what's wrong with me?

[BigMoney]

hey! how's it going? i haven't smoked weed for just under 3 months. for the first 3 weeks being silver, i been feeling really great. all of sudden, i been falling down in school. my marks are going way down and i really don't know what to do. i haven't been my self lately and i been skipping school for a few days. when i was a pothead, i was doing great in school but then i started to go downhill. so i decided to quit and my marks kind of went up and now im falling down agian! what should i do? should i go back and smoke weed? what's even wierder is that i havent been depressed for a month which is a good thing, BUT now i really don't kare about anything anymore. i don't care about school too. in fact,everything is a joke to me.

[koshea]

i smoke every day and my entire life is a dayze...i almost cry sometimes becuase it feels like im not living...my relationships arent happy ebcuase everythings fake to me...everythings a joke liek you said...everything will go away eventually in my mind..i think tothe far future when everythings said and done we all die the same...im a fucking depressed ass motherfucker and i hate it...weed dosent help but im addicted....i cant sleep without a bowl and i get depressed without weed for more than 2 days

[Rarrr]

Just stick to your school work because the less time youv got to feel depressed the better then when you get home hav a smoke(weed). If i hav a smoke once a day im usually fine. I too get really bad waves of depression (without weed). They come and go. Dont see life as a burden its an experience that chances are you're only gonna get once.In the end in my mind ther is no point to life but i may as well enjoy it while its here.

[Dick Justice]

Maybe you're screwing up from the stress of school combined with the three-month lack of stress-reliever.

[Darkneon420]

Im sorry to hear your feeling down man. Look, go back to how things used to be. Back when you smoked pot. Try to change things in your life that has made you depressed. Cuz nothing can cure you of depression if you yourself dont try to get back up. Stop skipping school, once in awhile is alright but only for a class or two. Do your hw, study, bust your ass cuz schools gunna help you make it in life. Sure you can make it without your deplomia but then again its gunna be harder for you in the long run. Chill, breath, laugh, cry, and smoke! Thats life, live yours the way you want too and reach for that goal. The future is yours man, you just have to make it into what its gunna be. Best luck to you and everyone that is going through depression. If you still feel as if your depression isent going away, go to the doc and see what he can do for you. Weither its tips to living life healthy or medication. Never be ashamed of taking med btw, cuz sometimes ppl need it. Not forever but only until your back on your feet and happy about where you are in life. peace!

[BigMoney]

i dunno what's wrong. i haven't been to school for the last 4 days or so. and what's even messed up is that my b-day passed a few days ago and i didn't care about my b-day. shit. i gotta ript some shit up before school ends...only 2 and a half month left... here's my plan..skip school tomm and then go back to school on monday and really do my homework, etc.. i dunno i just feel kind of messed right now...

[mrdevious]

just keep the smoking in moderation, like 3-4 times a week (or whatever's moderate for you).

[ScarlettCrush]

not caring about anything is depression hon. blaze a blunt and chill out this weekend, hit it again on monday with new outlook.

[SLiC112]

lay back n smoke... things will be in focus afterwards.... just chill

[larry]

maybee if you can not control your self your are a retard

thats what is wrong with you.

[jacquelyne]

SHUT THE HELL UP YOU DICKHEAD
maybee if you can not control your self your are a retard

thats what is wrong with you.

[SLiC112]

maybee if you can not control your self your are a retard

thats what is wrong with you.
nice way of boostin up a kids view on life.... LARRY...

[koshea]

nice way of boostin up a kids view on life.... LARRY...


you know somones serious when they put your name in....

-dun dun dunnnn-

CAPS :eek: :eek:

[SLiC112]

you know somones serious when they put your name in....

-dun dun dunnnn-

CAPS :eek: :eek:
LOL!!

[Rarrr]

maybee if you can not control your self your are a retard

thats what is wrong with you.
Maybe larry's depressed and needs to pay out on others to make himself feel better

[jacquelyne]

Could be
But really if someone has a problem and is depressed he should not be saying that.Obviously he dosent know how bad it can be or he wouldnt have been such an idiot to do that.He is genuinely depressed he wouldnt have posted a thread if he werent.Big hardcore Larry strikes again or is it PIMP

[BigMoney]

alright tomm im pick off a 20 and smoke it a buddie of mine..friday i have no school so thats kool...and for the week ill chill and think...and then on monday ill ript shit up in school..ill work my ass...thanks Darkneon420, you have made me feel better about myself.. along with the other...and for the guy who said
maybee if you can not control your self your are a retard

thats what is wrong with you.
what is wrong with you? but yeah im guessing that your were high when you said that so im kool with the comment..

ps: can someone give me a excuse for monday? i have to tell the teachers where was i during this whole week :confused:

[Looker]

NO its ok Larry always says stupid shit like that...

Thats Larry...

[Looker]

Look kiddies thats just the way it is...

If your gonna smoke the MJ than you realize...HEY THIS SHIT MAKES ME FEEL GREAT...but you cant go back now cause that experience is burned into that chipset in your brain (y'know..the one you cant re-format??)

It does its job so damn well that you may start sayin GEE WHAT DID I DO BEFORE I HAD THIS?? so then the months go by and you keep smokin and smokin.. and THEN YOU CANT SMOKE FOR WHATEVER REASON...YOU GOTTA STOP FOR THE POLICE, YOUR JOB ,YOUR FOLKS WHATEVER....

UNFORTUNATELY YOUVE ALREADY CROSSED THE LINE THAT FIRST DAY WHEN YOUTOOK YOUR FIRST COUPLA HITS.....

You are probably depressed like scarlett said (I put alot of creedence in what she says as she is/was a dominatrix and they deal with clients who are multimillionaires with deep seated unfulfilled needs)(not problems.needs.)

Stay clean for awhile, stay in school, and if possible see a shrink about depression....

DONT WORRY PAL IT GETS BETTER

[Glydr]

Sounds like good advice from Looker, maybe keep the smokin to just at the weelends, keep going to school and work hard at it, one day you might be glad you did, a good remedy for feeling depressed is HARD regular physical exercise. I know how hard it is for stoners to motivate themselves in this area, but just bite the bullet and try it, stick on a personal stereo and go for a long run or bike ride, or take up some martial arts classes, these can do wonders for confidence and self-esteem cos you're going round with the knowledge you can look after yourself.

[Looker]

There ya go...

[Lulu]

Agree with everything Looker said. 100%

But Larry, ffs man, give it a rest will ya - it's real old now :rolleyes:

[abcmofo]

im a psychiatric nurse, and from what ive learnt depression is a state of mind, literally i suppose. and it can beat even the strongest man into submission. the key is to seperate the depression as this state of mind and view it as a temporary illness, which it is - its a brain cold and all the chemicals that balance the way you feel are outta sync. take some r n r, lots of good exercise - shaggings good! but above all else try and keep it in perspective - the chemicals in your brain need balancing and this is makin you feel down and giving you this dark out look. your thoughts are probably quite dark and some times might conjuer images in your head that you'll wonder how you ever concieved them. this is all a part of depression mate. if it dont get better go see your dr and try a mild anti depressant. tell school how your feeling. they will help. take it easy