feeling shitty

[BUZz UK]

ok guys, i need some real advice here, i'm starting to feel really shitty. over the past two weeks i've been falling apart. i'm starting to feel like i did before i started college. kind of depressed and, shit, i don't know, i've just been falling apart, and i don't know why. help, lol

[AdidasZ21]

Well did something trigger it? Something had to set you into that mindset.

[Darkneon420]

hey buzz!

K so this whole depression thing...what makes you depressed mang? Tell us! We will listen! :)

[BUZz UK]

no, i started my easter holiday like a week and a half ago, went on a couple of really good nights out, and then i just started falling apart, i just had a fag, looked at myself in the mirror, and i'm like a ghost, lol, it's weird

[Darkneon420]

As i pointed out before you need weed. Try to score some tomorrow.

[BUZz UK]

and i don't think i have depression, i'm pretty sure i did before i started college, just after i dropped out of school but, shit, i dunno, guess i'll get over it, lol. i hope

[BUZz UK]

darkneon: i with you on that baby! lol

[BUZz UK]

i'm goin to bed, i'm sure i'll be happier when i get some green. no wonder i feel particularly bad, it's 2am, lol

[Darkneon420]

hey mang just think how awesome your highs gunna be once you score!

...i honestly forgot how it felt to be sober...*pokes self* Its not all that bad...kinda boring but yeah...good night!

[SLiC112]

smoke up dun... you'll feel a whole lot better...

[justanotheramerican]

You know Buzz...I have been feeling shitty here lately myself. Random bits of depression with thoughts of suicide sprinkled on top. And I can tell you that nothing snaps me out of it better than sitting down with a piece of paper and writing the most horrifyingly depressing (but realistic) story I can come up with. And once you have that, go and smoke a cigarette and forget about the story. Then go back and read it and say to yourself, "Well, at least I don't have whore myself out just so I can get the heroin I need to kill all the physical and emotional pain I have from the AIDS I got because some stupid asshole didn't use a condom knowing full well that he had HIV."

Or maybe there are some family or friends that can remind you that life isnt all that bad. But if worse comes to worse, youve got a friend in Jesus.

[smokinindausa]

A common withdrawl symptom of weed is depression, sleeplessness. Youll be irritated and cranky and it will be hard to wake up. If youre quittin just stick with it and the depression will be gone in a couple months. If u arent then score some weed and bye bye depression.

[az666]

u feelin any better dude?

[BUZz UK]

i'm feeling better now, san andreas is a good comedown cure, lol, thanks for bein so helpful guys :)

[Looker]

You know Buzz...I have been feeling shitty here lately myself. Random bits of depression with thoughts of suicide sprinkled on top. And I can tell you that nothing snaps me out of it better than sitting down with a piece of paper and writing the most horrifyingly depressing (but realistic) story I can come up with. And once you have that, go and smoke a cigarette and forget about the story. Then go back and read it and say to yourself, "Well, at least I don't have whore myself out just so I can get the heroin I need to kill all the physical and emotional pain I have from the AIDS I got because some stupid asshole didn't use a condom knowing full well that he had HIV."

Or maybe there are some family or friends that can remind you that life isnt all that bad. But if worse comes to worse, youve got a friend in Jesus.

Hey is that your REAL story??? I mean is that really your situation??

[robert42]

SOUNDS LIKE YOU NEED A 8TH OF "Roberts Magical Potion" ;)

dnt wry m8 we all feel shitty 1 day then we wake up and where all happy :D

[justanotheramerican]

No that isn't my situation. But it is the story of my Aunt who died about ten years ago. Sorry, I didn't realize how bad all of that sounded until today.