have to kind of be postive towards something negative like that, other wise you'll just let him/her win.Lol and thank you for admiring me. I feel important now. Well thanks for making me feel better too...Cause I really do..:)
Killa.Kali
07-13-2005, 08:43 AM
feelin any better man? go read the "Crack" thread, that should give ya a nice giggle hehe
ImStonedNILikeIt
07-13-2005, 09:28 AM
It gave me more then a little giggle lol....

I feel better, I don't feel like a big loser after reading that thread anyway..I know there are a lot worst cases out there besides me. :D