Tom Swierzbinski
06-29-2007, 02:25 AM
Im in love again. Feckarsetits. I really dont know what to do about this. We hang out loads, love being around eachother, but Im not sure if she just wants to be friends or not. The best, and I mean the best thing about her, is that she doesnt do my head in. Not when she burps loudly, not when she does a smelly fart, not when she makes me go out in the rain to pick up some bud for her (lol). Any other girlfriend has done my head in.
The only thing is, Im really good mates with her mum and I dont want to ruin either relationship. We were talking about relationships earlier, and we have both been treated like shit in the past by partners. I just feel that we are right for eachother, its just finding the right time to ask her. I was gonna ask her the other day when we went to London to protest when Blair left office, but a friend of hers came too so that didnt feel right. I was gonna ask her earlier tonight but her mum had a few problems, so yet again it didnt feel right. So badly pissed me off, everything was perfect. She was playing on the guitar, we were both singing and passing a joint between us.
I think its just my self esteem thats low. I look at myself in a mirror and I think 'you ugly bastard'.
I just love her so damn much. :(
The only thing is, Im really good mates with her mum and I dont want to ruin either relationship. We were talking about relationships earlier, and we have both been treated like shit in the past by partners. I just feel that we are right for eachother, its just finding the right time to ask her. I was gonna ask her the other day when we went to London to protest when Blair left office, but a friend of hers came too so that didnt feel right. I was gonna ask her earlier tonight but her mum had a few problems, so yet again it didnt feel right. So badly pissed me off, everything was perfect. She was playing on the guitar, we were both singing and passing a joint between us.
I think its just my self esteem thats low. I look at myself in a mirror and I think 'you ugly bastard'.
I just love her so damn much. :(