im depressed

[Climbing High]

i have a good life, and havent smoked weed for close to a month, and i am depressed as shit. i fucking hate everything around me, lately even money and te smell of bud which is extremely unusual. all ive been doing te oast few days is sitting in my dark room and looking at my IM buddy list with my away message on. my parents are more annoying then ever, i suddenlt feel like i have no friends even though ive been hanging out with people almost daily this whole year, but i just dont feel like any of them understand me or want to understand me. i feel like sleeping all day and not ever getting up, i dont know why thi sis happening. about a week ago i was just a normal happy kid that i have been my entire life. no event has made this happen, one day i just woke up sad for no reason. think i should see a doctor or something?

[az666]

shit dude that sucks....
I guess all people go through depressed stages in their life for no apparent reason. Im sure all will be good in the near future. Y did u stop smoking? Maybe u should toke up once in a while just to mellow out? Unless you shouldn't or cant.
Maybe you should go out and try and meet sum new peeps? Smokers or non?
Sorry i cant be more help dude.......

[koshea]

that is how i feel alot

except with me its a matter of minutes i go from so happy to deathly sad

[4252]

Don't know if this helps any, but here goes....

GET OFF YOUR LAZY ASS AND DO SOMETHING!

If your attention is focused on anything, playing music, digging in the garden, painting your walls, whatever you're into, and you're too preoccupied to think about anything else, those feelings of self examination can be put off until you're ready to handle them. I think we all ponder our place in the universe way too much, and idleness is the page on which self pity is written. Tear it out and toss it in the can. Whatever you're good at, it's in demand somewhere. Find that place, and you won't have to be depressed, you'll be way too busy for that kind of nonsense.

Have you ever considered the Merchant Marine?

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[az666]

how true is that!!

[Looker]

Yeah dude its psycological withdrawl from SCHMOKIN and yeah I go thru that when I drop the smoke for whatever amount of time I gotta drop it for....but y'know what things get better....I had a shitty 2004 in general..I got a DWI at the end of 03 so I lost my license 1 year..drove without for awhile but then I had a heart attack about two months later so I was on my ass for like 7 months..I attribute the heart problems to way too much drinking, which I dont do anymore.....Im 42 but thats still pretty young for a heart attack..I mean I look like a kid...dont look old or anything....then I got laid off my job in absentia..legally they tried to keep me but I refused the shitty fucking hours....anyway so here I am no job no license lotta bills and my main supplier decides to pussy out on me cause he an his girl were havin their first kid....so then no weed...

Then I started coming to CANNABIS.COM

Anyway got a new hookup got a new job got my license back and then I inherited a SHITLOAD of money.....Oh and the wife and kids are good too...

[4252]

Sounds like you paid dues, Looker. Great to hear things are looking up (pun intentional).

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[GooseBear]

I was like that too this last summer. I am on some pills and they helped to even out my emotions because I would burst out crying over the littlest things like if dates didn't fit right in my schedule for an apt. I mean come on.
I had everything that I could possibly be happy for. I was going to have tons of college scholarships, loving parents, friends, and a great boyfriend, but no matter how I looked at it I still felt sad and really really tired.
My mom finaly said something and asked me about it and I exploded in a rage of saddness......then I saw a psychologist like 6 times and the pills helped.

They also recomended exercise. I would go walking in the woods. Sometimes it makes you feel glum because you have all that time to think about stuff. But if you exert your self you will get the good endorphines flowing and hopefully feel better.

I felt the same way you do and even I feel like that now. but I just bury myself in my school work and it seems to go away.

things will look up!

[Climbing High]

thanks guys, yea i would go for a walk except its so cold here. im gonna go to the gym tomarrow, but yea i really wish i could smoke some pot, but im being drug testedby my parents and if i fail one they will take away my car. theyre going to test me for another month they said, so after that i am going to smoke all the weed i can get my hands on, but until then it just kind of sucks. im going to talk with my doctor and see if pills would halp at all. peace.

[GHoSToKeR]

saying that even money isnt making you happy makes me think that you have the wrong priorities in life.. or maybe youre just focusing on the wrong things?

[GHoSToKeR]

ansd taking pills for depressions is a bad idea. meditate on it, find out what the problem is, and find happiness within yourself.. you dont need pills to do that. pills will stop you feeling depressed, but they wont solve the problem. and if that doesnt work, then smoke weed, dont take pills.

[4252]

"Pills will stop you feeling depressed, but they won't solve the problem..."

I don't think it could be said any better.

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[Rarrr]

Always having something to look forward to is a good way of keeping your interest in life. I was on holidays recently and am on a break off all drugs so I was sitting there becoming all depressed and saw no worthiness in life but once I started my studies again I was always busy and find that my emotions improve bcos of it so as everyone else is saying on this thread the best thing to do is to keep your mind active and of course enjoy your life at the same time. :)

[Climbing High]

yea im on school vacation right now, i guess the absence of weed hasnt taken affect until now because ive been busy with schoolwork. about meditating, i usually meditate before bed a few times a week, and that helps me clear my mind, but doesnt help me find the problem. im going to talk with my doctor about it, i bet he has fcuked up teenagers coming to him with problems like that all the time.

[BostonToker]

i think most of us hardcore smokers get depressed. Marijuana deff helps me deal with how shitty i feel sometimes. It does have its side effects like sometimes im too tired to really do anything, but thats like once every 4 months of smoking ervery day. THen i clean out for a bit or take a day off and just sleep and relax and everything feels better. Its not the answer to all problems, but it works for me when i feel like nothing is working out right

[XTC]

i have a good life, and havent smoked weed for close to a month, and i am depressed as shit. i fucking hate everything around me, lately even money and te smell of bud which is extremely unusual. all ive been doing te oast few days is sitting in my dark room and looking at my IM buddy list with my away message on. my parents are more annoying then ever, i suddenlt feel like i have no friends even though ive been hanging out with people almost daily this whole year, but i just dont feel like any of them understand me or want to understand me. i feel like sleeping all day and not ever getting up, i dont know why thi sis happening. about a week ago i was just a normal happy kid that i have been my entire life. no event has made this happen, one day i just woke up sad for no reason. think i should see a doctor or something?


Just a word of warning.. Stick to green to even touch hard drugs unless ur are 100% u have a good will power.. like Coke.. it tricks ur brain.. and when u crave it... u feel so depressed.. its an awful situation... You know what.. dont even touch that shit.

[Buck268]

I've been extremely depressed lately, which doesn't make any sense at all... Finally got my car back on the road... Fine lil thing in one of my classes digs me... Folks have been fairly cool... But still these thoughts of ill linger. Been considering talking to a head doc or something, but I just can't bring myself to do it, probably should though. I just worry about becoming dependant on some prescription meds (thats why I quit smoking cigs; I don't like needing something).

Pride's a bitch, man :p