SURVIVER

[always my fault]

i moved to texas with my boyfriend after he graduated basic training, he turned into a crack head in 2 months,went awol from the army during war time, and got caught with crack on base and in his system. the army kicked him out and i left the night some dude came into my apt. saying he was going to kill everyone if he didn't get his $$$ from my ex. i made it to my moms house on christmas eve after driving 25 hours straight thru from tx to fl LOST AND LONELY IN FLORIDA AT LEAST MARY IS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME

[NowhereMan]

sad for you he turned out such a fuck up
looking for excuses , i think he couldnt handle the pressure of being in uniform at this day and time i assume its not a good thought to wake up too.WAR-iraq
being owned by uncle sam .ect ect.,if you only knew what inspections were like,
it takes a certain type of person to fullfill obligations.,err he aint one it seems
or just made a bad mistake and ran with it,?
then agian he may just be a punk ass wanna-b somebody that aint gotta a clue,?

hope things work out for ya
smoke ya one and call it a hard lesson learned,
peace

[always my fault]

thanks nowhereMan, keeping my head up and going back to school, and smoking one for all the good people in the world one day i hope to find my own so i can have someone to play with.

[bitchiwillslice]

hey there sorry to hear about your trouble. crack is a horrible thing. my brother-in-law just overdosed on crack and oxycotin this past friday night and died. happened in FL as a matter of fact. i used to live there myself, didn't quite like it. i live in cali now.

but hey if you ever need to talk or anything...hit me up

8)

[always my fault]

sorry about yr bro in law, were u 2 close at all? im not happy in FL either, i actually have looked in cali for apartments by camp pendleton in san diego, me and my ex were going to move out there when he got out of army, his bro is stationed at camp pendleton and looking for roommates.

one day i hope to make my own way, bright and beautiful so all the children can play.

[bitchiwillslice]

no we weren't real close but he was still family, even if it is by marriage. San Diego is beautiful. My husband was Force Reconassaince in the Marine Corp. We actually met when he was stationed in San Diego. I live about 3 hours north of SD but it's worth the trip.

[KennabisCranium]

yo Always,

Enjoy the rest of your new life after leaving that piece of garbage.


"you can observe a lot just by looking".
Yogi Berra


PotHead

[ghostman420]

your the surviver!!!! you aint no giver!!! sorry, just poped in my head when i read this, damn beyonce. anyways.... good for you baby!!! i wish you only the best in your future!!! may you live happy with a good man and even better weed....or should that be the other way around....shit.....oh well :D :D

[always my fault]

The TRUTH "always" hurts especially when you have to observe it for the first time. Yogi Berra wants to know, does it suck to see your mistakes everywhere you go? I want to know does LOVE conquer all?
???????????? YOGI BERRA?????????????????

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Yogi Berra - :D - chillin'

[always my fault]

*** 1 question "Kennabiscranium" where did Yogi Berra from?

[always my fault]

:eek: ooops...my fault; where did Yogi Berra come from?

[kyskunk3]

:) Hey its not always your fault. I dont know your story but I can almost promise you that its not always your fault. Youre not alone out there. I'm going thru a tough time too. I wont get into that but youre not alone. If you need to get some things off your chest send me a email. Hang in there, girl. Things can only go up. be encouraged peace out
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[psychocat]

im not happy in FL either, i actually have looked in cali for apartments by camp pendleton in san diego, me and my ex were going to move out there when he got out of army, his bro is stationed at camp pendleton and looking for roommates.

Please tell me your not contemplating sharing with your ex's brother??
I think that would be a big mistake , cut all ties with exe's whenever possible.

I question the thinking that leads to you blaming yourself for the actions of another.Tell your sad ass ex :
"You are the only one who can truly change who you are" .
We all make mistakes , the secret is learning from them.