Wen u feel like u wana die

[Prozac fairy]

My life is offically shit, my folks found out i smoke pot and do shrooms...and they r sooooo anti drug ppl, they went skitz wen they found out i smoke cigsimagine how they found i do drugs, now im grounded for like eternity, its the easter hols and i havent been out once which sucks ass, i threatened to leave or kill myself and my dad just didnt beleive i would.
I have to admit though i was goin throu a shitty point, school was hard so i would get stoned everyday as i felt it was my only escape, but it affected my schoolingi got shit grades on my mock exams and i thinkn that pissed them off even more. Now i have my proper exams soon and im revisin my ass off and still i dont get appreciated for it, so my plan is get the grades i need and tell um to fuck off. My mate is getint a place so i can move in wit him at the end of the year. But listen kids dont do wat i did...smoke ur problems away coz it aint gona work infact it makes it worse. I havent smoked pot for almost 3 weeks lol for me that a long time but the next time i will its gona be in the summer wen i no im free from commitments.
O yeah takin my little neice to watch Hat in the Hat, gona get sum shrooms and watch it....gona be amazing- im not contradicitin myself right? its to enjoy the film!

[rnf232s]

i hear you man. fucking parents can be bitches. i just got out of a the hospitals psych ward from a damn week. i was admitted for drug and alcohol abuse. it was pretty shitty, but all and all i think i learned something. i dont think i will ever touch any drugs like coke or meth again after hearing some of those stories. i think the only thing i will do is pot and alcohol. i wouldnt prob send this smmessage and i dont reallyh remember what i said cause i am really drunkn right now but good luck to you with you parents and i hope they stop being bitches and just let it slide.

[maryjanemama]

My life is offically shit, my folks found out i smoke pot and do shrooms...and they r sooooo anti drug ppl, they went skitz wen they found out i smoke cigsimagine how they found i do drugs, now im grounded for like eternity, its the easter hols and i havent been out once which sucks ass, i threatened to leave or kill myself and my dad just didnt beleive i would.
I have to admit though i was goin throu a shitty point, school was hard so i would get stoned everyday as i felt it was my only escape, but it affected my schoolingi got shit grades on my mock exams and i thinkn that pissed them off even more. Now i have my proper exams soon and im revisin my ass off and still i dont get appreciated for it, so my plan is get the grades i need and tell um to fuck off. My mate is getint a place so i can move in wit him at the end of the year. But listen kids dont do wat i did...smoke ur problems away coz it aint gona work infact it makes it worse. I havent smoked pot for almost 3 weeks lol for me that a long time but the next time i will its gona be in the summer wen i no im free from commitments.
O yeah takin my little neice to watch Hat in the Hat, gona get sum shrooms and watch it....gona be amazing- im not contradicitin myself right? its to enjoy the film!
Ok, I'm speaking from experience now, so you can take or leave what I say. I am almost 30 and have been through it all and believe me: life gets better. This part of your life will be over quickly and you'll be out on your own with freedom. Remember though, everything you do has a consequence and sometimes you just have to live and learn to find out what is right for you in life.

I agree with just bullshitting your way through and let things blow over. I got through most of high school and living with my parents by bullshitting my way through. Luckily, they were very nieve and had no idea what I was doing or where I was. My mom still thinks all that pot she smelled was really incense! Ha, ha.

Now I am married and have 3 kids and I promise I will never put my kids through any control crap like mine did. In fact, they'll smoke their first joint with their mom and dad. I never want them to have to hide and sneak around and lie like I had to. Kids just end up doing worse shit that way. I'd much rather them at home getting high than hanging out in someone's meth lab or getting loaded and driving around. Especially my 2 daughters, who knows what kind of guys they might meet if they're sneaking around. This way I figure I will know who most of their friends are by whose hanging out around here.

Anyway, keep your chin up and work hard to get out on your own. And when you are out of your parents place, have fun and be careful.

[Lulu]

Just stick with it babe - we've all gone through something similar. I'm 36 now and have 3 kids 17/9/4, a good man, my own home and lots of space to smoke my blow and chill with my family.

