BOgart.bitch
01-06-2005, 11:31 AM
ive tried adderall before but that was years ago. i was younger and took two blue (or white) tablets in school that my friend (who is prescribed) brought in for me. it was my first experience with any type of pill and it was on an empty stomach. i took them before lunch.. 30 minutes later they kicked in full.. my legs got tingly.. actually, my whole body got tingly.. my face.. it felt a bit numb, too. none of this was especially uncomfortable, but you better believe i was freaking out right about now.
then i was in art class (the class i have directly after lunch) and shit really went weird on me. i started to get these overwhelming feelings of love.. euphoria.. mostly love though. i thought i loved everyone.. i said that.. to everyone.. gave them hugs.. started to cry.. hugged my art teacher and asked her if she loved me.. really weird shit. needless to say, i was sent to the nurse for a drug test lmao. thank god i was able to pull off a sob story about my home life and i wiggled out of the drug test.
anyway - although that experience was weird.. i think that i just need a smaller dose. i tried three or four more times after that and nothing happened - i dont know what i was doing wrong.
anyway, last night my boyfriend gave me one 30mg capsule.. i took it and maybe an hour later he asked me if i could feel anything.. we had just got done smoking like two bowls so i figured everything i was feeling was from the pot.. but after a half hour or whatever.. the normal time it takes for my high to leave.. even after that i was feeling great. the entire night i felt really emotional (positive emotions, though) i felt full of love, very happy.. i could concentrate really well (i can barely sit through an entire movie straight.. or even high.. but last night i watched the last 40 minutes of this movie like three times and loved it lol).. and another thing i really liked about it.. i got the buzz from the weed i smoked.. but i didnt get the tired feeling when i started to come down - which is i think one of my least favorite things about pot (up with the memory loss, munchies, and expense).
anyway, im terrified of pills. my mom is a certified fucking pillhead waste.. (she likes all types of drugs, but pills are her flavor of choice and pills are what have fucked her up the most throughout my life.. i hate pills.. and i never want another pillhead in my life).. but.. i really liked the adderall. it made my head feel more clear, i liked the energy, and yadda yadda. the only thing that worries me about it is the love thing i start to feel.. im not complaining, it was nice to feel that way and all.. it felt like i had a dead layer of skin over me for such a long time then last night it came off and i felt better, more clean, less numb.. all of that. i experienced things more intensely and i had a greater appreciation.
also remember: i was smoking lots of pot last night as usual.. but you can tell the difference between the highs ya know.. i just wanted to add that because maybe the pot + adderall combination means something.
oh and im also taking 15mg of lexapro a day for anxiety + depression. would that have any side effects with the adderall?
basically after this long splurge im just asking for information on adderall. anything, really. if anyone else has experienced the effects that ive talked about id love to hear your stories - and if anyone else has experienced any different side effects.
what im doing right now is tossing around the idea in my mind of getting some occassionally..they make me feel like i can achieve more.. i feel like such a bum/burn out sometimes and i feel like if i take one before school or work id get twice as much work done and learn twice as much.. ya know? but i dont want to get into anything that im not properly educated on.
there ya go, for those who have read.. any information would be appreciated ;] anything ya know about adderall at all.
then i was in art class (the class i have directly after lunch) and shit really went weird on me. i started to get these overwhelming feelings of love.. euphoria.. mostly love though. i thought i loved everyone.. i said that.. to everyone.. gave them hugs.. started to cry.. hugged my art teacher and asked her if she loved me.. really weird shit. needless to say, i was sent to the nurse for a drug test lmao. thank god i was able to pull off a sob story about my home life and i wiggled out of the drug test.
anyway - although that experience was weird.. i think that i just need a smaller dose. i tried three or four more times after that and nothing happened - i dont know what i was doing wrong.
anyway, last night my boyfriend gave me one 30mg capsule.. i took it and maybe an hour later he asked me if i could feel anything.. we had just got done smoking like two bowls so i figured everything i was feeling was from the pot.. but after a half hour or whatever.. the normal time it takes for my high to leave.. even after that i was feeling great. the entire night i felt really emotional (positive emotions, though) i felt full of love, very happy.. i could concentrate really well (i can barely sit through an entire movie straight.. or even high.. but last night i watched the last 40 minutes of this movie like three times and loved it lol).. and another thing i really liked about it.. i got the buzz from the weed i smoked.. but i didnt get the tired feeling when i started to come down - which is i think one of my least favorite things about pot (up with the memory loss, munchies, and expense).
anyway, im terrified of pills. my mom is a certified fucking pillhead waste.. (she likes all types of drugs, but pills are her flavor of choice and pills are what have fucked her up the most throughout my life.. i hate pills.. and i never want another pillhead in my life).. but.. i really liked the adderall. it made my head feel more clear, i liked the energy, and yadda yadda. the only thing that worries me about it is the love thing i start to feel.. im not complaining, it was nice to feel that way and all.. it felt like i had a dead layer of skin over me for such a long time then last night it came off and i felt better, more clean, less numb.. all of that. i experienced things more intensely and i had a greater appreciation.
also remember: i was smoking lots of pot last night as usual.. but you can tell the difference between the highs ya know.. i just wanted to add that because maybe the pot + adderall combination means something.
oh and im also taking 15mg of lexapro a day for anxiety + depression. would that have any side effects with the adderall?
basically after this long splurge im just asking for information on adderall. anything, really. if anyone else has experienced the effects that ive talked about id love to hear your stories - and if anyone else has experienced any different side effects.
what im doing right now is tossing around the idea in my mind of getting some occassionally..they make me feel like i can achieve more.. i feel like such a bum/burn out sometimes and i feel like if i take one before school or work id get twice as much work done and learn twice as much.. ya know? but i dont want to get into anything that im not properly educated on.
there ya go, for those who have read.. any information would be appreciated ;] anything ya know about adderall at all.