68camaro
10-31-2009, 06:12 PM
its been sometime since my accident. since then life has really been a challenge to say the least! every drug known to man and in the end brain surgery!!!
if i would have known about medical marijuana, there would have never been a surgery. back in 97 i was electricuted with a small voltage of 480 volts, after getting up and dusting myself off i knew something was different but was in a daze. woke in a burn unit in salt lake city. i suffer from cluster migrains, lifes not been the same since.
in 2003 i started to mess around with the cannabis plant. never been good at it. the costs are to prohibitive for me. im a state patient and have been for sometime. actually the first three yrs the card cost me 0 dallars now the normal 150.00 a year.
im in a bad place and need a friend or two. i want nothin but encouragement. ya see im about to give it all up! seems alot hopeless and im so tired. i can grow a nice plant, i only get a small amount from each plant and always out, having to pick early or some crap like this. so sorry for my attitude just so tired of failing. everything i do seems to be a failure in one way or another!!!!
this is not going the ay i intended so im out.
be well
68
if i would have known about medical marijuana, there would have never been a surgery. back in 97 i was electricuted with a small voltage of 480 volts, after getting up and dusting myself off i knew something was different but was in a daze. woke in a burn unit in salt lake city. i suffer from cluster migrains, lifes not been the same since.
in 2003 i started to mess around with the cannabis plant. never been good at it. the costs are to prohibitive for me. im a state patient and have been for sometime. actually the first three yrs the card cost me 0 dallars now the normal 150.00 a year.
im in a bad place and need a friend or two. i want nothin but encouragement. ya see im about to give it all up! seems alot hopeless and im so tired. i can grow a nice plant, i only get a small amount from each plant and always out, having to pick early or some crap like this. so sorry for my attitude just so tired of failing. everything i do seems to be a failure in one way or another!!!!
this is not going the ay i intended so im out.
be well
68