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Caruso329
06-12-2005, 04:45 PM
Okay, I'm bored today. I think I am going to try DXM for the first time. I'm about to shower and go to walmart to pick up a 4 oz. bottle of robitussin maximum strength cough syrup. I will probably ingest it around 2 pm. I'm going to be by myself for most of the trip and will probably be on the computer. I will try to write down all of what I feel and experience. I'm kind of nervous at the moment and just a little scared, I'm trying to put that behind me so I don't have a bad trip. I wish I had some weed to chill. Anyways, wish me luck and are there any tips that anyone has for me?

henrypj
06-12-2005, 04:54 PM
whats dxm?

Caruso329
06-12-2005, 05:08 PM
http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/dxm/dxm.shtml

mono repin
06-12-2005, 05:21 PM
Well sir good luck to you. I would say just relax, and if you can't chill, then don't do it today. No need to rush into shit.

Caruso329
06-12-2005, 05:56 PM
Okay, I've chilled out some. I'm still a little "anxious" though.. not nervous but wanting to find out what is going to happen. I have the 4 oz. bottle of Robitussin Maximum Strength Cough syrup. The active ingredient is just Dextromethorphan HBr, 15 mg in each teaspoon. I don't know how I'm going to get all this shit down. Just going to take shots until I take it all I guess. I'll start in 10 minutes and keep a running log of what happens.

Caruso329
06-12-2005, 06:12 PM
2:02 PM Okay.. I've just drank the whole thing.. that was surprisingly easy. It tasted pretty good, I liked the menthol taste too. I alternately drank a glass of water to help get it down and to also flush my system a little. Here we go boys and girls!

mellowman420
06-12-2005, 06:30 PM
nice, i liked doing that stuff but i puked later that day because i didn't chill out enough. play music really loud. god that was crazy.

Caruso329
06-12-2005, 06:34 PM
2:25 PM
I'm feeling slightly nauseous. I'm in the chatroom if anyone wants to ask me anything or talk to me. Greensworth is being a great help and urging me to drink water and eat, and think positive, like I'm hungry, not nauseous. No tripping effects yet, still waiting. Pink Floyd - Shine On You Crazy Diamond (Parts 1-7) in the background.

Caruso329
06-12-2005, 06:48 PM
2:39 PM
Motherfucker. Thats all I can say. This shit is starting to hit me I think. I've like all of a sudden sped up a bit. And I feel kind of heavy and everything is just kind of heavy. Nausea is starting to subside or get worse, I can't decide.

Caruso329
06-12-2005, 07:02 PM
2:53 PM
Okay, some shit is definitely setting in. My head feels like its about to float away like a balloon on a string. Trae is coming over to watch me and make sure I don??t do anything stupid. This is fun.

Mindscape
06-12-2005, 07:04 PM
If your head is getting light, then the "robot" feeling is right around the corner. Try doing something active on it like running or skipping, feels VERY trippy.

best of luck bro.

Caruso329
06-12-2005, 07:46 PM
3:11 PM
I??m having a fucking blast. I??m listening to techno remixes of video game music. Overclocked remixes. I feel like a bug is constantly crawling over my neck and face and making me itch. Someone told me this is normal, called Roboitch. And my tongue just went numb. Like that. Wow.

3:25 PM
I called Marshall. He answered in a monster voice and said ??hello caruso?. I then told him that I was tripping and would be tripping all day. He then said that was cool and i told him that i had a sitter now (Trae who was typing this now). I then told Marshall that I would call him if I needed anything in my desperation.
I took Trae on a short tour of the house since he has never been here before. We are about to go on a journey into town, to experience people, places, and things. I will keep a notebook with me and update this when I get back.

Caruso329
06-12-2005, 09:28 PM
3:39 PM
Driving is absurd. We are about to listen to Milk Ink. Ghost in the Shell theme music is playing. We are on an adventure. Everything is going by at incredible speeds. We are travelling at 40 mph.

3:49 PM
We are at a red light. I feel like I am in a space ship flying through the infinity. Turning left is a great experience. This sound in track 5 sounds like an exploding Duracell D battery.

