Depression

[sToNeDpEnGuIn420]

Does anyone else here have some sort of depression? I was diagnosed with clincal depression last year(not the chirstmas that just happened) around christmas time i was diagnosed with it(this is before i started smoking weed and i had just tried to kill myself) i was put on zoloft 50mgs then i had to see a counsler every wednsday slowly i stopped seein the counsler but then i tried to commit suicede again so i got the dose upped to 100mg and i had to see the counsler more then once a week, then by june i moved out of the house and stopped seeing the counsler, this is when i started smokin well actually a lil before that. I then moved in with my grandma, a lil while into june i stopped taking zoloft, because it was making me not be able to cum(which i really dont like) so i just stopped but didnt tell anyone. I now dont take it but i still have it and i smoke around a 1/4 every 4 days. Weed is the only thing that seems to make me happy(and my gf, when im with her) but i mean i dont want to just smoke weed all the time, so i was wondering if anyone else knows of some good pills for depression? because well i get depressed sooo much i hate it, if im not with my gf or not high im either depressed or on the verge of being depressed, i also think im bi polar which doesnt help, sorry but i need help and i dont know what to do. I just know im tired of being depressed, and sry for this thread being a lil long so ya. Thanks for anyone who can help me,
Penguin(Cameron)
P.S. the only other thing that helps is ciggs but i dont like smoking them and neither does my gf, they only make me happy for about 30 minutes and i dotn wanna be a chain smoker, so ya just thought id also share that.

[sToNeDpEnGuIn420]

Well i guess no one can help me, ok

[Encatuse]

My depression roots from my inability to stop thinking. I've got an over-active mind. Anyway, if that's your problem as well, I've found that nothing works near as well as pot. But, since odds aer you can't be high all the time, Xanax and Serequel are also miracle workers. And having all three at once.. you'll trip like fuck.

[sToNeDpEnGuIn420]

Whats Serequel and isnt Xanax for something else? not depression? like i mean when i ask for pills im talking about ones that i could get perscribed.

[Encatuse]

Serequel is an anti-psychotic. Xanax is for anxiety attacks. I've never had a working anti-depressant. Just go crazy and start claiming you have anxiety. You'll get all the good one's prescribed.

[kaela]

I used to be really depressed. I didn't really know it till I started smoking pot. Sometimes I get really depressed the next day after I smoke a lot.