Mr Greenthumb
09-13-2007, 01:13 AM
The "world" is telling me to stop doing marijuanna and alcholhol cuz its counter-acting my verious meds. But that is all i do to have fun. Everything else is just to fill in the time until i can get high or drunk or screwed up on something.
And if i continue doing these things, i risk serious concequences. So do those around me (when i lose my temper, lives may end unless something is done, which is why i have strong muscle relaxors for emergency use only).
I can't very well stop the only thing that gives me a reason to wake up just to appease the rest of world can i? Its basically asking me to kill myself. I could care less about the damage that is done to others or others property if the make me lose my temper. They all know better then to piss me off. But i get angry enough to kill over vertually nothing within seconds.
That is why marjiuanna has been so helpful. I feel like quitting it just because "commen sense" tells me to is crazy. Tell me what you - fellow potheads - think about it. I need a lil guidence to make my decision
And if i continue doing these things, i risk serious concequences. So do those around me (when i lose my temper, lives may end unless something is done, which is why i have strong muscle relaxors for emergency use only).
I can't very well stop the only thing that gives me a reason to wake up just to appease the rest of world can i? Its basically asking me to kill myself. I could care less about the damage that is done to others or others property if the make me lose my temper. They all know better then to piss me off. But i get angry enough to kill over vertually nothing within seconds.
That is why marjiuanna has been so helpful. I feel like quitting it just because "commen sense" tells me to is crazy. Tell me what you - fellow potheads - think about it. I need a lil guidence to make my decision