GraziLovesMary
12-12-2008, 04:27 AM
Ok so I figure this is as good a time as any to bring this up and see what a whole bunch of random and maybe not so random people think, as they try to wrap their brains around my newest one:
In my quest to understand myself, I finally began to understand the schizophrenic nature in myself and all human beings. Over the years, it developed and evolved. I noticed how I create and arrange a precise set of personality traits, communication style, and even thought processes for each and ever person, group of people and/or scenario I encounter.
When one trait doesnt work, I remove it from the current personality structure and attempt to find a more effective replacement from the matrix of ideas and thoughts I have developed in my conscious brain.. it is a constant process of trial-and-error.
At first subconsciously, and finally upon realization, consciously, I began to try and understand and categorize all these different concepts that make us who we are and make our personalities what they are. In my head, a format began to take shape, and like the rest of the universe it is very elegant.
I realized that I dont have a personality.. I dont have personalities.. I have a fractalized organization of everything that makes a person a person.
A Fractality.
I now have a composition notebook (completely black.. I find it fitting) and am beginning to map it out, and provide definitions and explanations. Eventually I will need to create a computer model, as there are many dimensions to this fractality; much more than the standard 3 or 4 dimensions that we are accustomed to. Hopefully the completed product will give us a greater understanding of ourselves and each other.
It may also help me in my construction of artificial intelligence.. hmmm... I dont like that artificial word.. Im looking for something deeper, because it sounds like it just gives the illusion of intelligence.. how about...
Artifactual Intelligence
I am sooo not going to get credit when these become popular coined terms :P Thats ok, though.. its for the greater good. If somebody else can gain something from this for free, then I have done part of my job. If EVERYBODY can gain something from this for free, then I have fulfilled my role.
In my quest to understand myself, I finally began to understand the schizophrenic nature in myself and all human beings. Over the years, it developed and evolved. I noticed how I create and arrange a precise set of personality traits, communication style, and even thought processes for each and ever person, group of people and/or scenario I encounter.
When one trait doesnt work, I remove it from the current personality structure and attempt to find a more effective replacement from the matrix of ideas and thoughts I have developed in my conscious brain.. it is a constant process of trial-and-error.
At first subconsciously, and finally upon realization, consciously, I began to try and understand and categorize all these different concepts that make us who we are and make our personalities what they are. In my head, a format began to take shape, and like the rest of the universe it is very elegant.
I realized that I dont have a personality.. I dont have personalities.. I have a fractalized organization of everything that makes a person a person.
A Fractality.
I now have a composition notebook (completely black.. I find it fitting) and am beginning to map it out, and provide definitions and explanations. Eventually I will need to create a computer model, as there are many dimensions to this fractality; much more than the standard 3 or 4 dimensions that we are accustomed to. Hopefully the completed product will give us a greater understanding of ourselves and each other.
It may also help me in my construction of artificial intelligence.. hmmm... I dont like that artificial word.. Im looking for something deeper, because it sounds like it just gives the illusion of intelligence.. how about...
Artifactual Intelligence
I am sooo not going to get credit when these become popular coined terms :P Thats ok, though.. its for the greater good. If somebody else can gain something from this for free, then I have done part of my job. If EVERYBODY can gain something from this for free, then I have fulfilled my role.