4:02 PM
I am in Walmart. People are very alien. Nintendo DS is broken or doesn't like me. Everyone looks like monsters. I feel like a psycho wrtiting this, like a mad diary. Chewing Big Red gum is awesome. My whole neck is itchy,

4:05 PM
We just walked past 2 indian girls. We should've bowed because they were goddessess.

4:15 PM
We are leaving Walmart now. Going to Kuroshika. I saw Andy and that was cool and I also saw my Dad's friend William. I didn't notice him but I could feel his soul there and then he said hello to me. Me and Trae finally left walmart, Kuroshika is closed. We are going to China Buffet instead.

4:28 PM
I am a member of the Yakuza family. I am eating, ironically, chinese food prepared, ironically, by Vietnamese.

4:38 PM
Everyone is speaking a different language. I believe me and Trae are in a different country, Japan. The people in each booth speak a different language. Some speak Japanese, Chinese, Taiwanese, Korean, Greek, Russian, Bosnian, and Irish.

4:48 PM
We have our checks and fortune cookies. Another Indian goddess walked by. We should've bowed.

5:19 PM
I think I am coming down now. I want to go back to Walmart, Trae said we can go, we're off on another adventure!

mono repin
06-12-2005, 09:40 PM
3:39 PM
The people in each booth speak a different language. Some speak Japanese, Chinese, Taiwanese, Korean, Greek, Russian, Bosnian, and Irish.



HAHAHAHAHA Irish?!?!?! The bit about the goddesses is awsome as well. Sounds like a great experience. Keep us updated.

Caruso329
06-12-2005, 10:25 PM
Well most of you will call me and idiot. And yes I am one. But at 6:07 PM I took another bottle of 354 mg of DXM. I felt myself coming down and I wanted to extend the trip throughout the rest of the night. So I've downed another bottle and I'm going to go on another adventure or 7 tonight. I will make sure to keep my notebook with me and keep everything written down. I am going to go visit my friend Will and hang out there for a little bit. Good times all around. Hope my experiences are benefitting the community. Okay.. I'm gonna chill now.

Dick Justice
06-13-2005, 01:14 AM
Man this is one awesome exp. journal. The music sounds like an exploding duracell battery, like what the fuck ahahah.

EverydayJunglist
06-13-2005, 01:42 AM
3:39 PM


4:02 PM
I am in Walmart. People are very alien. Nintendo DS is broken or doesn't like me. Everyone looks like monsters. I feel like a psycho wrtiting this, like a mad diary. Chewing Big Red gum is awesome. My whole neck is itchy,






I can just picture caruso......pupils dilated like mad,flailing over-exaggertated movements.And the people at wal-mart looking at him like "wtf is this silly mutha fucker on?" as he is writing shit down frantically in a trip journal in the middle of the medication aisle.lol

On a side not my all time fav. trip song is shine on you crazy dimaond.Great choice.And taking another 300+ mg's even during a trip is not crazy and is completely safe.I enjoyed reading your journal also.

Caruso329
06-13-2005, 01:49 AM
Thanks guys. I'm back in the realm of the normal now. Still hovering a little bit in the air balloon of DXM, but for the most part here. I have written a lot more and I am going to chronicle this day in a short story soon and will post it in its entirety. DXM should be respected and is not to be treated lightly. I enjoyed greatly my trip on 708 mg of DXM. I hope to tell all of you about it later.

Caruso329
06-13-2005, 03:26 AM
Okay. I think I'm completely sober right now. God does it feel good. DXM has just changed my life. I had the most intense, scariest, time of my life today while tripping on 708 mg of DXM. I wrote everything that I could down and I will try to recall the missing parts at a later date. The feeling of being disassociated with your body is a horrible thing and I wish that no person ever has to experience it. I am going to bed now and I hope that I will wake up normal again and clear headed. I will share my experiences later. Good night.

EverydayJunglist
06-13-2005, 05:30 AM
sounds like someone had a good time ;)

henrypj
06-13-2005, 01:56 PM
wow that was really cool, i think you should make this a weekly thing where you try a different drug each week. :)

is your name really caruso? pretty unusual name how dyu pronounce it?

