I wanna predict... And....

[FarmerSteve]

That Bryan will become known as a top notch breeder, possibly on a grand scale. I can honestly say that if I grew, that I would WANT to grow about 15 of the 20 of the strains (maybe more, I cannot remember) that I tried. Of course his goals are his own, but I think the skies the limit. Of course, people seem to grow mostly crap, screwing up even the best genetics, but I still feel confident.

While I'm at it, for whatever reason, my biological life has taken a rather sudden and dramatic turn. Not sure what the few days and/or weeks or months hold. The pattern that I'm in seems to indicate one thing, but I'm not going to give myself over to that. If, for whatever reason, I don't make it back, now or in the future, I want to let this little clique know that without you, I wouldn't have got to live my "legal" All-I-Can Smoke-Amazing-Weed-Binge. It may just be pot or a high to other people, but to me and my love, it has been a little dream come true.

Hopefully I'll be here ten years from now, debating about weed ;) and I believe I will be, but I am also a realist, and if I may, without drama or fanfare, I would like to thank you all for making my life, and therefore the lives of my four children and amazing wife, a LOT happier during these trying times.

Namaste' & God Speed,

Chad
:)

[RAINHAZE]

God Bless you, sir. Stay strong.

[COzigzag]

I love your "zest" for the weed! Always enjoy reading your posts.

Reality can be a beast, make peace with it.

Hang tough!

[kingminus]

Kinda cryptic Steve but good luck whatever you're talking about. Peace.

[Delta9Caregivrs]

Prob the most detailed reviewer on the site.. Hang tuff and as always if there is anything we can do for ya.. Just ask no request is to little.. Or large

jason
d9

[neversummer]

Hope you are better soon!

I agree with you about a dream come true, just being able to buy weed at a store. But the true dream is legalization for all, and independence from the federal government.

I have definatley been on an all i can smoke weed binge since i got my card in September. Tomorrow i promised myself i would start cutting back, for financial and health reasons.

[MysteryBee]

Kinda cryptic Steve but good luck whatever you're talking about. Peace.
What he said- Peace Steve, get well
:thumbsup:

[Colodonmed]

Farmer, hope all is going good, be well and in ten years we will still be reading your fresh posts, thanks and peace to you

[lampost]

FS, hope your issue is a minor one and its resolved quickly!
I've been having my own problems of late (hence the incommunicado), so many twists and turns in life. You'll pull through man. Let me know if I can help!

[TheReleafCenter]

Keep fighting, nothing can take that from you. :thumbsup:

[FarmerSteve]

Thanks guys, it really helps. I don't want to share my situation with people, we all have pain in this life, nobody wants to hear about mine, BUT, you guys are different. I'm hoping a week or two of bed rest and a SERIOUS carpet bombing with my arsenal of natural healing elements and will get me set for the REAL fight. Of course, it may be too late to save my bios.

But if that's the case, I got another 13 fairly healthy years out of the original diagnosis, and even though I have a wife and four children, I trust God/Love/The Universe/The Creator in that just as I didn't pick when I came, I don't need to pick when I "go" for it to be a full life.

I'm at peace, truly. It's just that in the past few days, symptoms have gone 20MPH to 150MPH in a heartbeat. I'm rather versed in both natural and mainstream "medicine", biology, and the nature of what I am facing, and the fact is, there's a good chance it might be lights out here soon, and I wanted to tell everyone who has meant something to me how I feel.


Live for The Moment.

Farmer Steve Farmer :jointsmile:

[MMJinColorado]

Best of luck to you my man. Keep us in the loop...

I'll send the good vibes your way.