sToNeDpEnGuIn420
02-06-2005, 12:36 AM
Does anyone else here have some sort of depression? I was diagnosed with clincal depression last year(not the chirstmas that just happened) around christmas time i was diagnosed with it(this is before i started smoking weed and i had just tried to kill myself) i was put on zoloft 50mgs then i had to see a counsler every wednsday slowly i stopped seein the counsler but then i tried to commit suicede again so i got the dose upped to 100mg and i had to see the counsler more then once a week, then by june i moved out of the house and stopped seeing the counsler, this is when i started smokin well actually a lil before that. I then moved in with my grandma, a lil while into june i stopped taking zoloft, because it was making me not be able to cum(which i really dont like) so i just stopped but didnt tell anyone. I now dont take it but i still have it and i smoke around a 1/4 every 4 days. Weed is the only thing that seems to make me happy(and my gf, when im with her) but i mean i dont want to just smoke weed all the time, so i was wondering if anyone else knows of some good pills for depression? because well i get depressed sooo much i hate it, if im not with my gf or not high im either depressed or on the verge of being depressed, i also think im bi polar which doesnt help, sorry but i need help and i dont know what to do. I just know im tired of being depressed, and sry for this thread being a lil long so ya. Thanks for anyone who can help me,
Penguin(Cameron)
P.S. the only other thing that helps is ciggs but i dont like smoking them and neither does my gf, they only make me happy for about 30 minutes and i dotn wanna be a chain smoker, so ya just thought id also share that.
Penguin(Cameron)
P.S. the only other thing that helps is ciggs but i dont like smoking them and neither does my gf, they only make me happy for about 30 minutes and i dotn wanna be a chain smoker, so ya just thought id also share that.