Caruso329
06-13-2005, 04:26 PM
Fuck that.. that's all I've got to say. I don't think I'll be touching any mind-altering substances for a long time, probably ever again. I guess I had a bad trip, but it was very life changing and crazy to experience. My last name is Caruso and all my brothers and friends call me by it. Pronounced Kuh-roo-so. Fuck DXM, thats some weird shit.

mono repin
06-13-2005, 07:21 PM
Whoa, wtf. Total reversal of opinion on your trip. When you were tripping you seemed love it. The post where you were almost sober you said "I enjoyed greatly my trip on 708 mg of DXM." then the very next post ... " I had the most intense, scariest, time of my life today while tripping on 708 mg... I wish that no person ever has to experience it." Why such a change of opinions? Was it just coming down sucked really bad but the trip itself was good? Did you freak out at some point that made you have issues? Can we still expect the "story" post?

Caruso329
06-13-2005, 07:29 PM
Haha, yea it was intense. I did enjoy it for the most part, but parts of it were scary and I thought I was permafried for a portion of the trip. I kept saying "my life is changed forever now", "I will never know what its like to be normal again", a bunch of crazy shit like that. I experienced years of my life that hadn't happened in a time frame of about 45 minutes. Almost like a lucid dream of sorts. My friends also thought it would be fun to fuck with my head while I was peaking. So they would talk about gorillas coming, they all stood up and stared me down at one point which was terrifying. But at the same time it was an amazing feeling that I've never felt before and I did enjoy. It was like life was going by as a flipbook. Very crazy. Anyways, I'm writing out a full report of all I felt, its already almost a page long and I'm only at the part where I'm just starting to feel the effects of the first dose. So it should be a good read.

Greensworth
06-14-2005, 12:03 AM
Well i plan on trying DXM one day Caruso. I am a fairly large guy and i will most likely have a couple friends come over to watch me. I have a reall dark side and my anger can just fly off the handle. Did you find yourself out of control at any point Caruso? Good experience from the sounds of your posts. Glad to see you are still kicking and walked away with a good experience.

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Caruso329
06-14-2005, 04:01 AM
I didn't feel out of control at any point but I did feel "guided". At one point right before I peaked I was standing up, and I felt a golden, glowing cord pulling me down. I immediately knew I had to sit down or I was going to fall down. I managed to make it over to the rosebud chair that I mentioned above, practically falling into it. At this point I think I did lose control of my emotions because I became very terrified of everything around me. I also have a very bad temper if something sets me off, but I didn't get mad for no reason or anything like that.

Mindscape
06-14-2005, 02:04 PM
In my experiences with DXM I've never had anger take me away. Dex can "get inside your head" a bit but usually the only negative emotion that it would bring on is fear. If that happens be sure to have read the faq and the guides on erowid.org first to know how to deal with it.

I'm kinda curious to see Caruso's full "story" report.

amsterdam
06-14-2005, 02:14 PM
god do times change,when i was in high school,if anyone from our click had brought DXM to a party or told us about it,we would have made fun of that person relentlessly.

Caruso329
06-14-2005, 06:51 PM
Working on the full story still guys. I don't want to rush it, but I will post it in a new topic called "Caruso's DMX Trip Report" or something... look for it!

420ultimatesmokage
06-14-2005, 08:13 PM
i took a bottle of robitussin max strength cough last night for my first time also. i smoked some weed and watched tv, pretty good time. i had double vision for alot of the time anyone ever had this. i read about people who like listening to music but i listened to some music and didnt really get into it. all and all it was fun but i dont plan on doing it again.

rhinoblanco
06-14-2005, 09:09 PM
yea that shit is awesome..i dont know how so many people dont like it. i was into that shit hardcore for about a year and now im about to try it again since its the best bang for your buck..i am fucked up if i take enough for 2 days at the most..seems like i never come down from it

henrypj
06-15-2005, 02:50 PM
caruso when you gettin your acid man?

Caruso329
06-15-2005, 07:28 PM
I'm probably not going to be taking the acid after this. Not for awhile at least.

EverydayJunglist
06-15-2005, 09:25 PM
god do times change,when i was in high school,if anyone from our click had brought DXM to a party or told us about it,we would have made fun of that person relentlessly.
then what would you do when my dxm droppin' click whomped the shit outa your click in our invincible state?? what would ya do huh?? huh? Pull out your imaginary .50 caliber that you think you have? Thats right!!

henrypj
06-15-2005, 09:33 PM
just do it!