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justinsane
05-22-2005, 05:24 AM
ok all, i have this weird, possible spiritual story. ok, if anyone plays counter strike, its a first person shooter where you play against players or bots.

anyway, my friend, we'll call him Q, killed himself a few months ago.. well one night i was playing cs, really high, and i shot this bot, and the bots were randomly named... well i shootin all these bots,,, no problem,for a hour or so.. no big deal, then i shoot this one... and i get a feeling like, oh no! he was too young to die.. and like a feeling of guilt or sadness... well i look up at the name of the bot.. and its name was Q!

does anyone think this is of some significance?
djaio
05-22-2005, 05:32 AM
thats pretty cool. dont know what it means tho
boywonder
05-22-2005, 06:00 PM
i think it does but dont let it effect how you think about reality just let it go
JSTA
05-22-2005, 07:14 PM
That's crazy. Sorry to hear about your friend :( That's just really strange........
mellow mood
05-22-2005, 08:54 PM
i think its a game and the guy got a random name
amsterdam
05-23-2005, 01:41 PM
i think its a game and the guy got a random name


ya think??
justinsane
05-23-2005, 02:03 PM
yeah i know, its just pretty weird..
naturalmystic
05-23-2005, 11:37 PM
i think you're ....just.insane
rastabill89
05-24-2005, 12:05 AM
sorry to here about your friend.........it could of been a sign or something....shit i dont know
Encatuse
05-24-2005, 12:37 AM
Who would have made the sign if it was one? If you believe in God, there's a good scapegoat.

If not, then just know it was a random name on a bot, and you were intoxicated.
SpiritualExcess
08-16-2005, 03:21 AM
Dude, you're most likely deep down feeling guilty that your friend killed himself... thinking things like 'I should have done something.' First of all, that's not true, there's nothing you could've done... anyway yah you're prolly deep down feeling guilty, and for whatever reason killing the character hooked you, because in a direct way you WERE responsible for killing the game character (not your friend tho)and you displaced your grief and guilt over your friend's death onto a game character, so it just seeped out. Basically the game was like a drill digging into hidden feelings and letting them out. I think that seeing that the character's name was the same as your friend's is secondary. I think even if you hadn't noticed that, the feelings would still've been there, and the only thing seeing the name did was...kind of like to reinforce and confirm the guilt feelings.
I'm a bit high, so I really hope that made sense, and i'm REALLY sorry about your friend. My cousin shot himself when we were 16 and it sucks.