Very soon you'll be out in the world making your own way and your own lifestyle choices. Then you can show them a thing or two. I think my parents are still amazed that their shaven headed daughter from hell ever got so far.

Time will fly, bite your lip and move along - it'll be Summer soon. xxx

[cortezbuddha]

I agree with what the two above said. I am in college now, and the time is flying by!!!! I remember when my parents were being asses (or I thought at the time, they only mean good though) and I just wanted to get the heck out of there. But now I am in college, and let me tell you, time does fly. I am only 20 years old, but I feel like it is still 2000! Hang in there, and don't do anything to jepordize you and your parents relationship, because later on in life when you need help, they will hook you up fat. Dont worry right now, just do what they want you to do, keep the shit out of their house (remember, to them you are a visitor because you dont pay nothing on that house, so I think it is reasonable to say respect what they believe, kinda like scratch their back and they will scratch yours type stuff), and soon things will be on track. Try to keep a positive relationship with them and when you leave home, you will realize how vitally important they are. Hope these are some good words for yah.

Peace

[NowhereMan]

dude things will get better

trust the old farts on here like me
i have seen so many times i thought shit was at its worst


was wrong
it can be worse


u could be alot more worse off than having a few restrictions in life
and in time,
those will FADE away,
see
so hang in there
k
peace






My life is offically shit, my folks found out i smoke pot and do shrooms...and they r sooooo anti drug ppl, they went skitz wen they found out i smoke cigsimagine how they found i do drugs, now im grounded for like eternity, its the easter hols and i havent been out once which sucks ass, i threatened to leave or kill myself and my dad just didnt beleive i would.
I have to admit though i was goin throu a shitty point, school was hard so i would get stoned everyday as i felt it was my only escape, but it affected my schoolingi got shit grades on my mock exams and i thinkn that pissed them off even more. Now i have my proper exams soon and im revisin my ass off and still i dont get appreciated for it, so my plan is get the grades i need and tell um to fuck off. My mate is getint a place so i can move in wit him at the end of the year. But listen kids dont do wat i did...smoke ur problems away coz it aint gona work infact it makes it worse. I havent smoked pot for almost 3 weeks lol for me that a long time but the next time i will its gona be in the summer wen i no im free from commitments.
O yeah takin my little neice to watch Hat in the Hat, gona get sum shrooms and watch it....gona be amazing- im not contradicitin myself right? its to enjoy the film!

[311junkie]

i'll agree with the rest. shit will improve. dont sweat your parents man, they only control u til your 18 and then you can get out on your own. things are infinitely better now that im outta the house and get this, me and my parents actually get along now! its wierd how when u dont see people as much as you used to how much more you will appreciate them. dont sweat the bullshit.

[420sampson]

Story of my life, Just about the same shit happened to me my senior year in high school and i was like grounded and then i got depressed and now i moved out, i'm happy now that im smokin in my house.

Peace

[psychocat]

I got kicked on the street at 16,some might say so what.
I say it was the best thing my mother ever did for me,the reasons for this are many but the main one is it made me realise just how easy life WAS.
That's right,I woke up to the realisation I was in the big bad world with no safety net,no-one to do my meals,no-one to do my wash,no-one to borrow money off.
That's the reality of a life on your own,you have it so easy at home but it has a price and that is you live by someone elses rules.
I was never very good at following other peoples rules.
It was difficult at first but I grew up really fast and learned one thing before anything else "everything has a price",this and "nobody gets a free ride" are the lessons I needed to learn.
Personally I'm amazed my mother put up with my behaviour for 16 yrs cause I would've kicked me out much sooner,I was a fuckin monster.

[joker121]

Due, fuck ya, to you man. The hwolle shit aboot smokin yur probs away, doesn't wrok. Pot amplifys emotions, and so if you d oit when your depressed, it only makes shit seesm worse. It really sucks on the ride down.
Life can be al ot worse, and be happy to be where you are man. Try meditating, jsut clear your mind, and count to ten, then go back to one, and start again. DOn't think about naything, jsut keep doing it. Don't think about how long you've been doing it, or how stupid it may seesm, jsut try to quiet your mind. It works for me when I'm depressed.