13Lack
04-16-2008, 05:53 AM
Bear with me for a moment, but I have to vent to people that understand me...
So I'm on a team and alot of the people on the team were making fun of me for smoking weed on a daily basis. They are all closed minded ignorant people that are only out to judge. And no matter how many figures, statistics, facts and figures i present to them they continue to claim marijuana is a addictive and bad for your health. (As one of them binge drinks at least 3-4 times a week). They've always poked fun at my smoking and I'd always retaliate but it gets annoying after awhile. Especially with people I wouldn't necessarily call my friends. They are my teammates not quite my friends. And despite the fact I "smoke" in the healthiest way possible by vaping or cooking, I have straight A's in my sophomore year of college, I work two jobs, I volunteer at an animal hospital and am an aspiring hip hop music producer they still talk shit. So I dunno I decided that i was going to take a break and see if all the facts and such I have been spitting out were true. I took a 3 day break (i know not a long time lol but it was the first break I've had since september of 07. And in that time I had exams and shit so I figured what the hell.
After doing so, I feel like i did MUCH worse on my exams because I couldnt have my daily after work/class smoking sessions. I'm usually sober by day and high by night. And being sober at night I've always been an anxious person with alot of anxiety and depression problems and weed has really helped me with all that. I ended up getting depressed and lazy and unmotivated and didnt study to my usual level. I don't know how well I did but I don't think its going to be those A's im used to.
In short, fuck everybody and their judgements. From this point on, if you criticize my smoking habits...fuck you it helps me do what i need to do in life, you dont know me, my life, what ive been through or why im like this nor do i give a fuck to explain it to you. So dont let anyone stop you from being you. No matter what.
Thanks for listening...heh.
So I'm on a team and alot of the people on the team were making fun of me for smoking weed on a daily basis. They are all closed minded ignorant people that are only out to judge. And no matter how many figures, statistics, facts and figures i present to them they continue to claim marijuana is a addictive and bad for your health. (As one of them binge drinks at least 3-4 times a week). They've always poked fun at my smoking and I'd always retaliate but it gets annoying after awhile. Especially with people I wouldn't necessarily call my friends. They are my teammates not quite my friends. And despite the fact I "smoke" in the healthiest way possible by vaping or cooking, I have straight A's in my sophomore year of college, I work two jobs, I volunteer at an animal hospital and am an aspiring hip hop music producer they still talk shit. So I dunno I decided that i was going to take a break and see if all the facts and such I have been spitting out were true. I took a 3 day break (i know not a long time lol but it was the first break I've had since september of 07. And in that time I had exams and shit so I figured what the hell.
After doing so, I feel like i did MUCH worse on my exams because I couldnt have my daily after work/class smoking sessions. I'm usually sober by day and high by night. And being sober at night I've always been an anxious person with alot of anxiety and depression problems and weed has really helped me with all that. I ended up getting depressed and lazy and unmotivated and didnt study to my usual level. I don't know how well I did but I don't think its going to be those A's im used to.
In short, fuck everybody and their judgements. From this point on, if you criticize my smoking habits...fuck you it helps me do what i need to do in life, you dont know me, my life, what ive been through or why im like this nor do i give a fuck to explain it to you. So dont let anyone stop you from being you. No matter what.
Thanks for listening...heh.