BudSmokah
11-17-2010, 04:46 AM
I really need some help with this. Im 18 I been smoking since 14 or 15. I usually smoke at least a blunt a day usually 2 tho. The other night i smoked a small bong full and didn't even think i was gonna get high. I got too high started panicking the next thing you know im scared for my life. I was about to call 911. My body was shaking, heart was beating real fast(im used to that but it kicked into like a whole new gear.) It was the most terrifying experience of my life. I thought the bud was laced but forgot i did 2 blunts of it the night before with my friend and we were both fine.
I tried smoking again the next night and although i was not as bad i kept thinking in my head that the same thing was gonna happen and at times it was very very hard to stay calm and i just wanted the high to end. Next night i went out and took 3 hits off a blunt and i started getting really nervous again but since i didnt smoke much it wasn't as bad but i still wanted it to end.
I know its all in my head but the thing is i can't get it out of my head. Every time i smoke its all i can think about now, even when i get my mind off it thoughts keep popping up. This really sucks cuz im a big pothead and i really want to smoke but like i said i jus cant get the panicking off my mind.
Nothing like this has never really happened over the past 3 years some small cases but....i just dont know what to do anybody have any suggestions for me?
I tried smoking again the next night and although i was not as bad i kept thinking in my head that the same thing was gonna happen and at times it was very very hard to stay calm and i just wanted the high to end. Next night i went out and took 3 hits off a blunt and i started getting really nervous again but since i didnt smoke much it wasn't as bad but i still wanted it to end.
I know its all in my head but the thing is i can't get it out of my head. Every time i smoke its all i can think about now, even when i get my mind off it thoughts keep popping up. This really sucks cuz im a big pothead and i really want to smoke but like i said i jus cant get the panicking off my mind.
Nothing like this has never really happened over the past 3 years some small cases but....i just dont know what to do anybody have any suggestions for me?