Need answers,suggestions,advises!!!

[fuctookyfac]

First of all I want to apollogies for my bad english.
My problem started like 2 months ago when I smoked some pot with my friends at a concert.The next day I felt very low and later that day I had a panic attack and i felt like I was high again altough I haven;t smoked any pot.That night before sleep I had a very bad panic attack and I felt like I was dying of something.I couldn't breath anymore I was really scared,terrified of everything.Since then things went really bad.I always felt dizzy and had a fainting sensation and I always have the feeling of ireality.I went to a therapist for some weeks and to a psychiatrist that prescibed me cipralex and tiapridal but I dind't take them because I read the prospect and made me panic.I feel better than 2 months ago but I'm still having some rally bad moments and that stupid sense of ireality that make really scared.I am also afraid of the sky since then,I don't know why...but every time I look at it I feel really bad.I also have these stupid toughts that are killing me,I don't know what to do...I need some help...Please help

[burnable]

well I guess you should take the prescribed medicines and see how you are then. It seems like your comments are not uncommon. i don't exactly know the deal with mj and panic attacks, but for some reason it happens to lots of people. Are you still smoking the mj or was it just that time at the concert? Just know that you're not alone. It might just be that you're being victimized by a chemical imbalance in your brain. I assume it's pretty hard to explain and deal with panic attacks when you don't know why they come.

Also, that feeling of being high again the next day is pretty common, esp. with beginning tokers. :)

[fuctookyfac]

I've been smoking mj and hashis for 2 years and a little panic and paranoia didn't bother me at all.But this last time, I don't know,it fu@#ed my life up...They told me hat the meds only calms you down they don't cure so I prefer not taking them.I just wanna be myself again and smoke some with my friends:(:wtf::mad:

[burnable]

Yeah, I feel what you're sprayin'. I would much rather endure the mosaic of emotion I'm capable of than be neutralized into one immutable mood. I guess it's your judgment call. I would just suggest you put all the negative emotions into some sort of productive outlet. Like keeping a journal or some artistic endeavor that attempts to depict the complexities of your emotions.